Everything continues from before. Nothing in 2010 is new, because the seeds for everything were sown last year or before ("as ye sow, so shall ye reap"). 2010 marks an entire decade lost to heroin. It is always very difficult to date when the problem started because I was messing about with the drug intermittently for quite some years before I ever got truly addicted. (Indeed it was these early experiences and how easily I quit, like quitting smoking that gave me a very false impression of how serious and all-encompassing heroin addiction actually WAS.) Having said that these "dabblings" were only a mere three or four years at longest. (I could go months at a time without using... although the intervening intervals got shorter and shorter and 
shorter of course...) And before THAT (which I failed to realize for many years even constituted the same story) there was drug experimentation ~ in quite severe depressive states where NO sane person would experiment with drugs like LSD... all in all I have a drug history approaching 20 years. And right from the start I was being called a smackhead. Those people were joking because none of us used heroin. But they saw something in me...So it's all about turning corners. I'm bored of this life. Utterly bored. So it's time to move on...
I hope everybody had a nice time last night. What did yous all do? Did anyone drink too much? Did anyone go out and yet not drink at all?...?Boy George the reformed heroin addict (who has long been on the European DJ circuit) ~ just released from prison following a drug-frazzled attack on a gay escort ~ so he has more reason than most to steer clear of intoxicating substances ~ has opened a London club where NOBODY DRINKS OR TAKES DRUGS AT ALL!
And apparently a good time is had by all..!
I think I might go...
Oh well, I just trawled for George's alcohol-free clubnight... it seems he's still on a curfew (and says he lost £400,000 by not being allowed to appear on Celebrity Big Brother because of this ~ where is the sense in criminal justice STOPPING CRIMINALS EARNING AN HONEST LIVING? Ridiculous!
And NOW HERE WE GO: MY (selective) 2010 PREDICTIONS FOR THE NEXT DECADE!
~ crime and disorder and social breakdown spreads
~ climate problems increase. Food shortages (in selected items) become the norm
~ another terrorist atrocity of 9/11 magnitude in London, New York or somewhere of that ilk
~ civil liberties completely eroded in pursuit of these terrorists ~ utterly chucking baby out with bathwater..!
~ younger generation become increasingly rude, ignorant and intimidating. Especially in UK. Good manners become "old skool" thing of the past...
~ United States and Britain to become financially as well as morally bankrupt, due to bad business models and unresolved ridiculous borrowing crisis
~ Moral standards fall through the floor: e.g. Hollywood to incorporate hardcore porn into (some) mainstream movies
and so on and so on. Happy new year folks!!
SNOW PATROL: CHASING CARS
You might think you don't know this song, but trust me you surely do!
It got named Song Of The Decade on last night's cultural roundups. Well worth a click:
LEONA LEWIS: RUN
Snow Patrol had never had a UK #1 until Leona did this cover ~
Illustrated: Trotterdonkey and furry foals; No U-Turns!; this is what LSD looks like ~ 4 trips are about the size of a small postage stamp (and that's what I took, all at once, the first time I ever "dropped" the stuff. Lovely..!); Boy George...
8 comments:
Your predictions sound pretty bleak.
Hope your New Year is survivable!
Your predictions make frightening reading Gleds. I wish you all the best for 2010 - hopefully you will reach all your goals. x
I'd say your predictions are pretty much on the mark.
Changes are afoot in 2010, Gleds!
Let's see how accurate those predictions are.
I tapped them in off the top of my head in 5 mins, so not a lot of thought went in. (Maybe that's the best way..!)
Oh Dear . . not a very positive outlook Gleds but I think you might have it nailed. Although I'm also hoping that the GFC will lead to a focus on alternative energies, less reliance on credit and a more regulated banking and stock market system that will avoid the crisis of last October.
I'm also hoping that you continue to be bored with drugs, keep up the counseling and methadone and shake this demon. Who knows, you may even finish your book. Happy New year to you. I wish you only good things to come.
we have something in common (drugs) i have been doing drugs for 20 years as well, i started at 15 with acid, then speed, extacy, crystal meth, coke, Oxycontin/valium/morphine etc. the last 2 years the only drugs ive been doing is coke, and prescription pills, i stopped coke a month ago, and my oxy dealer is moving accross the country so i bought 8 pills last night and that will be the LAST time ill do that. so basically NYE will (i hope) be the last time i ever buy drugs.
i hope u stay clean too gleds!!!
happy new years!!
I hope that the predictions don't pan out but I am afraid that things are going to get worse on some of these as you have written.
I hope that the next decade is one that will be free of drugs for you Gleds.
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