The first signs started maybe two months ago. The last two weeks have been worse and worse. Total drought. I knew one person with what I considered crap. Then I found out it was the best around.Then I got stung four days in a row. "Heroin" that just swirled browny-black dye in the spoon, runs along foil, though I don't smoke it I'm willing to test a tiny bit. But not with the highly distinctive, slightly opiumy smell of brown heroin base.
In previous droughts, by using extreme discrimination and basically by asking around, I usually managed to get the best stuff that was going about. When I looked for it. And there was still good stuff going about, albeit in tiny quantities, amongst all the rubbish.
The normal gear we get looks light browny-beige. A lot of the best stuff used to look indistinguishable from cat-litter (grey) but that was a few years ago. I have seen heroin in every colour from stark white to near midnight black.
A few days ago I was almost happy with the situation. Oh good now's my chance.
I was getting fed up of sticking needles in the back of my knees, between my toes, down the sides of my hands, up the back of my thigh where I can't even see.
But now I wake up wailing to myself. I am living on methadone! How can this be! No heroin. All day! Even if I "get" it, I will just be injecting brown water with the faintest opiate teaser. O how can this go on. Why don't normal people just hang themselves and be over with? How can life possibly have any meaning without the Killer B-sting? Akh!
Now I've got to run. Desperate person at door.
Hartlepool Mail, 5 November 2010 "'dirty drugs' warning as heroin supply dries up"
http://www.hartlepoolmail.co.uk/news/39Dirty39-drugs-warning-as-heroin.6614228.jp
ANYONE anywhere, tell me what's happening. Give us idea where you are (not too specific please as all comments have to be moderated). How is it, and if it's bad, how bad - and why you believe that is. I'm also interested in hearing from anyone abroad who can vouch how far this has spread. I think the cause has to do with poppy blight and a ruined harvest in Afghanistan pushing up the kilo-price here... and no doubt across the water too...
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4 February 2011
Here's some Classic Choonz from "my day" (those kids on pirate radio who call it "old skool" really make me feel ancient) anyone like/remember these?
THE ORB: LITTLE FLUFFY CLOUDS (DANNY TENGALIA MIX)
some beautiful scenery in this ...
FUTURE SOUND OF LONON: PAPUA NEW GUINEA
Lizzy I found the video!
i like the style of psychedelic montage here
URBAN SHAKEDOWN: SOME JUSTICE
DJ Mickey Finn was involved in this track. Video (little man armwaving bits) shows nearest I've ever seen to true acid tripping on film...
(anyone who knows a better example, please name it i'm interested also any ketamine films? other then Tron..?)
DROUGHT NEWS FEB 4 2011
far as I know gear is still rank by early last year standards, but far more reliable than a couple of months ago. i really can't be bothered with it, which is why i have to go on what i heard. a certain guy i know with a 30 yr plus habit who's on methadone buys the odd bit now and then and says today's stuff with one exception that came from Essex is SHIT compared to what it used to be, the Essex stuff sounds like a fluke...
to all you out there you have my sympathy, i know the life i lived it long enough i'm still a junkie just a juice-drinking one. and my veins had pretty much gone and i'm not into smoking it. (and for the record going on the needle is my biggest regret, after going on gear...)
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 1211 Newer› Newest»Hi Gledwood
Great blog - I found it after Google-searching about the drought. This is my first post.
I live in North London and have 5-6 usual hook-ups and, like everyone else, they either have nothing or have complete jank (must be about <5% pure). It's funny but I didn't know about the drought until 4 days ago. I was still getting good quality stuff until 5 days ago when the guy I usually go to told me he would be out for a few days. I thought "no probs"' I'll just go to someone else then. But little did I know! I guess compared to some people posting here I have been lucky as this seems to have been going on for weeks now.
That said, it's been rough as I was doing eight .2s a day. Fortunately, I have just got on to a script of slow-release morphine privately recently which has meant that I can continue working. Furthermore, my tolerance has come right down.
I've never been on slow-release morphine before but it does the trick without the slight buzz one gets of the juice. I do miss the hit of the B though. I managed to find a dealer yesterday through a friend of a friend and ordered 5B and 1W but when I got home it turned out that he had given me 5W and 1B! Bummer. I didn't even have the desire to try and sort it out.
I'm waiting to hear from my friend in West London who says he met a guy who claims to have Thai White Grade 9 @ £100 per G. Sounds dubious to me - the only time I've come across white B (yes, that is a contradiction in terms, but you know what I mean) was in Thailand itself.
Anyway, good luck to you all out there. My main guy says that he should have something in by the end of the week. He says there is shot out there with nothing in it that he could peddle but doesn't want to pass it on to "you lot". Bless.
Norf_London Boy
I did manage to find a dealer with some B yesterday
Fed up.we r in Essex,total drought only shit with nothing in Is there any anywhere?????so fustrating.the post by dealer saying he had just makes it worse wen of course none of us can get to him or get anything.
Pls someone give us a clue where to go.u know the score go there and ask anyone romotly looking like addict to score for you,nature of beast means they will for a bag.
This while situation is proof currant dealers aren't that sophisacated or organised.
Sorry for typing mistakes
on 25 meth and board
Ben money
we r in Essex bin using for 15 yrs know most dealers and nought!!fill us in and where and how,we r desprate,will drink our meth in front of anyone who has gear just to prove we r addicts an not old bill,times r so hard right now.all we want is enough brown to take the sharp edges off life x x
That;s it.. ITS Now confirmed that London is out untill 2212...
I hate calling myself anom and would give a name but don't have google account so just easier this way,I know we r all feeling unmotivated right now but pls pls someone out there as soon as situ changes could u post it as I will and ob I can't give out where but area I will give that way at least something can happen even if we all go back to grass routes of crawling the streets for it instead of the Walls x x
hampshire anyone no if situation changed???? nothing in pompey. even the daily mancs not bothering even with there fake boolocks
update your site more often please as its damn pointless otherwise. people use it for help and info. but cant gain any due to you mod in the post. which in itself is ok. but when you have to wait all day its pointless
Where have all the new comments gone?
I am taking I saw them but they are not here. I am taking moderation off to see if that makes any difference
If they do suddenly appear, I only didn't update quicker bc was unconscious (only exhaustion).
If there is some problem I will give a link where they will appear. Properly
i heard from high up (are you for real) look its a fact that there was enough poppy harvested to supply the demand. yes it was down upto 50% on last year (which was record year) so there won't be enough to stock pile as normally is! and yes price is up. but if everyone reads right it tell you ENOUGH WAS HARVESTED TO SUPPLY DEMAND. and everyone saying europe dry. prove it post a link, dont just guess or say my dad/brother/aunt/hamster rang and told you. the 1 question that needs answering is this WHY IS THE UK DRY, when till proved europe isnt and enough was harvested to supply demand. thats the question...i think its a uk problem, and i really cant think of any answer to it. as its not just 1 person who brings it in, there are loads big and small. the only thing i can possibly see is this. the price of poppy to high to make profit at normal prices as reports tell me an 1/8th is sold for less then £90 in citys. (beleive me thats cheap as chips to where i am) so they would have to pass the price on. but can only pass so much on. so cause a drought by 1-some not bothering till prices are down-or sulking thinking there being ripped off. or 2-buying half as much ,bashing it into 2 then telling peeps there wont be as much coming in as used to be, which caused panic at top coz of profits so then they bashed it to, and so on. thats just a theory
There is/was a drought in Ireland in 2010, but they rely on us here.
I know someone from Ireland, he says it's crap in Dublin anyhow. Lower purity.
Europe, I have heard nothing about. I put out a shout in German which I googled back and it came up, so if something was going in surely someone would have said SOMETHING.
I have heard nothing, so would assume if anything's happening it's a drop in quality, rather than a true drought.
Our problems probably come from Britain being a heavily protected island.
As anyone who googled after a drought probably heard, Australia, with far fewer people had a bad one throughout the early 2000s. This is to do with Burma more than Afghanistan. Their gear is "China" White, normally. Production dropped there far lower than happened in Afghanistan, so I think there's a good chance this might sort itself out quicker than a lot of us fear
http://en.rian.ru/images/15816/18/158161896.jpg
Here is a link to a map of drug trafficking routes...look at the feeble red line going into the UK...& then Russia's fat red line!
Island life is rubbish!!!
Am I alone in thinking all these opinions are just gossip hearsay and wishful thinking .
It's all just guess work
noone knows wen this drought is gonna end that's the hardest thing not being able to see an end in sight
2 the poster that said they can get proper Thai white@£100Pg I'll buy All of it & sort you out! Get a payg sim post No I'll call& travel within 24Hrs
IF true..
