Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Halfhourthinkyjinkingpost....

I JUST THOUGHT I was posting but I was thiniing an a half dream. Dreamoing for half an hour. I'm tired and pissed off. All day, since midday it has been this thing and that thing a.. grabbing at me, at my attention span whe I feel ragged and frayed as it is. I'm Pamela Martha Fockered-up. Meet the Fockers is galloping round my head like a many-legged express train. Now I have to dash to the methadone chemist before they close at 18:30 hrs. I'm walking: riding the bus was such a headvucker with people talking about, sounding like they were trying not to sound like they were talking about and etc etc etc... all about ME when ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE IGNORED. TO CURL UP AND GO TO SLEEP.

PLEASE!

PS I did have a dr's appointment tomorrow then I didn't. It was messed up but not by me; I miss Nutter Club but see a Consultant Psychiatrist so no harm on that score...hy
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  1. Maureen23 February 2011 at 20:00

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  2. Gledwood24 February 2011 at 00:21

    I was very tired when I wrote that. It had been such a long day and I just wanted to be at home and on my own and I had people sitting to front back left and right making me feel paranoid all I wanted was to be left alone. in the end I just got off the bus earlier and walked it was easier. I posted afterwards just now, when I was in a much calmer and more rational mood

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