tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post1454413380457139748..comments2023-11-05T12:22:53.660+00:00Comments on Gledwood Vol 2 (Main blog): Still flyingGledwoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-70250595454039980682011-02-13T15:19:10.352+00:002011-02-13T15:19:10.352+00:00yeah but what is reality syd?
o i see what you me...yeah but what is reality syd?<br /><br />o i see what you mean, yeah of course but that's why i say reality is lying half dead in a cold bath if distractions are unreality then reality is misery are people in prisons in reality then because they don't get 24 hour tv? know what i mean<br /><br />ok i'm probably going far too into and/or out of this than i ought to...<br /><br />... i wasn't being "told" to go back on not really it's just my behaviour seemed to be very challenging to her and she seems to like me so i don't like to see people i like flinching when i'm just talking so i see it's a good idea from that perspective just every single other thing about it is bad. apart from it does make me sleep in week 1. but not after thatGledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-72049975883729622402011-02-13T14:05:59.291+00:002011-02-13T14:05:59.291+00:00Well, I don't think that it does much good to ...Well, I don't think that it does much good to tell you what to do. I don't do that with people. You know what the best thing is to do I am sure. Is watching so many movies another way to dull reality?Sydhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05642843245634635843noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-90922240445271917862011-02-12T23:17:21.226+00:002011-02-12T23:17:21.226+00:00NA talk about a Higher Power which far as I can te...NA talk about a Higher Power which far as I can tell means the Power of lots of people in a room all being clean together, God Almighty and a power we all have in ourselves ie a 3-fold thing.<br /><br />When I feel high anyway the higher it goes the more powerful I feel and the more powerful it is the more vehemently I'm against heroin which only ever really made me OK or better than OK, not "high" like you get high at an ecstasy rave, so I was slaving away and paying just for something psychiatric drugs could have done for me!<br /><br />Now that truly is insanity the way I see it.<br /><br />I'm off those antipsychotic pills because I had side effects and the break between my stopping them and getting a dr's advice was 3 days, enough to go high enough not to care any more. i feel a bit more clear-headed now and grudgingly suppose i ought to take them but it does feel more than slightly odd taking pills to bring me DOWN know what i mean.<br /><br />And this higher power i feel really does keep me off drugs so surely in that sense it's a very good thing.<br /><br />Only thing wrong with it is I can't concentrate properly on anything and though I have energy I don't have focus so my house is actually in more chaos not less. I'm bracing myself to just go for it and do a massive chucking out session. It's not like I don't have 5 rolls of black binbags left over from last time.<br /><br />Thanks for the DVDs comment it's true. Really fucking stupid. Though I really felt i needed them all at the time, after all "someone else might get it if i leave it..." oh man!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-51901564404695826392011-02-12T23:17:19.341+00:002011-02-12T23:17:19.341+00:00This comment has been removed by the author.Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-49869230005623345732011-02-12T22:26:39.972+00:002011-02-12T22:26:39.972+00:00YOu're stupid for spending so much on DVD'...YOu're stupid for spending so much on DVD's. I had so much trouble with French Keyboards in October, drove me crazy although most hostels had at least one QWERTY keyboard which was always much coveted. What's High Power? Sorry, still catching up and havent read previous posts.Bainohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14156193098088048637noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-6288274516796095722011-02-12T21:16:53.199+00:002011-02-12T21:16:53.199+00:00o come on you miserable lot somebody must have som...o come on you miserable lot somebody must have something to say<br /><br />tell me i'm stupid for spending such a lot on dvds. that's what i think!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.com