P.S Can't do it on Wednesday gotta Meeting in Leeds!!
the stuff down brighton/worthing is shite. i didn't get to try it but my regular guy told e he had and wasn't worth it. he cud have got nd sold it but thank christ he's no arseole.
thats right just theory. no-one seems forthcoming with a proper reason. (and that news from the top comment was omfg bullshit) i think anyone who does smuggle likes to keep it quiet. not tell that numpty on here who claims he has tie! (maybe the tie u wear with a suit) my advise is keep money in pocket till lpool manc and birmingham and london are flooded till then it will be bash and bit and bobs
i remember the days (only 6weeks ago) when you got weight u could sell the gear though cling-film now it smells friuty or summit
To the Dan ov Bpool. Yeah got it in Preston. There's FA in Leylandi. Boy reckons he'd picked it up in Lancaster 4 top dollar. Am on way back in now. Girl who's gaff it was reckons she's got somet even better. Will give U an update in couple ov hours
Hey glenwood already left a few posts on here am in north west London near neasden, burnt oak and surrounding areas just wanted to check your ok matey as your blog hasn't been updated today hope everything is alrite and your still hanging in there give a holla bk once your bk on.
if you watched that report in ireland, it made me laugh women who arnt in drug game normally selling zopiclone, even old grannys. time must be tough for some, with the country falling apart and the drought. there pill market really kicked off. still lmfao at buying zopiclones of grannys for £1 each. they coming from china and pakistan so report said. or from doctors, butonly get months worth from doctors
grrr waiting for updates again. if not you doing it glenwood. maybe its the old bill looking first ( paranoid) but some good info on here. on locations and what normally happens. and only a few sites like this. they would be negligent not to least look, after all they have agency within the police who track online drugs issues.
Mar from n London
Hi all, was so happy sat and sun managed to get really good in stocky. However I knew guy was running out, should have bought lots and didnt. Went to work today with 0.2 and was so happy to have that in my pocket.....maddddd. I usually buy big bits so don't have to see fucking dealers for lest week or ten days. All gone now and to be honest I feel I have fucked myself again as was almost getting better after a few days on the juice. This timings are so badddd u want it even more.can't even go to withechapel anymore as after good one I would be very disappointed with less than decent. Going back to work tomorrow with meth. No great but at least I have that. All the best to all of you out there and be safe and save ur money if not sure. Mar mar
Mar from n London
Hi all, was so happy sat and sun managed to get really good in stocky. However I knew guy was running out, should have bought lots and didnt. Went to work today with 0.2 and was so happy to have that in my pocket.....maddddd. I usually buy big bits so don't have to see fucking dealers for lest week or ten days. All gone now and to be honest I feel I have fucked myself again as was almost getting better after a few days on the juice. This timings are so badddd u want it even more.can't even go to withechapel anymore as after good one I would be very
disappointed with less than decent. Going back to work tomorrow with meth. No great but at least I have that. All
the best to all of you out there and be safe and save
money if not sure. Mar mar BTW SHORTY I HAVE SENT U A EMAIL PLEASE GET BACK TO ME
Hi People,
Been ok at the WE managed to get some good one in N London, altough guy now run out of it,
Looking at this block for the last few weeks it looks like gear is really slowly coming back. However i have now been able to find it every day like before,
SHORTY I HAVE SENT YOU AN EMAIL> CAN YOU PLEASE GET BACK TO ME.
All the best and keep safe guys,
Mar Mar
i posted cupla hrs ago - no show?
stuff just in brighton/worthing is shite.
nothing in cambridgeshire or leicester.
i heard someone had to drive from Peterborough to Liverpool to pick up.
:o
Pls update often as I tune in morning time for gli
er of hope only to see site stuck on 5pm last night,u as a using junkie know how hard situation is right now and it's hard to be patiant wen u feel like shit
grrr again no updates for hours upon hours! and why am i hearing people saying there trying to get congealed gear into them! wtf is wrong with ya! are you for real! is a hit worth ur life! even when you know there is no gear in it! and for these bashing cunts. please bash with sugar if you must bash, so it fazzles on foil peeps still get the heroin from it, and its safer for the injecters, its simple . why you want to risk death is quite beyond me. i know what desperation is like, but me wonders if your willing to risk your life over a fake hit. would you risk mine? if you get that desperate what would you be like at old bill staion? makes me wonder
Advice wanted on where to go??(Yea U2!!) Quick.. India needs a visa(To long) Europre's got shit...won't to go soon.. Any ideas Will apply for Indian visa 2day but wont to go B4 it's sorted (takes 7+ Days Express!? ;~( ) like to go Thurs/Fri..Can wait but why?? But where?? cost about £500+ OK but no visa or pay on entry visa(Like Jamaica/Cuba/Turkey)..AArrgh Turkey still got some currency from last visit but didn't pick up when there took my own(I no coals 2 Newcastle)...N.E. Help ? ?? Please or co travelers??
Sick of Dogs'n'Rock'n'Roll!!!
N.E ! Up 4 it I'll post a No. Thurs Early AM OR Phone NE1 Who post b4 Then(Need New sims)...will only b live 4 bout 4or5Hrs...So watch if interested...? Love&Pees Dee..Recent 1.tiff trying pics
does this work?
Recent 1.tiff
Advice wanted on where to go??(Yea U2!!) Quick.. India needs a visa(To long) Europre's got shit...won't to go soon.. Any ideas Will apply for Indian visa 2day but wont to go B4 it's sorted (takes 7+ Days Express!? ;~( ) like to go Thurs/Fri..Can wait but why?? But where?? cost about £500+ OK but no visa or pay on entry visa(Like Jamaica/Cuba/Turkey)..AArrgh Turkey still got some currency from last visit but didn't pick up when there took my own(I no coals 2 Newcastle)...N.E. Help ? ?? Please or co travelers??
Sick of Dogs'n'Rock'n'Roll!!!
N.E ! Up 4 it I'll post a No. Thurs Early AM OR Phone NE1 Who post b4 Then(Need New sims)...will only b live 4 bout 4or5Hrs...So watch if interested...? Love&Pees
Dee.. .
Recent 1.tiff
Pics^?>?
Recent 1.tiff
Bugger!! still can't get pics 2 work!
Blackpool Dan. Promised an update on quality ov 1 I scabored last night so here goes. It was excellent! 8/10 at least! Unfortunately the bagel was tiddy (as expected!) - bout size of a flim bagel, but the gabs was laughin! For 1st time in bout 4 days didn't wake up rough as a badger's arse! I took my green this morn b4 setting off 2 work (DB Developer) but unlike other days I woke up functioning fine! Didn't hav to sip the green & crawl back 2 bed 4 half hour while it kicked in. Am goin back 2nite & blagging 4 slightly bigger portions & if I get my way it'll B nite 2 remember. Strange thing is don't think this has anythin 2 do with drought ending. Girl got it off said her boy told her he was enjoying drought as couldn't get decent B4 but is now gettin excellent! Work that 1 out!
You r right about it being daft to inject stuff that congeels, i have only done it a couple of times and have always checked it out on the foil first. It does actually have gear in coz u can taste it on the foil and it gives u a gouge when u inject it. Got an eighth of completely fake shit and didn't bother trying to inject that. I only did it with the ok stuff after seeing the guy i got it off do it first. As for the grassing thing......thats complete crap! I am not that desperate coz ive got meth. Grassing never gets you anywhere fast so its completely pointless. My addiction is with the needle so its very hard for me not to do it but like i said i always test on the foil first and only inject if someone else has done it first. Having said that, it is a daft thing to do and i certainly wouldn't reccomend it to anyone else. I have been smoking the majority of what i've been getting which is a major achievement as i have been on the pin for 6 of my 11 years on gear.
Anyway have now got stuff that oesn't congeal so it ain't even an issue any more! Even when gear was good you would get batches that congealed quite quickly, especially in a 1ml. It isn't likely to congeal in your veins coz your body temp keeps it liquid, it was only crystallising when it cooled down too much. But I repeat......I would never advise anyone else to do it.x
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im not so sure seems the more desperate the addict more chances of them talking. some get so desperate they rob family (if you can do that then sorry your capible of offering up info on someone to make urself feel better) and if your willing to bash dangerous gear and sell it or just sell it knowing it dangerous then your capable of grassing. no! wtf your capable of selling me gear that can kill me, but your not capable of grassing lol some addicts are naive and thats saying summit considering heroin should give any user a wake up call on real life... and again jodie well i was talking of naive not only giving out your email but others to SHAME ON YOU. YES i know it has to be appoved but honestly love i dout anyone would bother to read every post speciality by you
Need help,pregnant and green running out,I can't go into wirhdrawls as this is far worse for pregnancy then gear itself.no script,street meth,if there is anything out there I'm really in need and time is nit on my side.
No high moral replies pls.that's about as much help as knowing smoking gives y cancer,knowing that ain't gonna make u give up.
Green holding me but sharin wiv partner and he gluggs it down.I'm really scared of wirhdrawls as everyone is.
any more life histories like this one?
http://bonsai1.homeip.net
methadone dosent effect the baby as liver filters it out. while heroin can do a great deal of shit. if what you say (and dout) is true go to the doctors if its true and withdrawls is bad for kid , doctor has to help!!! and why you havent got script is beyond me. and not being funny you say no high morals. it dosent take high morals to look out for your kid! your partner seems selfish as do you. sorry if you dont like truth and if this advise not helpful then well i guess its gonna be another baby in care, and before you say NO your already putting your needs first and at a time when your kid needs your help the most! im a addict and have a 3yr old and never once have i acted without his best intrests first. EVERY! ITS NOT HARD! MAYBE LONG TERM ADDICTS LIKE ME REGUARLY PUT KIDS FIRST. anyway if it takes a while to get meth scrit where you are see doctor asap if its in babys intrest (and not just urs) they will help
i'm so mad at that post from the girl with baby on way! making out its for her baby! i need heroin for my baby its better then WD. are you for real. getting yourself pregnaut when cant even look after yourself and now want people to score for you. some addicts really let side down. and can understand why some people veiw addicts as low
Shit I meant to say this 10 mins ago.
