Friday, April 01, 2011

Ukh. Blur.

I AM SAT HERE IN A BAD MOOD. There's drink in me, so I feel in a good mood. A good bad mood. Or a bad good mood. Whichever. I keep hoping the mood will switch UP. I'm not on a mood stabilizer and don't want one. That will leave me in an eternal twilight state of numbness (won't it?) I went in the library yesterday and read a book called Living Well With Depression and Bipolar by John McManemy he is the guy who does McManWeb, one of the best bipolar sites. He had pretty full-on bipolar by the sound of it. The only thing I wasn't impressed about was his description of schizoaffective, which I supposedly have, as some kind of ultra-florid psychotic mania. I was only like that literally for a few days. Those were the days I was ranting and burbling and I never spoke to my family (thank God). Which is why both sides seem to think I'm OK when I'm not and not OK when I'm fine! They haven't actually seen me in any of these states (bar depression) which might be where the confusion comes in. When I say I don't sleep anything but 2.5 hours a day that's literally what I do. Not exactly house-guest friendly behaviour.

OK I've got to go an annoying person (ie a good friend) is at my house. And I'm not at my house. So I must run.

I hope everyone is all right.

I am clearing my house of ALL junk/rubbish/sundry bluh. It all must go. I probably will not get rehoused as that will be a good thing (ie it won't happen). But I have to pretend I will. To get rid of the rubbish.

OK have a good weekend y'all....
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5 comments:

  1. the guy in the silk taffeta dress1 April 2011 at 22:11

    I hope you have a good weekend too, Gleds.
    I'm going to have a couple beers now myself with my dinner.
    Take good care,
    j.

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  2. Syd2 April 2011 at 05:17

    Glad that you won't get kicked out. Have a good weekend too.

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  3. Baino2 April 2011 at 11:07

    Tidy house, tidy mind. Get Gmail chat. Or find me on Skype. Misery loves compay.

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  4. Anonymous2 April 2011 at 18:09

    Where are you? Its getting to be evening on your side of the pond, and you haven't blogged yet today. I want to read something.

    I guess now I know how you feel when I don't keep up on my blog.

    I must tell that lastnight April 1st 2001 I bought and used 80 dollars worth of shit Heroin. Brown. I gave my good freind 100 dollars to go down to Chicago and buy me bigger bags, with better H in them. I have to give three out of ten bags away for the service they are doing me.

    You still haven't told me what you think of the manuscript I sent you via email. Didn't you get broadband back on Thursday.

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  5. Gledwood2 April 2011 at 20:49

    ANNA: i haven't got broadband back yet first thing I'm doing is reading your MS i can't wait

    BAINO: soon as I get broadband back I'll find out how to do this mysterious thing you're talking about OK!

    SYD: I'm chucking out stuff so I can stay, a-ha!

    TAFFETA: thanks I'll try and take care have 2 good beers on me

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