tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post8234045198395685621..comments2023-11-05T12:22:53.660+00:00Comments on Gledwood Vol 2 (Main blog): On Doctor-DrugsGledwoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-49209581000985987462011-01-29T20:07:06.853+00:002011-01-29T20:07:06.853+00:00:):)lizzydrippingnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-57736047512478591942011-01-29T19:31:18.870+00:002011-01-29T19:31:18.870+00:00when did I say I thought you were straight??!?
I ...when did I say I thought you were straight??!?<br /><br />I was only saying I thought you had a job and were in a hurry!<br /><br />What we must have done is read 2 completely different images from the same words. Of course my image came first, but I read it when I read my own words, you read something different... <br /><br />I never did think you were a straight head! Knowing what you probably mean absolutely not. <br /><br />The only kind of straight that is good is not being a drug addict!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-29233966338863107092011-01-29T17:35:21.085+00:002011-01-29T17:35:21.085+00:00sorry to destroy the image i hate people thinking ...sorry to destroy the image i hate people thinking i am a straight head<br />:)<br />does that mean you think less of me?lizzydrippingnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-16149417023989794262011-01-29T14:45:39.552+00:002011-01-29T14:45:39.552+00:00Buggalugz: parent and brat... I never knew I was 2...<strong>Buggalugz</strong>: parent and brat... I never knew I was 2 people till a while ago. I'm sure everyone is. <br /><br />one foot on the floor? i will be floating naturally so i won't need to bother<br /><br />Sorry if I haven't asnwered every point my concentration today (Saturday) is fucked<br /><br />I hope you're OK. <br /><br /><strong>Lizzie</strong>: you just destroyed an image!!! How can you do that!!! I knew you did something mental I couldn't remember exactly what... why did I think you were a nurse? I got interviewed by someone doing your job in the hospital. He knew all the stuff, and so do you and I thought of him as a nurse, so maybe that's the confusion... Who Knows?!!! <br /><br />Those tunes have to wait till 2morrow, the broadband won't let me!<br /> <br /><strong>Akelamalu</strong>: yeah I will I had no idea what to expect. They've only ever given them in tiny doses for sleep and/or anxiety that was nearly 20 years ago!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-88796187413162533672011-01-28T20:02:03.972+00:002011-01-28T20:02:03.972+00:00Give the meds a chance eh Gleds? xGive the meds a chance eh Gleds? xAkelamaluhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11234268568845148285noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-73270767019706972532011-01-28T12:37:33.058+00:002011-01-28T12:37:33.058+00:00yes i gatherd that u din't like the meds and i...yes i gatherd that u din't like the meds and it wasn't u anymore.<br /><br />i try wen got time 2 read other comments & responses to draw a better picture.<br /><br />most seem pleased/releived etc that u on those meds and that u sounding more"normal"<br /><br />but i not so sure<br />thats y i dint know what 2 say.<br /><br />and still dont cus it not 4 me 2 say.<br />do these meds "care for your soul"?<br />or even help u to do that<br />i dont know. im pretty confused myself.<br /><br />yes keep that other foot well clear of the floor!<br />conjured up a great vision.<br />u gripping tightly on kitchen worktop with left hand<br />and left foot on floor.(twitching ever so slightly cus it wants to join in)<br />right leg raving wildly,<br />to the beat within,<br />right hand manically weilding that knife again!<br />o well it made me smile.<br /><br />not sure if i depressed.<br />am on anti-depressants (4 mnths)<br />which is about how long they take apparently 2 kick in<br />(he cant have thought i was desperate)<br /><br />since mon was very hyped up.<br />cleared out/cleaned up loads.<br />laughed more than usual<br />spoke more than usual.<br /><br />but so tired by evening fell asleep last 3 nites and 4 got 2 take them<br /><br />this might explain "hangover" that i have?<br /><br />i did consider NA but long way 2 travel for me + kids to deal with<br />mum said "whats the point? u would have 2 talk 2 people and u dont do that"<br /><br />but i can/will talk/relate 2 "nutters" junkies etc<br /><br />think u said there is one on-line i must look into that.