Opiate dependency doesn't damage babies, as far as drs seem to know, but the poor kid might be born clucking. They would treat this with baby morphine.
Detoxing while pregnant (to the best of my knowledge) CAN CAUSE MISCARRIAGE ~ you need an urgent appointment with your local drugs service. Pregnant women, like HIV patients do jumps the queue. You can get scripted within 1 week in many areas. If you're pregnant get in touch with them quickly. They will probably want to test/confirm this is true, but you should get the v best treatment, no matter how bad you have their "service" it in times past.
sorry but last line of the rant at preg girl should have been. *its not hard to put a kid first. some would say it comes natrual, even if dosent you should be ashamed. im a long term user and ive never in 3 yrs fucked my kid over money or time wise. never made 1 descesion without thinking of his needs. gone without gear,money and sleep. but the kid comes first. and doctor will help if its turly better for your kid(not just you) bet you havent even thought of that as you know doctor wont give you heroin (selfish)
Gledwood said...
Shit I meant to say this 10 mins ago.
Opiate dependency doesn't damage babies, as far as drs seem to know, but the poor kid might be born clucking. They would treat this with baby morphine.
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omg have you not read medical info on this issue. i guess not. just guessed.
just one of about millon links i can send glenwood OMFG
http://www.pregnancy-bliss.co.uk/heroin.html
REFERING TO MY LAST POST IM SO MAD AT YOU GLENWOOD AND DISAPOINTED!!!
LEAST RESEARCH FIRST ALOT OF WHAT YOU SAY IS A TAKEN IT SEEMS. U HAVE A DUTY. HEROIN USE IN PREG CAN CAUSE SO MANY PROBS PLEASE READ THE QUESTION AND ANSWER ON SITE, IF U WANT MORE PROOF JUST ASK I'LL SEND YOU MILLONS OF LINKS
METH IS THE SAFEST AND EVEN WD IS BETTER heroin is bad
wonder if governet/health dept will give help sooner in present climate. I used to phone at least once yr during 80's [wasit Frank - i seem to rememer] asking if thing had changed and if i cud get help in better than the nrm 3 months. always answer was emphatic NO!
Maybe this will stir a change for better?
Hi SHORTY, I HAVE TRIED TO SEND YOU AN EMAIL CAN PLEASE GET BACK TO ME. PLEASEEEEE
Im at work and cn't put up with this any longer today, i just want to have a amoke today........
Shorty just sent you another email with new email address,
Mar Mar
now there's a warning!
Up until 60yrs od or so i guess you know you're indestructable [or it just doesn't cross your mind] but eventually you realise you aren't.
http://bonsai1.homeip.net
sounds like the system totally failed him? or did he fail himself?
a slow learner perhaps? But obviously not a retard!
I live in aldershot area of hampshire and the gears been shit for weeks, so havent scored since friday, am doing 50 ml of juice a day which is holding me, infact i am enjoying having money in my pocket, usually its all gone one gear. tbh i hope i never go back on gear now, this draught has done me a favour. i only smoke it on foil tho, never injected it. went to woking a week ago coz there was meant to be good gear there, was ok, but was soooo small :( am fed up of paying for fake shit.
Yes Glen is right, Go get a script right away if you are pregnant, you will get it in now time for that, DO NOT TRY TO DETOX IF YOU WANT THIS BABY,
PS Thanks Shorty boyfriend for your help, will call you in a bit,
Mar Mar
Heroin definitely crosses into the womb. Nearly all addicts use one day more, one day a bit less, depending on what they get (ie purity, not necessariliy n0 of bags/weight).
I have never heard anything categorically stating heroin can damage an unborn child. Birth weights are lower. But FOETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROME it ain't.
I know 2 kids born to a mother who was dealing, using x6 0.5g hits a day ie 3g habit. Both are fine now, but had to be detoxed at birth. Not pretty.
I have seen a baby on TV who was withdrawing. Of course it didn't know what was happening and was distraught. The mother kept saying "itll be all right soon" WHY DIDNT YOU SORT IT OUT WHILE YOU CULD, FUCKING BITCH. Only time Ive wanted to hit a junkie just for havig a habit.
Don't ever try and just come off, or drastically cut down if pregnant. What I was trying to say is GO GET A METHADONE SCRIPT. Of better still, if you can handle it, SUBUTEX.
When pregnant now is NOT the time to try home-spun remedies. You need to talk to a doctor, and fast. As I say, you'll get priority treatment, no question.
Sorry if I gave the wrong impression. Anyone who is pregnant with a habit really needs to research the issue more thoroughly than I ever could post here. Don't rely on one source. Read as widely as possible. And SEE YOUR WORKER OR A DOCTOR. For your baby's sake,
take care :-)
no no no subutec is a no no no in preg! NO NO NO NO NO. YOU WONT GET IT IF YOUR PREG FULLSTOP SUBS WONT BE GIVEN TO ANYONE WHO IS PREG. THERE ARE YRS AND YRS OF PROOF WITH METH AND PREG. SUBS IS QUITE NEW AND WONT BE GIVEN OUT TO ANYONE THATS PREG. AND ANYONE WHO IS STAY OFF THEM. IF YOU WONT TAKE MY WORD RESEARCH. AND YOU FIND IM RIGHT. AND GLENWOOD YOUR NAIVE ABOUT HEROIN AND PREG ITS BEEN CONSTANT % OF USERS TO DEFECTS, NOT LIKE THE STUDY COVERS 1 YR IT COVERS DECADES LOVE
SORRY JUMPED GUN. SUBS ARE NOW GIVEN TO PREG WOMEN ALTOUGH MANY STILL PREF METH, AS YEARS OF RESEARCH SAY ITS SAFE AS TAKING CLASS GOES. BUT PLEASE READ UP BEFORE TAKING MY ADVICE OR ANYONES ADVISE. I WAS WRONG ABOUT SUBS SOMEWHAT. BUT HEROIN AND BABYS DONT MIX. JUST COZ UNCLE DAVID SMOKED AND LIVED TO 100 DOSENT MEAN YOU WILL GET MY DRIFT
Do you know what the defects are?
Low birth weight I have heard of. Perhaps lower IQ...
... I cannot see how taking a drug that addictive IN THE WOMB is going to do anyone much of a favour.
The whole thing is too nasty for words. Pregnant Girl please get help!
And some proper advice, and tell us if/how wrong we are here!
My gut feeling tells me the pregnancy posts are pretty spot on. Heroin in pregnancy cannot be good.
yes i did they are defects to baby, grow issues , miscarrage goes up a whole load of % prem birth in which many many dont make it. and effects can carry on after birth, some dont even make the wd stage. (one girl i know went to dealers and asked them for a bag as they had to get to hostipal as they thought she was having a miscarrage, they didnt have none (thankfully) anyway the girl didnt bother to see scored to get to hostpial and yes she did miscarry. she has 2 kids in care though smack already what is wrong with people. its damn selfish, i agree heroin is a bad addiction 14 yrs mine gone on for. but if you can put urself before a baby(ur own baby then i think your pretty much capable of just about fucking anyone over. like i said if you can fuck ur own kid over then please walk past me without speaking even looking. i love my kid and would give my last breath if had to. i have clucked for 2 days sitting in hostipal awaiting his birth. and gone without many times. kids come first
@Dudley, west mids - i cant find your email mate, can you post it again please, too many anon posters lol
Still cant get fuck all good stuff here (derby/notts) im afraid! its fuck all to do with the fungus tho.
26 years down the road and its been a while since ive seen it this bad. Im in Bucks and seem to have all the same "run forever, but no gear in it, germalene, subutex, face make up, the list goes on" shit gear.
We are getting bits and pieces coming through, but some people are charging £20 a point. But on the whole i'm getting pt 2 or pt 3's for £20. Normally a 4/10, but for now i'm happy.
There are bits out there, but it dosnt last 2 mins when it hits the street.
Ive been clean for 5 years here and 3 years there, but usually find my way back to it eventually.
I have my own business, mortgage, wife , kids, cars. I lead a perfectly normal life, apart from my addiction.
If you think about the 80 KG caught at Felixstoe last week, what importer puts all his eggs in one basket. So, in theory there should be another 3 or 4 parcels floating about.
But 80 or even 270 kg wouldn't last half a day, would it?
Even if they jump up and down on it, with both feet.
I can only suggest everyone to be carefull, test what you get, and dont let the shit bag fuckers, that come out of the woodwork, take the piss.
It has to get better, lets face it, it cant get much worse.
@Anonymous You say "but if you can put urself before a baby(ur own baby then i think your pretty much capable of just about fucking anyone over" and then " i have clucked for 2 days sitting in hostipal awaiting his birth" Well if you feel like that why onb earth were you using for 9 months while pregnant.
Don't get me wrong I feel for anyone who's an addict while pregnant and know it's not easy but you shouldn't be slaggin others off while doing the same yourself.
Yeah I'm a bloke but my ex had a meth baby (not mine) I was only with her for few months, but her daughter was TINY!! even at 6 yrs she was mega small and you could tell not all was right.
Then again WTF has it got to do with me, I'm just goin on cos I'm wired without gear and my minds goin at 100miles an hour. God everythings so bright and loud, please give me back my quiet numb world ;)
im in northamptonshire and its all shite at mo hoping its gonna pick up soon as its hard 2 get your head right for work on jjust the juice
Hi everyone, god its going crazy isn't it..
had the worst day...again,
Just wanted to say heroin & pregnancy...
