OKAY I CONFESS, my life is going nowhere and I know it and I have no career plans apart from jokey ones that make everybody laugh.
I know I exasperate people by not changing. This blog never has been a cry for help, nor is it meant to be even a document of change (though if and when I do change, that's what the blog will become also). All it was ever meant to give was an insight into my life as an addict of hard drugs. And to draw attention to the fact that addiction can happen to anybody. There's nothing special about being an addict. If I'm "special" in any way it's most definitely despite my addiction -- not because of it.
All I have done today with any enthusiasm is sleep. That's because I could not sleep properly at night. And reluctantly did the bare minimum chores or tasks I had to. And made it to 7pm without major incident.
So much stuff I haven't told you. I'm working on at least making a list of it all. Then I can get round to organizing day-by-day letting you know.
Gracias por tu comentario amigo inglés, estaré al pendiente de tu blog, es bueno compartir.
ReplyDeleteJonás Jonajero, el mexicano
You worry too much about what other people think. It's easy for others to judge, don't let it get to you. I think a blog is like a diary, a record of ones days and if you're addicted and never do anything else, or if you clean up and get your life together, that is for you to choose, not for other people to preach about.
ReplyDeleteSee, this is the thing. Will you write a best selling novel that will change your entire life? Probably not. But, in dreaming of doing so, can you get excited enough to write a novel that will give you focus and motivate you and give you a reason to move forward? Yes. Dreams are never realized if they're shot down from the get go. Follow your heart and do what makes you feel passionate/excited. The rest will fall into place. Boy, someone's feeling better, isn't she?
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my blog personal is www.unaruna.blogspot.com
hasta pronto!!!!
Waiting to hear! In case I don't get back here over the weekend (Mick's birthday Sunday & lots of visitors) Have a good & positive weekend
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you write well, so stay with it.
ReplyDeleteI worry too much about what other people think: you're damn right I do!!
ReplyDeleteBTW I remembered what it was I was trying to trawl up the other day to tell you NICOLE:
Remember you said you got a hit from French Polynesia? Well I got one 2 days ago from NEW CALEDONIA: how exciting is that??!
& hi New Caledonian person. Why don't you say hello to me??
Thanks for your commentary English friend, I will be to the slope of your blog, is good for sharing. Jonás Jonajero, the Mexican
ReplyDeleteTHIS WAS MY ORIGINAL COMMENT TO JONAS AS TRANSLATED BACK BY BABELFISH OUT OF THE BABELFISH SPANISH:
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In English:
To unload crude residual waters in the seas is a repugnant thing to do.
They also do it around the British coast and then the swimmers take diseases terrible and the people whom surf practices obtain the stuck tampons to their faces!
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