OK I'VE PUT MY TWO BETS on tomorrow's Grand National. (14/1 and 16/1 at £1 each respectively.) I could do with the free money!!
In a minute I am going back to bed as I'm feeling done in already. Everything I have to do has been done (as opposed to everything I ought to do, which is a hell of a lot more ...) I've gone to the chemist, collected my methadone. I have a "hit" awaiting me at home that I shall desist from taking; it will only knock me out ... and I can feel already: I'm about to fall unconscious anyway ...
So many things I really ought to do ... including making that damn doctor's appointment to get those mirtazapine anitdepressants. But I'm not feeling well enough to go to the doctors (wah-waah!). I know I could phone them but it costs a fortune these days and I don't want to get into a telephone argument over the (suspected) fact that I might have been struck off for living in an area full of transients, using a surgery frequented by transients (it's so hard to get on a doctor's list these days. I had to apply to a place called Holbrook House that allocated one automatically to preclude the doctor complaining ...) and I'm sure I got a letter several months ago advising me that if I wanted to stay on their list I ought to return the enclosed form (no prepaid envelope of course so it never got done) ...
Did I have something else to say? Well it will have to wait. As I'm off now! See y'all L8R...
G
leds
..
.
PS Two particularly good blogs I've found:
1. Addiction Treatment Advice http://addiction-treatment-advice.blogspot.com (speaks for itself).
2. The Musical Indian Kitchen http://musicalskitchen.blogspot.com (Fantastic recipes from Gujarat).
Doctor's scare me, too many horror films.
ReplyDeleteThey would have to get me dying or bloodied up before I get into another office....except for my yearly physical.
I have a manical fear of doctors or this specific smell of a hospital. Scares the shit outta me. *hides under the cover*
ReplyDeleteLoved the Indian recipies site... hmmm i've never tried indian meals. Have u?
On another note. Thank you soooo much for ur comments on my blog. They both were awesome.
I know that I am not a frequent blogger these days, cuz i am in my final schooling year & i have exams. So i'm a busy beaver :D
I wish i could comment on ur posts regularly, i think i will when i get out of this hectic schedule.
Plz, i didnt mean to offend you by a short reply to ur comment :)
& i think everyone can draw, in their own way. I'm gonna let u in on a little secret: Girls r THE ONLY THING i actually CAN draw :D so u see, i'm not an artist myself :D my dad hates my drawings, he thinks i suck :D well i cant disagree with him. i have to do soooo much elaborate work to make my drawing better, huh? :)
Again, thank you for your kindness. There a great quality in you: u can talk abt EVERYTHING. thats awesome!
OMG!
ReplyDeleteThat comment accidentally became massive :D
sorry, i didnt mean to bore you :D LOL
Nice to see you again Gledwood, listing those blogs will be helpful for others, God Speed.
ReplyDeleteThanks for that recipes link Gled! I love Indian food and don't cook it often enough.
ReplyDeleteDoctors make me nervous, but they are 'the lesser evil'... Get well.
ReplyDeleteI just read your profile and will read more of your blog later but I know someone who can help you get free of your drug use. Jesus. You commented on our blog today, if you have time read more of it and also our other blog which you can link to from China Hope. We share our faith openly and I will be praying for you.
ReplyDeleteGLAD TO SEE YOUR GUNNA CLEAN UP !! YOU HAVE GREAT TALENTS AND ITS TIME TO MOVE INTO OTHER AREAS OF LIFE , REALLY GLAD FOR YOU GLED , JAMIE
ReplyDeletewhy does the phone cost money? confused.
ReplyDeletewhy does the phone cost money? confused.
ReplyDeleteu do live in the states dont you?
ReplyDeletei dont understand women who can date doctors.. Their lives are so.. based on physical observations. Neither can I imagine wanting to be a doctor... Oh I wouldnt MIND being one myself. you get to talk to a lot of different people, help people, and.. get paid well. it's not a bad job at all.. It's just what kind of person is ATTRACTED to it?
ReplyDeletePS. Jamie, how are you? Havent seen you around in a while. Stop by Jamie.
ReplyDeleteEdyta no you didn't bore me (uh? why would you?) and there's me getting paranoid on yours thinking I was being "kurt" (as in cobain??) ...
ReplyDeleteIvy: in the States? Never heard that one b4 ... no I'm in London UK!! The other London is Ontario/somewhere ...
ReplyDeleteA public phone box charges 40p minimum as of this year. Ie 80 cents! I have to watch my pennies till next week that's all ...
I was not feeling well earlier, spent all day asleep. (I tell the world in general.)
I'm glad everyone likes the Indian recipes. I love Indian food. It is the second national cuisine over here (seriously). Our National Football song of a few years ago featured the chant: "Vindaloo -- Vindaloo -- Vindaloo, Vindaloo, Vindaloo ..." and ("balti") chicken tikka masala has many times been named our National Dish ... (100% true!!) ...
oh.. That explains a lot. For some reason i just assumed you were american.. With typical american egocentrism.
ReplyDelete