I bet there is more harm done when women don't want to tell their DR they are preg & using because of this kind of response....
so please don't judge...
Anyway, hope everyone is okay, glad people are still holding it together just about...
I didn't make it to work today, didn't make it out of bed til three....horrible horrible horrible.
XXxxXXxxXX
..Can I also just say that having had two terrible days...it has made me feel fractionally better having all this to read...
so thanks everybody...
XXxXXXXXX
doopsy says...........
im soooo bored of being straight!! ffs when will this drowt break?? im at clinic tomoz and i WILL give a sample as it WILL be clean....whats the betting they dont want a screen? cos they KNOW we all gonna give clean ones??? i hope to fuck i bump into someone thats got summink but i dowt it - i dont score where i live as i moved out of the area i call home to keep me off the gear and i still score there. keeping my fingers arms legs and everything crossed - be lucky fellow users luv doopsy xxx
Anon do you not know anybody who lives out side your box? My Dad lives in N.W.Portugal & One of my best spars lives in S.France They also know other people(You following this?Yes?),I Also Know a Italian Girl Who has Family in Italy(does this make sense?)I have Phones & can talk to these people 3 or 4 times in a week! They tell Me about things they Know & other people they know? & between us we can sus out whats happening Do you want to talk to them? (I'm sure they Don't want to talk to you!)Also Europe has a Lot more countries in it?(I have traveled through most of it but don't know everyone!)I also use a Name Dee.. . Some people here no my full name(Some know me)3 of the for mentioned Use H & I know the Brother of the other one does,so I'd like to think between us we do know whats going on Re-Heroin..I noticed you didn't have a problem abot me talking to people I know In the UK? Why? I'm going to Leeds tomorrow(thats Up North)Do you want to come you might meet some People..& see some Things!! I'll be going in a car!!
Sorry but it piss's me off that people think your full of shit 'cause you use gear...
Doopsy says - omfg SE15 girlie i dint see ur post cos for sum reason! ive sent u an email from doopsyboo at gmail dot com
preshiate if u get in touch
thanx
doopsy xxx
ps these are WEIRD words that u has to verify - js like
hi im in newbury berks and the drought has hit us too...nothing in manchester,leeds,bristol...the little bits that are about are very poor quality 3/10 and the other day we had BLUE gear on the estate,turned ur mouth blue whilst smoking,the lil bit of other gear about i is ok 4 me as a smoker but it wont inject,just congeals!!normally on my road i have 6 dealers,of which theres 2 just about still doing!!i just came back from egypt and the drought is there also...just 1 dealer in sharm el sheikh....part of the problem out there is the 'feast' its a muslim celebration this time of year every year and all the muslims do not work 4 the 10 day period!!if this is part of the problem then the feast ends tommorrow wednesday so not long now!!hope this helpsand let us no wen the decent stuff starts trikkling thru again pls....a.wills
Dan Blackpool when you was in Wymott did you go playing out at weekends or stay in like a good boy?..!5 years ago?? Thats just after another regular here got out from there? Visited but didn't stay..But looked loads better than others I've visited,& i know people used to 'go out'when they felt the need..
Dan BLACKPOOL said...
@Anonymous You say "but if you can put urself before a baby(ur own baby then i think your pretty much capable of just about fucking anyone over" and then " i have clucked for 2 days sitting in hostipal awaiting his birth" Well if you feel like that why onb earth were you using for 9 months while pregnant-----------------------
i was sitting around waiting for my NON USING WIFE TO GIVE BIRTH. and didnt use the day he came home either. it is possible to lead a normal life using gear if you put your habit 2nd. and dont talk to me about not being able to. i done 14yrs of heroin, prison the lot. i know what its like, but when my wife got preg, it was time to sort it out. anyone who cares about there baby can do it. it is a choice. maybe you cant stop fair enough, but use meth when preg and then use when and if you can. and to assume i was a women lmfao thanks. and please dont sit there and type any excuse for anyone who puts themselves before a kid, speciality before its born and most vulneable. just dont coz its discusting and darn right un natrual and well im discusted
doopsy
i replied to se15 on here with an email kellysweet or summink - they emailed back sayin - thats anotherone f**ked! or similar
mar i reckon ur near me an u too gearhead if i hear anything imma shout u both - how cruel for someone to keep postintheyre scorin an theyll help u out for a laugh - i just dont get some peeps - we aint on anyone elses site ffs!
oh well lesson lernt
be lucky - luv doopsy z
sorry lady it may not stir anger up in you. but it pretty much discusts me. im a man and if i can stop my heroin use effecting muy kid. i cant see why a mother (carrying) cant do summit. its bad. and excatly why heroin addicts seen the way we are. heroin before your own kid. shame on you. and shame on people who turn blind eye
Been at this for 20 years. I've NEVER seen anything like this. There was tcp/germaline stuff, then last week stuff that warmed you up, then wired you out.Definatly not B. Couldn't sleep when used it. Now there's nothing at all. My fellas happy. He's reducing his meth. hasn't used B for 10 years or more.I just found this blog yesterday. Will keep checking for Good News. Xmas is gonna be bleak if this carries on.
I'm just saying that its a lot more dangerous for the baby NOT to go to yr DR.
And women don't go because they don't want to be judged.
So...its dangerous to judge...
....But I appreciate its an emotional issue..especially for people with their own kids...
XxxXxX
God what's with people on here bulling the pregnant addict,there's plenty out there,she just choose to air it on comp as she is desperate and probably scared to death.
I know I was there as well.noone chooses to b addict and pregnant,I was 6 months gone before I knew,heroin stops periods so just thought that was case.my habit was massive and I had to carry on using as to withdrawl worse for baby .
All of u saying stop using u have not done the research she probably has and discovered the fact u can't stop wen pregnant which is so fustratin as mire then ever u wantro stop but aren't allowd so u really feel trapped.
Try to stick to green,it's more clean,reduce as soon as 1ml per wk or every 4 days,2nd trimester besttime to quit.
Is possible,don't listen to all the judges on here they have not got a clue,people in glass house always throw stones!!!!!!
Lady anon ,yr bang on the money!all the histreria surrounding pregnant junkies makes me even less likely to quit or go d0c.if my fellow junkies can b so judging god knows wat middle class doc will b like???
I have always found in life if we point the finger at others it stop people looking at us,total hipocrates.
Oh well if it takes yr mind off drought fire away,I couldn't give a toss coz noone here can jugde me,that a big joke!!we collectivly are the most judged of all drug users so would not b first time I was judged an wat ever u say I have said worse to myself.
Mar mar I'm in essex so quite near u feeling ok tonight just fucking scared coz so low on meds,if u can help great,I'm guessing u have been where I am otherwise u would not have the smypathy for me and just slate me like others on here.as if I need that right now!like I think my situation is ideal!I fucking hate it but immpossibke ro quit as harms he baby.what pt London u live nesw????I have bin all over looking x no joy x dry xx
@ mar mar and aces21 think u guys are very near me I'm around north west London near burnt oak/ kingsbury holla at me if u can get anything might even know same peeps.
Gilver
my post delited!!! oi @dan im a male! i was sitting in hostipal waiting for non-using wife to give birth! 2 days clucking no meths nothing. i didnt leave her side! and wouldnt entertain getting a heroin addict preg. dont make excuses for the worst kind of selfishnes there is.
to rhe SUPERMAN who posted;-
"sorry lady it may not stir anger up in you"
stop harping on. you've ae yur point.
@Doopsy Get your facts right you sent me email saying "I can turn u on" So i replyed "YOU FILTHY TWAT #OnToTheNextOne" Meaning move on to someone esle.I do not go around writing shit and not do it,I do not run like that.If I say something I mean it.If you sent a decent,clean email and don't live miles&miles away,I would of dealt with you,on the level but sadly you acted like a prick and didn't say anything other then 'I can turn u on' so I replyed like a prick.Any personally whats wrong with trying to help people out,I did link up with a couple of blog readers today and helped out as much as I could,so no I do not do it for a laugh as thats damn right cruel and twisted.Shorty
Is it so bad to try and help people out?
Anyway to the two people I met today,you know who you are.It was
to meet you & hope your having a good evening xx
Dear readers I'm sorry if you think my comments are misleading,but I'm just saying it like it is and trying to give you info to use as you see fit.Simple as.
@Gledwood hope your well xx
Gledwood this is really strange i cant reply to u either coz it keeps coming back failed why is this ???? i wanna have a chat, so strange. also is there any new posts on the forroom coz im not getting them either. i got ur message. please help me
love jodie xxxx
Hiya everyone, how is everyone today still proud of myself still going to work on 10ml meth havnt had anything half decent sience saturday.
lol just read those posts of someone slagging me off lol how funny xxxx go and crawl bck in2 ur meth bottle this is a place were people support each other not take the piss much love
gledwood whats going on with my e mails to u they keep failing. i got yours but when i press reply they fail very confusing !!!!
can u send me ur number in a e mail and ill text ya cant think of any other way
This is to doopsy cheers mate 4 bigging me up in ur post its nice to hear. can u send me e mail
much love everyone we just gotta stick together much love to gledwood, lady a,doopsy, sarah thanks 4 message, dan blackpool shorty, mar mar sorry if i forgot any of the regulars xxxx sleep tight peeps xxxx
I normally do a 1-2gs a day so buy in bulk and its of reasonably good stuff. Its normally £30ish per g low end getting cheaper on the bigger end and always plenty around. But at the mo its crazy, nothing in bristol only 0.07-0.1 for £10. I`ve stuck to the green liquid and green herb for 3 weeks but will be straight back to my love affair with my opium misstress when she returns from her travels. May she return soon!!!!
