I Survived!

Hello people I am slowly being driven insane here by computers that do not work, connexions that failed. This is my third attempt at the same post. I'm going to have to write it down on paper first this time as I can't bear pouring my heart out three times in a row for my ramblings simply to vanish into cyberspace. I cannot get into my own comments. And I'm so sorry everyone. Everything has been chaos. Let me try again: