tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post3848820536628068060..comments2023-11-05T12:22:53.660+00:00Comments on Gledwood Vol 2 (Main blog): Hamsters and Heroin and Chinese Food: a Polydrug AddictionGledwoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-52200509508585056982011-03-02T10:57:48.972+00:002011-03-02T10:57:48.972+00:00An informative blog covering the Auto Industry on ...An informative blog covering the Auto Industry on all aspects including car reviews.<br /><br /><a href="http://motorlot.com/" rel="nofollow">Auto dealer management</a>suchihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04914366025055462522noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-20150191506603966022011-01-18T11:12:51.716+00:002011-01-18T11:12:51.716+00:00came across u yesterday as looking 4 something on ...came across u yesterday as looking 4 something on drought not sure if it was local or what. first was reassured that thousands others in same miserable boat. then depressed by how serious it is!! have read loads of posts old and new and everything been said. apart from the word hamsters attracted me almost as much as word herion. i love em. i had 2 male robos. anchovy & reginald and they had 5 babes! obviou sly had 2 keep them all. they r brill. i am still at stage of wasting tennas i cant afford, trying another crap bag and another. and each time i melt on i almost weep and long 4 the day that i will weep tears of bliss when i my mouth fills with sweet (not glucose sweet!) thick claggy yummy smoke.and each time i screw up another ball of foil i say i aint buying no more till i know its back . . but i am a fool . .a human addicted fool and i want it so bad. i am fed up of people saying i look better and have put on weight i.e neighbours that used 2 look at pavement when paths crossed. i dont want 2 hear it! theres a lot i dont want 2 hear. i gotta go at min. but i am so glad i found u. i never even go on laptop its my sons. he always got dongle but he at school. so prob be back when he asleep. xbugerlugs63https://www.blogger.com/profile/08598249255143939365noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-58871163561529232472011-01-12T11:01:25.989+00:002011-01-12T11:01:25.989+00:00Taffeta: isn't Stelazine one of those "ma...<strong>Taffeta</strong>: isn't Stelazine one of those "major tranquillizers" as they used to call them. Meaning ones that aren't as good as Valium.<br />Haloperidol/Haldol or "Serenace" as my box was labelled.<br /><br />I have no hamsters at all now. I think my landlord would be distinctly displeased with that idea and I've nowhere to hide them (they used to hide in closets during the day, they don't exactly appreciate sunlight anyhow)... I'm waiting till my life's a bit more in order till I get some more. Got a great brand new unused cage on top of the bedroom wardrobe found on the street. You can tell it's unused: no nibble marks on the bars!!<br /><br /><strong>Anon</strong>: ti? tivi? televisionGledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-59062575664482539662011-01-12T10:55:33.486+00:002011-01-12T10:55:33.486+00:00titiAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-51290411975634087322011-01-11T22:32:14.949+00:002011-01-11T22:32:14.949+00:00I like your story about Pandable. So, how many ham...I like your story about Pandable. So, how many hamsters do you have now?<br />I had a squirrel for over a dozen years. He was only a few days old when my neighbor found him after a cat ate his mother.He was very smart and we ate pistachios, gummy bears and pizza together.<br />Haldol, I know I've heard of it, but never on it.A friend was on stelazines, I remember those cause they knocked me out for days, whatever they were.<br />Are you feeling better?<br />j.the guy in the silk taffeta dresshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16393888432347341365noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-9221493248237180382011-01-11T18:27:59.404+00:002011-01-11T18:27:59.404+00:00Syd: what do I want to be doing 10 years from now?...<strong>Syd:</strong> what do I want to be doing 10 years from now? Well certainly not taking heroin. Alcohol I'm afraid does figure in certain of my daydreams but I have to chuck alcohol out of my life as it's a neurotoxin. No good for someone like me ....<br /><br /><strong>Jess</strong>: I'm not taking heroin any more. I've had enough. I can't believe I actually caved in and bought the rubbish. I wish they would tie down drug dealers and spank them 24 times with a soggy broom handle like in Singapore-Malaysia. That might make the bastards think twice about selling their crap wares.<br /><br />O <strong>Lizzie</strong> you old raver you!! Long Dark Tunnel. Yeah of course I know that one. That could be a theme to my life too ha ha ha! It's what crack cocaine did to me... such an inspiring drug!<br /><br />And isn't a lot of that drum & bass depressing. I never really noticed till I heard my own favourites again, not the canonized version of "old skool" favoured by the younger generation of pirate radio DJs.<br /><br />I used to listen to pirate radio every day, getting the last 3 digits of my telno read out. Sometimes you can tell there are only 6 listeners, the MC keeps repeating the same 6 names and numbers!! Police like to claim it interferes with emergency services. The politicians don't like it because it's the people's choice, although I long ago noticed pirate was strictly "urban"... there was never any pirate psychedelic trance!! I reckon they should force all proper radio stations on to DAB and make FM a free-for-all for anyone who wants to broadcast anything, provided it's non obscene and they pay the public performance rights.... {{;-)Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-35937778539033540822011-01-11T17:52:15.174+00:002011-01-11T17:52:15.174+00:00http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixL_jmGRDXY&fea...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixL_jmGRDXY&feature=player_embedded#!<br /><br />another great tune from my yoof! enjoy.:)lizzydrippingnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-54345002062495733802011-01-11T17:15:25.719+00:002011-01-11T17:15:25.719+00:00I can't watch you kill yourself.