Brighton and southcoast still roasting usual crap availible but blocks pin and dos nothing (lucky to get well) although today a friend payed £30 for a 0.4 off some scousers and it miraculously was good even smelt fishy when smoked when spoke to him on the phone i could hear in his voice the gear was good So there must be something good somewhere still but it like tryin to find the Holy Grail. Stay Strong everyone
dry as fuc here, north hampshire/east london. travel back and forth between the two and score in both, but haven't had anything good in either location since last thursday, did a cluck with minimal subbies had left and a whole lota vodka. But 2nite fucked it all up got .4 for 20 of allright gear, hadn't even bothered to look since saturday night. Gonna try get another bag in the morning then try an emergency gp for a subbie script to hold me till next monday when my key worker can see me and gimmie one !
Thanks alot for the blog man ! real big up !
Also anyone can help get anything half decent in the area hit me up thanks ! Giro day 2morrow :D
shorty SE15
i just sent u mail - i takin a risk too as i dunno if ur a wind up. BUT im prolly A LOT older than u an we say we will "turn peeps on" meanin give them a touch of gear for puttin urself out.
with hindsight u are prolly a lot younger but thats the terminology ive always used. in all my years of using i aint ever bin on a forum like this about gear - i fone an meet peeps an this is all diff to me. if u wanna text me u gots my number? i apologise and am writing u again.
doopsy xxx
im sendin u an email incase this dont get posted for a while.
To the guy who is going on about not taking his gear or med for two days while wife giving birth,if this makes u feel supierior then carry on,deprive a man of his lifes lie and u deprive him of his happiness,before u slag thenpregnant girl I wonder why u didn't cluck 9 months before she gave birth,I bet u were a great help unlabour!!!my partner did the same and was constanly nicking my pain relief so as much support as choclate teapot .
Pregnant women can not cluck full stop!!this is fatel for baby!!I bet if she could she would!!stop judging others just to boost yrself up!!
This website is not the place to judge others merely to support and offer advice .
I'm amazed that a lot of fellow junkies jump to judge this girl,almost like they love the fact someone can be demonized other than themselves.
In an ideal world there wouldn't b any babies born to addict mothers but there also would b no addicts full stop !!
I hate the culture of putting others down to feel better about ourselves.it's not a witch hunt leave her alone.she needs help and advice!!how alone must she feel when she turned on website just to read all that crap!!god would make me want a massive bag just to block it all,try and rise above the moral panic and scapegoats it's cruel and not at all helpfull
Many a time I wished for a drought to help me give up,but it's like a diet all u think about is fatty food!but guys remember wen the gear does come back 90% of us will have little or no gear in our system.I smoke but to fixers just wanna say be careful!!
I myself wish for some advise about meth,iv got myself stable on 25 but want to get down to 10 in 6 wks.possible or not??
good morning all, hope everyone's ok, well as much as can be expected. Am still just doin juice, theres no point in wasting money on fake crap.most the dealers are lying and saying its good when it isnt,dont beleive them! anyone else in north hampshire/surrey area?? hi jodie, thanks for the email :)
no one chosing to be a addict! bullshit and no one choses to get preg again bullshit. funny how alot of peeps manage not to get preg by taking pill everyday or wearing condoms. people always saying they get preg on pill well its bull pill about 90% plus safe. so dont tell me its not a choice to get preg. if you chose to have sex without precaution speciality when a heroin addict surly ur chosing to have kids. omfg thats right go the lib route oh you poor poor women. WHAT ABOUT THE BABY. FUNNY MY LOCAL ESTATE FULL OF WOMEN WHO CLAIM TO BEEN ON PILL BY PREG. IF IT WAS THAT UNSAFE WOULDNT BE GIVEN OUT
Its anon from Bucks again. Sorry not worked out how to post with a proper name. Picked up at 9 this morning, £30 for pt 2. But actually sensible. Sorted me out properly. Phoned back 45 mins later, after bank had opened, sold out? No suprise there, and he only has 6 customers.
I do have other links, but reluctant to post email addresses on here. Its getting better people. Ive had results in the 6 out of 7 days.
But had to turn down a corner yesterday, as it was the run forever, congeal, pony gear. And that was from our Turkish link.
If someone can suggest how to contact me if will suggest an area where you can be well.
Its very difficult, but do able.
Chin up folks its getting better.
am in brighton/worthing area. can anyone get me a good one. desperate and sorry
To anon who said will b another kid in care,how come I have job car house governer at school and 3 other kids who r tip top fine,I know not to detox while pregnant it's not rocket science,u just like to rant at me while still using yrself.
Oh and as for u hve never had yr kidnovwr for time or money wat a joke,for every bag u got u could of taken yr kid out or brought it something so u see just coz u didn't use wen pregnant doesn't make u a superstar does it??and does it elavate u to a junkie status above me??I don't think so so stop with yr judging and focus on yr own life and kid
live in sheffield only crap about last time had ought desent was saturday out of dealers persernal use he out of that now only gear going round now is some 3/10 mixed with that subutex stuff not worth bothering with
Hi there Dee, good luck in Leeds and to those doubters yes he is that annoying, he has cars rotting on his drive that you couldn't even dream of, never been too sure of the wisdome there. My new car stereo in the Merc packed in last night so it's going to be a busy day but I'll see you later re the "up north" thing. You know, it's at times like these I like to look to Old Bull Lee for a bit of plain talking, yes, William Seaward Burrows, he knew a thing or two about clucking but in his honor I've bought myself a purple assed baboon and taken up surgery for art's sake, it passes the day. I've got a job interview today so I need to get this anti social shit out somewhere and if I can contain my desire to sweat like, well, insert your own image there, mine are too disturbing, then perhaps it'll be a good day. When the world started falling to bits a couple of years ago I suspected that we would be the first against the wall so I began stocking my Gr. and oh how glad I've been. £30 for 100ml, pah, I wouldn't treat a dog that way. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1869900453399416474# and that's my angle on all this. When I get the chance I'll find a way to be more than anon and I shall be "Skidaddle"
Hi All,
Got lucky last night thanks to lovely girl is SE,
To the person sending shitty messages to her you shoudl fuc.... get a life you dirty kunt......
Babe forgt about that and let me tell you you feel to me as a really nice person, and ur PT,
Jo and Vic who;s the preg girl out of yous? I may be able to help you out but not sure i can do both of you,
Just email me againm will see. altough be at work all day:)
Will make few phone calls now to get as many as i can,
Mar Mar
jodie i only saying what i think, i think this forum about that just as much as what you say its for. its just you come across as a squiny. havent used since saturday whinge! some havent used anything for 4 week some more! my god. its things like you want patting on back for using only days ago. when some work and havent had opp to use in a month! and moan moan about email! your prob good reason why you cant email them and can understand why if its what i think
hey look on other forum bluelight briton meant to be really good with gear at moment!! or is it more lies
Anonymous said...
to rhe SUPERMAN who posted;-
"sorry lady it may not stir anger up in you"
stop harping on. you've ae yur point.
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not superman just putting kid before myself. if you cant do that ,then you should give baby up. but no coz you just to selfish. ANYONE WHO PUTS THERE NEED BEFORE A KID SHOULDNT BE DEFENED. AND WUD STOP GOING ON IF PEOPLE STOPPED MENTIONING IT, SO I HAVE TO DEFEND IT. BUT PUT YOUR KIDS HEELTH BEFORE YOURS WHY DOES THAT TAKE SUPERMAN TO DO. MORALS ARE LOW ON THIS SITE IN A FEW PEEPS. AND IM GLAD YOUR NOT MY PARENTS
hi peeps, cant believe this blog exists ....well done and thanks....ive successfully detoxed using codeine before, i had to take quite a bit to start with but cut it down quite quickly and used slepers to come right off. am on sussex coast, nothing in hastings or brighton, wankers selling shit...dont buy it peeps... i dream of petitioning the government for my right to take smack...im a normal person, i work, am a mother, a good one im told, but have suffered depression all my life. gear makes me feel what i think should be normal, and although im using this shortage to stop i know that i would rather be on it...ive never stolen for my habit and always put my childs needs before mine - he gets sorted first out of my wages and i get whats left...i dont even gouch must, just use it as a mood elevater....hope everyones ok, horrible thinking of everyone clucking. from twinkle,hastins
well in the last 3 dasy iv had around 35 demo's
rangeing from tcp shit to the bubbling and spitting burn up of the black crap and the 2 mixed
south yorkshire my area dry
south wales i know most of it dry
west yorks dry over 2k miles hookin up with old mates and not a thing worth buying iv had 3 very very good demos but when they land its shit good job i dont do paper up front
it is the same situation in glasgow scotland. i went and got a half ounce of ok gear last night but that was the last of it. i must have tried about 20 different bites of gear before a foung this bit a suppose its the best thats going around. thanx for all the comments. hope you all manage to get sorted soon!!!!!
