Candy Craving

I HAVE THE MOST MASSIVE CRAVING FOR SWEETS AND CHOCOLATE TODAY... more to the point chocolate... dark chocolate. Ritter dark chocolate which is German and used to be called Halbbitter because it was 50% cocoa solids. Now it's 71% and even funkier. Nothing around (apart from the very posh stuff) gives a lovely bitter chocolate kick like this. So bad did this fixation become this afternoon I very nearly found myself shoplifting a block, which is so much not me. My own shoplifting career was short with a bitter ending (not nice-bitter like high-cocoa chocolate)... Even though most of my friends think I'm stupid not to lift easy basic things like pens, envelopes, etc, it's my particular scruple not to. Hard to explain why, but I'd rather pay my way. Anyway back to chocolate: first thing tomorrow morning and Ritter and I shall be as one (how sad). But hey at least I'm not writing about heroin! Probably this is what psychologists call a displacement activity. But hey ~ surely it's better to be "displaced", get chocolate-dirty and tubby yet remain heroin-clean (if that is possible...)

Constant Craving

FOR CHINESE TAKEAWAY or for...?

Beef-ginger-spring onions mixed vegetable fried rice.

Heroin.

People say Chinese food only leaves you wanting more... and strangely enough the same thing about "gear" ~ so what else can I say..!?!

KD Lang: Constant Craving

Addendum

THIS TO YESTERDAY'S POST:
Furnishing a mind: what I was trying to say, but barely succeeded in so doing, was that, when I realized I can stream and direct my own thoughts I also realized I ought to have (in theory) some control over my own craving.
This is all easier said than done, but the possibility is there.
Just like physical muscles, this mental flexing should eventually build up some strength.
Strength to overcome.


Drugs in Germany