Give up, go ...I can't watch you kill yourself.<br /><br />Give up, go to NA find a sponsor and do whatever they tell you to do.<br /><br />I'll pray for you.Jess Mistress of Mischiefhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14766848582303523764noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-71165163359329099432011-01-11T13:50:07.970+00:002011-01-11T13:50:07.970+00:00No advice here either. I just know that you are a ...No advice here either. I just know that you are a talented writer. Where do you envision yourself 10 years from now? What are your dreams and how will you realize them? Take care.Sydhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05642843245634635843noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-82364639220426790112011-01-11T12:45:29.432+00:002011-01-11T12:45:29.432+00:00Akelamalu: I don't think I'll be scoring a...<strong>Akelamalu:</strong> I don't think I'll be scoring again. Wait and see tomorrow and the next day. I don't see myself using. The gear didn't do too much for me last week, it's doing even less now.<br />I'm extremely annoyed with that guy who basically forced the idea on me. Of course I could have said no, but he knows I'm an addict. I have strength to say no to crack when I don't want that, but not yet heroin. Heroin is the big one for me. Being on heroin has always made me feel way better than not being on it. Methadone just is not a substitute. I'm due at the clinic later this week and am thinking of giving them a real reprimand about their medication regeime, y'know. If methadone isn't working how it should, I shouldn't be on it. Simple as. But I got a horrible feeling they'll start looking down the antipsychotics path and I don't really want them either. Especially ones that cause weight gain. No way! I eat too much as it is, I don't want to turn into a giant psychiatric teletubby!<br /><br /><strong>Boots:</strong> Do you mind my calling you that? I quite like the name "Boots"... did you know Boots is a huge pharmacy or drugstore chain here in the UK. Their logo "someone cares"... ought really to have said "we profit from your pain" now THAT one's far more to the point... well whatever I still love the name Boots.<br /><br />I suppose the advice or ideas I was after were ones to do finding this missing jigsaw piece and putting myself back together.<br /><br />Well that one's an issue for the psych staff, I suppose... SURELY they can sort that out for me, at least to some extent. Otherwise they shouldn't be working in psych. I can describe it for y'all ... and yet I don't even know what the bloody phenomeonon is called!<br /><br />DON'T WORRY, I SERIOUSLY DOUBT I'LL BE USING LATER ON TODAY ~~ OR TOMORROW. Y'KNOW WHEN SOMETHING OMMES TO AN END, WELL I FEEL THE ENDING AND I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO IT<br /><br />NEVER EVER AGAIN ;-)<br /><br />so that's good, surely!!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-65527968205841175212011-01-11T12:45:23.152+00:002011-01-11T12:45:23.152+00:00This comment has been removed by the author.Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-53071907318046153122011-01-11T12:02:36.954+00:002011-01-11T12:02:36.954+00:00I won't judge you, Gleds. It's not up to m...I won't judge you, Gleds. It's not up to me or anyone else to judge you. Unfortunately, I don't know what advice I can offer. All I can do is be supportive and reiterate that tomorrow is another day. Take heart from that and start again.<br /><br />Hang in there, Gleds.<br /><br />HugsPuss-in-Bootshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02313418336654760327noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-74248436287266193112011-01-11T11:44:58.056+00:002011-01-11T11:44:58.056+00:00Reading that you hadn't scored lifted my spiri...Reading that you hadn't scored lifted my spirits, then you rang you dealer my spirits dropped, then you bought a chinese meal instead, great, then you scored. <br /><br />It's like a roller coaster reading this Gleds. I don't know what to suggest m'dear, you said it - it's up to you. xAkelamaluhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11234268568845148285noreply@blogger.com