Did anyone get good connection through here as my women intution is starting to kick in and I would rather b I'll wen money in my pocket then b knocked.there r some very greedy people out there x x
Ok I'm gonna take it that all they hVe great gear r lieing and I'm gonna detox, got 3 kids,if I cud I wud use but just before Xmas I aintgonna get ripped.
Emails texts all sorts butscRy shit as this drought looks like going on a while xx
RE anon glasgow
a mate in killy said its just got a decent size drop up there 7 8/10
hes not talkin a few 10's
your close to killy im like 270 mile away might be worth you makein a few calls
hiya everyone just a quickie coz im on my lunch break and dont finish work till 9 again.im so cold, the meth makes my bones cold!!!!
gledwood sent u loads of e mails thismorning have u got one yet?? you've been a bit quiet r u ok?
doosy... was that message to me?? can i have ur e mail?? just wanna chat thats all but havnt got ur e mail. hope ur ok hun? xxx
good it feels like this drought is going on forever. ill reply again after 9
much love, dont wanna go back to work grrrr xxx
my body is now clear of B and for that i should be grateful and pleased. but it's preying on my bloody mind and just will not go away. i know as soon as it comes back i'll be straight on it again. poor sad man. i'm not a stupid person and would love to be able to remove this mental craving/anguish that i feel but it just won't go away. it just won't go away. it just won't go away... what's to be done, i'm sure i just don't know. Also brighton/south coast - can anyone help steer me?
btw keep your prejudices to yourselves. i'm pretty sure Gledwood didn't start this to hear crap but as an nfrmation/help place in times as bad as now.
btw2 thanks Gledwood
I'm in Glasgow and absolutely fucking desperate. Four of my usual dealers haven't got, and those that do are selling utter shite...
Av got a kid to look after and can barely get out of bed in the morning, not got a script either its horrible.
Av got a car so can drive to Edinburgh/Killie to pick up if theres any decent stuff, if anyone can help me please shoot me an email at m08AThush.ai...thanks
Anonymous said...
To the guy who is going on about not taking his gear or med for two days while wife giving birth,if this makes u feel supierior then carry on,deprive a man of his lifes lie and u deprive him of his happiness,before u slag thenpregnant girl I wonder why u didn't cluck 9 months before she gave birth,I bet u were a great help unlabour!!!my partner did the same and was constanly nicking my pain relief so as much support as choclate teapot .
Pregnant women can not cluck full stop!!this is fatel for baby!!I bet if she could she would!!stop judging others just to boost yrself up!!
This website is not the place to judge others merely to support and offer advice
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atcually was helpful in birth was atcuallay thinking of my wife and soon to be son! rather then feeling sorry for myself. and the buzz of it was better then gear. and this girl got herself preg knowing she couldnt stick to meths. all she has to do. but no wants heroin if its availbe. and yes i should knock H on the head and if it started causing probs my wife wouldnt allow it, as should be. besides anyone who puts own welfare before there kids is low. and if you cant agree on that then well ur morals have sunk very low.
to H.M. Customs & Excise and H.M. Police:-
Don't suppose you'd like to hand back the B you've 'borrowed on permanent loan' ?
Yeah yeah to the person going on about addict mums
on council estates.so wish I was a good honest junkie like you .it
must be such fun up there on yr ivory tower looking down on us scumbag junkie mums.
Ya know life
is not
black and white,there is a lot of grey areas.let's hope u never make mistakes and u continue to b a good junkie x get. A grip!!!!
Someone pls post on here who is trustworthy if u ever scored from here meaning made contact on here.
I'm so fucking down this is not the time to have habit,somrone help me pass the time ,should have loads to do but like train spotting I'm watching mind numbing gameshows.just want to gauce out
hi guys!Sorry for my english but im not from here!when i look at all your comments i just see what i ve been trough for this month...i ve been in italy 3 weeks ago and the drought had already start but i had some hope to find some stuff at least there even if the quality its always really low compared to here.At the airoport they trow most of my methadone because i had just to go for an emergency so i havent been in the adaction to have my pills and i just take the liquid that i had.It never happened to me before but i find a really bored bitch that decided to trow most of my liquid included nails color,cheecks mousse,mascara,creams and especially my meth 100 ml bottles.I really need to go so i sayd to myself be quiete don t make a mess and just take the plane you sort it out when u arrive........I m not going to tell u all the tragedy that happened but even in north italy gear was really really bad and there was not a lot of people willing to sell meth as well....It was really cold and to score u go really far in the middle of countryside and when i say in the middle i really mean it...here its much more easy believe me!So clocking,cold,and whit 2.5 ml siringe(it s a problem to find places that sell u siringe as well sometimes)all the possibility to be stoned or at least cover was really low ...even when i manage to find my veins was so light that i didn t even feel it!i ve been clocking until basecly untill i come back here and i drink some methadone...I try to take a bag and the first day i feel it a bit but nothing if u think that i didn t use it a lot in the days before ....than shite shite shite....we manage to find a guy with a real good stuff 5 days ago and whe just take it for 2 days and then was already finish...." days ago i ve been take meth on the morning and after 2we decided to take some bags and try.Nothing....absolutely nothing....pupils really big......than i tried again and i put all the bag in one go and then i start to be really bad and agitated...i had a test ,the one they make in the centre to see your urine and why why i didn t tried it before!there was no opium at all and just subotex...not even benzos.....from then i didn t take any other stuff because i really never be so sick in my life.Now i wake up really early itake the methadone and i continue to sleep for 1 o 2 h so when i wake up i feel ok....i always have it in my mind but i try to think that its no worth it ...because it s really not...i spent some much money in crap this weeks that now i cant try anymore..!maybe whe are gonna finish to use it !who knows}but if something good arrive i want to do a serious night anyway!.....hihihi!....bye to everyone and share we try to be strong...at least now!And a big hug to Gledwood and your hamsters!I had one Roborovski long time ago she was called Pallina meant little ball i loved her so much she was always come around with me in a bag that i made for her and she had a big cage at home.My cat and her was friend and my cat never accepted anymore hamster apart her!now i go!kisses to everyone!
Dee -if you go in person to join the queue at the indian embassy at 5 a.m. you will have visa in your hand 9.30 a.m. done it many times myself. cornishmaid
i agree about the baby thing
people really should look after there kids
its just the decent thing to do. can we leave it alone now please
still no gear near southampton or portsmouth or anywhere i can find
school guv'nor did you risk your kids life when you was preg? im hoping not if your deceiding what my kids schooling entails. taking heroin dosent mnake you bad. risking your kids life when preg is out-ragious. *anyone really think it isnt?? be honest* <-- come on, she could be using just meth but NO heroin on-top( and its not about heroin and kids, and spending money on kids dosent make good parent, so saying the extra money going on gear is wrong. as long as kid gets what needs and maybe a lil more(not over top) like saying smokers are bad parents, or parents who spend money on a dress is a bad parent.. atcually the more i think of what u wrote the more i dis-believe ur a gov'ner of a school
ptttsss@pregnant girl and supporters
we are on same planet ? she is meant to be looking after her baby
which means putting the baby needs first,the baby could die because she uses heroin.do you not understand that.why cant she use methadone or suxbone?
still shit in every where
Hi everyone..managed to go to work today....Yes!!
...funny story (not) just got my phone bill for the last month & I've spent £150 on ringing round trying to score..£150!!!
And then add on the amount I've spend on bash....
who said the drought was cheap???
Hope you are all well (haha!...well!)
Hope you are all okay!
Is apparently going to SNOW this weekend...How much more shit can we take!!!!
XXxxXxXXxXx
Thanks again gled ! This is a really interesting blog to read, all aspects not just the obvious junk related posts. I have been reading it over the last hour and a half whilst waiting for my mate to get back from town with summit.
drove up this morning for my mate to get 8th off the same batch as last night. I got .5 and it was good - say 7/8 out of 10 for now and probs 6 out of ten if it was got a few weeks ago.
There is good stuff out there dudes ! however for how long i don't know. A few weeks ago we were getting Oz plus off the same guy as today. But now we can only get 8ths and when i sent my pal in this evening for some more the guy was only selling teenth's or multipulls there of. Also he says when this parcel is done he will have nothing until the new year :(
I'm gonna have this teenth then try get my subutex on Friday and have a semi-forced break for a while. I'm not trying to rub it in or anything but am just describing the situation for me atm, trying to show there is some light at the end of the tunnel - that being that there are bits of good out there !
My friend went to the local drug service for an interview today to get sum juice in Basingstoke. They told him it would take 4/5 weeks to get on it (WTF) I told him he should come up to Newham with me, as when i was seen there i was on the script within 3 hours.Also gotta go back to east London on Friday and one know the situation round there, gonna get a sample and see.
I really feel for the peeps out there buying shit and bash and have no access to a script !
Peace Out, Stay strong and try and smile........................xxoxx
....Gledwood are you okay?....
You've been very quiet ...
LADY A you need to change your phone provider. Or get a "text/minutes bundle". That way x20 calls to ansafone = 20seconds off your 10, 15 hours. Not £2 at 10p each!
PREGNANCY/KIDS TO ADDICT PARENTS I've seen this many times. It's far from the ideal, but none of these kids are in care.
From what Iv seeen it's not the kids but the parents who tear hear out not coping with responsibility.
To not love your own kids makes you an A1 bastard. I don't mean "getting wound up from time to time" I mean genuinely not caring, not putting their needs first. A v v difficult situation.