<br /><br />went on anti- depressants yaers ago pre-gear and thought i was ok on them.<br />till i "ran away" with someone on a narrow boat (pre-kids)<br />he suggested i might not need them.<br />i stopped<br />i realised i had not been myself at all whilst on them (i.e. sociable, outgoing, bubbly etc etc)<br /><br />thats was me on them.<br /><br />all very well 4 fitting in but that<br />was not ME.<br />that frit me!<br />i explained this 2 doc this time which is y he gave me something subtle.<br /><br />think i wight be waffling a bit<br /><br />anyway 2 brill sdide effects of my mighty house clearance;<br />robos happy cus i found endless empty foil rolls and foil boxes.<br />their "tanks" look like cardboard re-cycling bins.<br /><br />and a 5 x 2 ft built in wardrobe got emptied.<br />hamper girl thought it looked perfect territory 4 nest building.<br /><br />so we each got our own nest now.<br />after almost 4 yrs.<br />we both slept better. <br /><br />think i might have just come down a bit today.<br />or cud be missed pills<br /><br />now i going in circles<br />i dont know. batteries r defo a bit flat today.<br /><br />i know drugs worker would recommend a good walk as opposed to a bad one. but i cant be arsed.<br />also know what she would say 2 that!<br /><br />maybe its not the drugs worker's voice i can hear. maybe its that of the horrible/sensible parent.<br /><br />"don't want to!" sayeth the brat<br />o dear guess who's in charge.<br /><br />really gotta go.<br />loving the tunes.<br /><br />back in a bit<br />take care<br />xbugerlugs63https://www.blogger.com/profile/08598249255143939365noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-12788560663091971352011-01-28T11:09:03.944+00:002011-01-28T11:09:03.944+00:00thanks
are you ok?
depressed?
i can't tell ...thanks<br /><br />are you ok?<br /><br />depressed?<br /><br />i can't tell just by reading it what mood you were in (i'm not trying to be personal: what I mean is, I cannot tell on the internet what we'd both know about each other from just being in the same room, nothing more personal than that)<br /><br />nothing good comes easy, that's right<br /><br />sometimes it comes very difficult<br /><br />other times it comes by total chance but would be near-impossible to do deliberately, if not impossible<br /><br />winning the lottery would be a good one<br /><br />take care and don't think too much in cotton wool i prefer candy floss, you can eat that, but it's sticky<br /><br />cotton wool ~ oh yeah! you can clean ya ears out with cotton wool i used to love doing that<br /><br />hope i haven't totally lost you in pointless points!!<br /><br />i hate being on this medication shit<br /><br />it's not like antidepressants for depression where you just take yourself out of it<br /><br />this is me not being me any more, it's horrible<br /><br />antidepressants either do NOTHING to me or WORK PROPERLY ie full on not at ALL depressed (no "taking the edge off crap, they proper work when they do) or they make me HIGH<br /><br />like i said the only effect i don't relate to re antidepressants is the half-arsed one i've heard people talk about in drug clinics, with me they work or they don't or they make me go off like a firework!<br /><br />not sure i'll be getting those again in a hurry, not considering how extreme i got within 2 or 3 days of depressed, and that wasn't even on meds or drugs or anything bar a bit of drink, a bit of coffee!<br /><br />don't let those robos be naughty!<br /><br />:-)Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8092261346236962635.post-85346284136883021802011-01-28T09:41:40.118+00:002011-01-28T09:41:40.118+00:00good.
i just wrote few lines and deleted.
i spose...good.<br />i just wrote few lines and deleted.<br /><br />i spose i dont know what 2 say.<br /><br />i just done it again (wrote/deleted)<br />cud go on forever<br /><br />i come back later<br />y am i writing a comment atall?<br /><br />because a horse on hampergirls tv just said;<br /><br />"nothing good comes easy"<br /><br />straight from the horses mouth!<br /><br />y do we say that?<br /><br />i feel like my brain(s) has/have<br />been swapped ofr wet cooton woll<br />(that was not intentional)<br />in the night.<br />b back later<br /><br />hope today is good.<br />xbugerlugs63https://www.blogger.com/profile/08598249255143939365noreply@blogger.com