January 27, 2011 6:09 PMValerie said...
Anna Darling
Are you sure you want a photo of that motherfucker? He's ugly as sin. Turned up to our halloween party I said "oh what an imaginative costume!" as I irritably answered the door (presses the doorbell 300 times in 2 mins that one) then the bastard points to this enormous sports bag and says "nah this is just me, costume's in here" and it was. I had in me violet contact lenses so I couldn't see clear but it was him. Ugly as fuck, you know!
Now babes what is wrong with you? Obsessing over that idiot in London. I'm sending you over 2 pots of dilaudid so you can forget all about him. I know you prefer the lovely neat stuff my drugs lab in Western Aus cooks up. This one's particularly yummy. I've got some weirdo Panda Brand heroin I'm trying to get rid of. This one "makes everything look sparkly" and gives severe diarrhoea. Do you know anyone who'd like a couple of keys. I know 2kg is barely worth couriering over but seriously I could do with every penny I can get at the moment.
Locked up in this dive, it's awful. Ho Ling's in a piss with me. It's to do with her vagina-cum-stashbox as usual. She wants more and more of that yummy 999 Brand we're currently on. Double UO Globe's out till your Mr Kim's finished doing his job on that 100kgs brown.
Magic Monkey is going like wildfire across the north of this country. Rabbit brand, that's the crap. We send that to Tasmania. They're all crazy down there anyhow. New Zealand is currently on Stripper Brand. Stripper is a new one I invented with Ho Ling's legs in fishnets. I spent ages sketching the artwork before passing it to me lawyer. My lawyer is the only legal representative I know who also arranges artwork on 1.4kg heroin bricks!
Now where was I going with this. Oh that scummy Gledwood. Please darling be careful with that one. There's more to that muddy puddle than meets the eye, I'm sure of that. He's only fun on drugs or that potty mental condition of his.
Oh shit I've got to go, Ho Ling's bashing Trish over the head with a dinner tray. Must I play headmistress every day?
Screws don't mind me using the Blackberry at dinnertime now. Everybody knows I'm Queen B in here so I walk along using me mobile phone in front of everyone, slap Lynn, our Pocket Warder on the arse and call the Governor "Darling". The girls think I'm wonderful!
Oh shit, really gotta go. Ho Ling's just done Trish with a fork and there's blood...
... take care baby. Keep away from scum!
Val
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hi gledwood,hope your ok?a non personal post today,maybe your in thoughful mood?hope things are good.i actually feel ok today,not stressed or depressed.either the gear improved or im just getting used to the shit quality lately!truth is i just bought/spent three times what i shold have...just to be ok,just ok.wish i had the strength to leave it alone like you.guess im scared of the consequences?maybe sometimes we think too much and should just take a chance? anyway sorry to waffle,hope your day was good n happy !
ReplyDeleteI only left it alone through sheer frustration fed-up-ness and despair and hating some Bastard having control over me in their hands, something to them like dried mud, to me like Food of the Gods. It was all that stuff hacking away at me, and the other users (too much like looking in the mirror, maybe) and all ... and then a drought that took me away. I didn't realize I had such willingness till I did it. I wanted gear this morning, for the first time in ages, but drank the methadone dose instead. I drink in 2 bits morning and evening, it keeps the level flatter.
ReplyDeleteI went to NA tonight.
I hope you're OK.
Val,
ReplyDeleteYou are too much & not enough.
Loved this post.
Post at Gleds, frequently...Please!
j.
Is this for real? Sounds like an impossible soap opera. Then, I'm a bit outside the loop on this stuff. Sometimes it's a bitch being middle class, clean and straight.
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