Jodes I'm ok just v tired. V V tired.
Back soon as normal to y'all :-}
So have to jump in deep end now and say so wish could help everyone but its just not possible. I have helped where possible and will continue too.But yeah new emails will get a sorry can't do.To people I have met you know i'm here and will and know the score.Also to Doopsy (promise is a promise) *whispers I promised public apology.So doopsy really sorry hun,it was my mistake.And sorry I didn't get to meet you tonight.Thanks for sort out,didn't want to say over phone really,but need to get by (ya know).So yeah you know where i'm at if needed now.
@sids sorry hunny if i could help i would but stretching limit and don't want to drain resources and kill it off.Hope you understand hun.If I get any info on east london (would prolly b whitechaple area) i'll holla at ya.
I'm wondering when gear starts to come back people will stop commenting? Still think its a lovely blog sameway and spent couple evenings going though reseach posts,i ♥ feeding my brain info & drugs obviously lol.
Peace ppl have good evening all
Doopsy says............
BIGGUP to shorty and her partner for helpin a girlie out tonite! ur assistance is way appreciated (hope u like the chockies)and so were the directions lol - i get south of the river (eventually) and im totally lost haha - got lost on the way home a lil too!
gledwood - i has to say thanx to u too (again) its fab to read all the comments here and be able to support each other.
if anyone wants to drop me a line i did post my addy in the thred somewhere.
im up for reading and posting here whethere theres a drowt or not!!
so thanx again shorty. hope u enjoy the chocklit. lindors are my favrit chocks and to have a bitta gear and let one of those wonderful chocklits melt in my mouth is total bliss.
be lucky fellow users
luv doopsy xxxxxx
ps these verification words are getting even weirder - this posts verification word is "shinali" wtf?
<3 Kay < says
Hi again every1,
just wanted to say sorry for the typo's. Not in the best frame of mind. Also just quickly, My advice 2 every1 would be to stop throwing money at these cuntish fucking dealers selling you shit. If your on a script then buy some blueys or sleeping tabs. I have just brought 10 zopiclone for a tenner and they knock me out. Wait this drought out. I feel if the dealers can get away with selling us shit now then they will get ideas if you know what i mean. Invest in a good book too. I have. I know i sound lame but come on guys. The gear aint even gear so just wait it out in the best way you know how. Xxxx
"Not all junkies are purse-snatching grandmother-killing psychos."
in every U.K. town we have police tackling violent people that are well drunk. and this is deemed acceptable by society at large. prohibtion was tried and i doubt it will again. yet alcohol is more harmful to the body than smack. the police aren't tackling smackheads because they are at home enoying a gouch. isn't it time to legalise our prreferred high. surely this is my right.
gave up the rush for just the gouch [read: i don't inject any longer]
but now i fidget on the couch [read: this drought is killing me]
can't put my mind to useful work
it's blocked by a sad and selfish jerk whose single only static thought is where it can be bought to get that peaceful
gouch on the couch.
hiya every1, hope ur all ok?
gledwood your very quiet u ok xxx got day off 2morrow so pleased.
Lady A im not looking 4ward 2 the snow. ive been feeling the cold so much on the bloody meth. do u have an e mail address lady a?
its really nice that everyone is supporting each other on hear. we are the most talked about and looked down on and its so nice to see so many caring, lovely people. you should all be v proud of yourselves 4 getting through this. also those people who we buy from wouldnt of made there money if it wasn't for us so the least they could do is turn the phone off until they get desent stuff not bashed!!!
Crack o i think i live near u u got e mail
and dee good luck on travels mate would love to come
thanks to gleds,shorty,doospy, thanks 4 support xx
night everyone xxxx sleep tight
went to brighton to get some as tolerance not low enough for codeine yet....he said it was 7/10 but more like 2. still, feel just ok after 2 20s and can go to work and sleep but pupils still big. if anyone knows of anything in sussex please post....also if anyone knows where i can buy codeine online or whatever PLEASE let me know...cant believe this and hope everyone careful when it gets better.
gledwood, i love the hamster bits, soooo cute and nice that they live together. great blog. i want to rally everyone to petition arliament for our right to gear....i dont see any difference between me taking anti-ds for the rest of my life and me taking diamorphine, except that diamorphine actually works. love twinkle, hastings
least shorty not going to get glenwoods thread closed! why not say them things in email! nice of you to help., but this site doing more help for the most users. anyway still same situation here. and everywhere 5-6 weeks is strenghing it abit. where are the crime gangs? the little op's to. seems it really must be impossible to buy in bulk overseas or is looking that way, as cant see why peeps wouldnt be buying it. 6weeks is enough time for smuggling. gee's its done-in
OK anon from Bucks again. Lots has changed overnight. We now have plenty. Dont know how long it will last, but i'm stock piling.
Its definately looking a lot better out there.
Be safe people.
Right I'm the pregnant girl and I don't use
gear ontop of my
meth ok!!!!wen I asked
for
gear it was a low moment.I get them u get them we all
get them.firstly I am a v good
parent,not that I have to justify this to anyone,my kids r happy,have everything they need,it's me who goes without willingly.
Yep situation not
ideal but I do know all the facts on this one.I have access
to the correct info not just the opinions of
fellow junkies.wen I look for gear it's for
my
partner who dispite drought still has on his mind.me I could
not give a toss if drought goes on 30 yrs that way I'm clean & my mind is saying the same thing, none about so y crave???pretty sad way to stay clean & not the correct motivation but ya know I don't jugde another soul if u wanna use use,yr lives not others where as mine involves the life of another so I abstain.this is not time or place to rant about the medical implications for me but I will state for the record the opinions of others they rintitled to but life is not. As black and white as u make out.u don't know me my life or my situation.
Gledwood blog
is great but I would rather my
situation layed
to rest now as this site is for info and every time I log on I'm met with abuse and opinions I could well do without as cud all the others reading.just use the site fOr info.
Ok Nuff
said,move on get over it.gear or
no geAR life goes on and on xxxx
anaon said.. pregnant doesn't make u a superstar does it??
quite right it dosent make me a superstar just a normal caring human who does whats right by my kid. and if you cant get clean before getting knocked up. why not stick to meth. why risk your childs life by using heroin, ? only answer is this, you simply care more about yourself! many dont even take painkillers when un-well but not you , instead of using meth(which isnt ideal) you want heroin. well its damn right unmoral. and UNDEFENDABLE if you think different then well who brought you up? is it right to use heroin when preg? surly you'd take as less risk as possible? wouldnt normal mother want whats best for there kid? or am i so far wrong? its just common sence if you want your child born fit and heatlhy you'd do whats best for the child? huh
Tings finally stirring in East London... couple of half decent things around
Lets hope it continues getting better :)
All this talk of poppy blight might be a slightly crimson herring. I have it from a very good source – a Crouch End beggar, no less, often seen outside the Budgens store in the Broadway – that the real spanner in the works, so zu sagen, was the terrible flooding in Pakistan. That seems convincing to me, as it must have played havoc with smuggling routes, warehousing, production and laboratory operations. Of course, that's not much consolation when you're pirouetting under the duvet every minute for every hour for eternity, but I know now what the best medicine is. Forget your green and your brown, and listen to the Ashes commentary on BBC radio's Test Match Special. Think Baggy Green, not golden brown.
And can anyone tell me if this actually works? I once read an account of Nico on tour (The End, ace book), and she soothed her cravings with an infusion of poppy seeds, purchased from a cake shop or pet store. Can there really be anything in it?
Na ja, ein Wort for Gledwood. Ich habe soeben Sein Blog entdeckt, and finde es (das Blog?) einfach toll – besonders wenn man so wenig über diese Heroin Trockenperiode in den Mainstream-Medien liest. Kann ich Ihnen eine Frage stellen. Warum diese Vorliebe für Deutsch? Seltsam für ein Heroinabhängiger Londoner. Und noch etwas – in welcher gegend von London wohnen sie. Meine Nachbarschaft ist in her Nähe von Victoria/Pimlico. Ist gut zu sprechen mit Leute die Mitgefühl in diesem Fach haben.
Hi Gledwood - I am a first-time poster and have just the classic mistake of forgetting to obscure my email identity. Can I repost (as below) as anonymous. Also, na ja, so ist das Leben, Bier auf Wein das ist fein. Now I will send this post again as anonymous, Could you email me to let me know you are down with this. Tschüss
All this talk of poppy blight might be a slightly crimson herring. I have it from a very good source – a Crouch End beggar, no less, often seen outside the Budgens store in the Broadway – that the real spanner in the works, so zu sagen, was the terrible flooding in Pakistan. That seems convincing to me, as it must have played havoc with smuggling routes, warehousing, production and laboratory operations. Of course, that's not much consolation when you're pirouetting under the duvet every minute for every hour for eternity, but I know now what the best medicine is. Forget your green and your brown, and listen to the Ashes commentary on BBC radio's Test Match Special. Think Baggy Green, not golden brown.
And can anyone tell me if this actually works? I once read an account of Nico on tour (The End, ace book), and she soothed her cravings with an infusion of poppy seeds, purchased from a cake shop or pet store. Can there really be anything in it?
Na ja, ein Wort for Gledwood. Ich habe soeben Sein Blog entdeckt, and finde es (das Blog?) einfach toll – besonders wenn man so wenig über diese Heroin Trockenperiode in den Mainstream-Medien liest. Kann ich Ihnen eine Frage stellen. Warum diese Vorliebe für Deutsch? Seltsam für ein Heroinabhängiger Londoner. Und noch etwas – in welcher gegend von London wohnen sie. Meine Nachbarschaft ist in her Nähe von Victoria/Pimlico. Ist gut zu sprechen mit Leute die Mitgefühl in diesem Fach haben.
Vorsicht, Vorsicht. Jetzt geht's los.. this is the real deal, just another anonymous drought hound. And not PimlicoJolyon
All this talk of poppy blight might be a slightly crimson herring. I have it from a very good source – a Crouch End beggar, no less, often seen outside the Budgens store in the Broadway – that the real spanner in the works, so zu sagen, was the terrible flooding in Pakistan. That seems convincing to me, as it must have played havoc with smuggling routes, warehousing, production and laboratory operations. Of course, that's not much consolation when you're pirouetting under the duvet every minute for every hour for eternity, but I know now what the best medicine is. Forget your green and your brown, and listen to the Ashes commentary on BBC radio's Test Match Special. Think Baggy Green, not golden brown.
And can anyone tell me if this actually works? I once read an account of Nico on tour (The End, ace book), and she soothed her cravings with an infusion of poppy seeds, purchased from a cake shop or pet store. Can there really be anything in it?
Na ja, ein Wort for Gledwood. Ich habe soeben Sein Blog entdeckt, and finde es (das Blog?) einfach toll – besonders wenn man so wenig über diese Heroin Trockenperiode in den Mainstream-Medien liest. Kann ich Ihnen eine Frage stellen. Warum diese Vorliebe für Deutsch? Seltsam für ein Heroinabhängiger Londoner. Und noch etwas – in welcher gegend von London wohnen sie. Meine Nachbarschaft ist in her Nähe von Victoria/Pimlico. Ist gut zu sprechen mit Leute die Mitgefühl in diesem Fach haben.
Got 6 bags of .3 for £100 and it was 4/10,it was sticky on foil, BUT hsd 6ome H in it. that was in east ham, EAST LONDON E5
I've never seen anything like this in my 15 years of addiction...East London here, I have never even seen a drought before coming to the UK from S.E. USA! ( Atl)
In the US, things are rockin' as normal....while here, we are suffering like starved animals. This needs to end, there are ppl out here that will go to the extremes.....when oh when??????
hi Gledwood, all
attempted reply your email but returned.
Thanks for your email. What about ths drought? Not a happy time.
Will email you when/if it breaks ths end. I should eat but i'd rather get numb.
Keep up the blog.
http://bonsai1.homeip.net/
North London totally dry, have exhusted my mobile dinging everyone and nothing!!! Just surviving by doing green plus have this contact who say's he's got about two 9 bars (come across it by accident). Not a real shotter as such but sells to friends only - £10 for 0.1g but 7 outta 10 which isnt bad considering TCP fake shite everyone else got. :)
Just counting the days until things eventually pick up. Im sick of all the greedy fuckers who lie about whats around - just switch off till proper gear arrives wont ya!!! Will post again if N.Lon improves...Tada
Keep safe peeps....RobIslington
Poppy seeds/dried heads contain 10-15% morphine plus alkaloids... makin tea definately keeps withdrawls away...
Im down to cold water extracting 30 co-codamol (works out to 240mg codiens phos) at a time.. nearly throwing up trying to drink it but gives a slight buzz and def stops sickness for a few hours.. mind u do it properly tho and dont od on paracetamol!
^^ never thought id sink that low :S
Had some shite bash yesterday with black specks in it.. opium... not a smell u can mistake.. although not enough to do owt..
think they closed my email down haha...
Anonymous said...
"Not all junkies are purse-snatching grandmother-killing psychos."
i agree but when preg women are on here asking someone to SCORE HEROIN for them it sort of gives us all a bad name. morals of a alley rat.
but thankfully we are not all like that
Find it quite strange that my earlier post was not posted as it was me putting the record straight but u can still list all the ones who wanna slate me for putting 2 &2 together and making 5.
Right for the record I'm pregnant using meth.had a weak moment the other day but did not surcome to it yep prob coz of drought but never or less
did not do it.
My situation is not ideal but not unique.in my heart of hearts I wish things were different but they r not so I face facts,the real facts not horror stories.I have access to medical advice from professional people not fellow users and although there is 60-90% chance of newborn withdrawels hopefully by then another 20 wks my meth will
be reduced from 25 a day to least 5 or fingers crossed none!!anyone gone down this quick before??anyway just to say life is not black and white there r many grey areas and I'm the one who truely has this on my shouldars and gets worked up no matter how stronly others might feel
in dublin here absolutely dry for last week or so too, a few comments there gave me hope though sayin in bucks and east london things have changed a bit. if u guys get it soon it shouldnt be to long before it arrives here, god this sucks!
this site helps alot though,cheers
to everyone posting
Poppy seeds/dried heads contain 10-15% morphine plus alkaloids... makin tea definately keeps withdrawls away...
Im down to cold water extracting 30 co-codamol (works out to 240mg codiens phos) at a time.. nearly throwing up trying to drink it but gives a slight buzz and def stops sickness for a few hours.. mind u do it properly tho and dont od on paracetamol!
^^ never thought id sink that low :S
Had some shite bash yesterday with black specks in it.. opium... not a smell u can mistake.. although not enough to do owt..
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was the powder pale? as if it is there been about 6 batches of stuff down here during the last 5 weeks. each slighty better bar last one, altough tonight here (pompey) some turned up same batch same discusting taste but with a decent amount of gear, say decent was 1/3rd pre-drought strengh (roughtly altough hard to really say) but prices normally .3 for £20 and £70 on 1/16th and only real decent gear here for 6 weeks, so its looking up. and southall in london meant to be picking up big time. so there is things coming in guys. just hope it filters out to everyone :) *mitch*
umm i find it hard to understand why your slating someone who is just saying women shouldnt be using heroin when there carrying a baby.i find it hard to understand why a women with child would do it. but this board getting full up with it and find it annoying now can we put it to rest please?
the drought has taken its toll in most places , addicts who who have robbed a blind oap before out of desperation have had to go without and now hope they can cope in future without bashing oaps. anyway drought hasnt had many benefits as alot of peeps now are on crack , some who just booted before had to use pin to get the most from the weak gear. people have huge methadone habits and benzo's, some been injecting stuff that will haunt there body in future. but some good to, some as pointed out have had to go without and now must realise life can go on. but most will flock back(me for one) but anyways good luck to those who been long time without happy hunting
preg girl. dont you think heroin while carrying a baby is selfish, its a simple question, and since you claim to only use meth and thats great, well-done but surly using heroin while carrying is very very low? as some women dont stop using daily and dont bother going in the meth route like you. your baby sud be the must important thing in ur life,and effort you say ur making is beyond amazing! but sorry i cant agree with using heroin daily if your pregnaut its pure evil and so glad ur not. and the person who slating someone for stating this is unreal and well shocking. like saying its fine to use heroin while pregnaut turn blind eye not say nothing. great idea huh. the baby cant speak up so someone needs to. again well done for using meths, but 1 more time heroin use can kill a baby. stunt its growth. and tons of other risk, born defromed and born a heroin addict, if thats fine, <-thats why some heroin users bring us all down
Hiya everyone, hope your all ok. Gleds im starting 2 get worried bout u hunni u've been so quiet.
LOL lady a, i know what u mean i do actually go to work in 4 vest tops, 3 jumpers, jacket, coat,scalf, hat ,gloves and im still cold!!!
well got told 2day that something good is coming 2morrow and hopefully he is saving something 4 us after work, but ill see it 2 believe it first. ill let u no.
love 2 all
love Jodie
xxx
Hey guys! I just read through most of the posts and i can't believe how bad it's gotten! I live in SW london and every dealer i know has got either complete shite or phones are off. I have a friend who comes down from liverpool and it's supposedly dry there too. I hope it's all good by Christmas.
I am taking it as a sign to stick to my script... i feel lucky to have one at the moment, as i don't know what i would do otherwise. Good luck to everyone and if someone gets something good please post :)
been absolutley rubbish in sheffield wat u can get aint even gear not on script been buying bits of meth ere n there but not been able 2 get enuff to stop me rattling any1 no of owt in sheffield wud really appreciate really ill good luck everyonexx
hey guys, dont mean to rub it in but ive just picked up 3 for 25 down camberwell, south london, the food is peeeeeeeng!!!1 9/10, 2 lines and im bonged out......the Dealer said he stocked up big time, but he's only seeing old customers......anyway, gona chill out and relax, happy hunting all........smokeyboi
SUPERMAN, NAZI, sorry guess i lost my cool. but really this isn't the place to run each other down. i'm feeling irritable.
STOP THIS DROUGHT!
Anyone get anything decent in oxford? Guy I know is unreliable and dishonest. Usually travel a bit, but nothing there for a while. Am not hopeful as I spotted an oxford 'face' waiting for my guy the other day, and the quality was poor.
Thanks gavv for kind words,it means a lot as I'm very down at prent & wen people judge without knowing full story it's quite upsetting.noone more than me hates my situation right now,im scared alone Ill stressed and constanly filled wiv self haterd,stuck on meth wiv partner who wastes all our money on gear,coz he gets my meth I have to stay wiv him & I'm really scared,I want ro b opiate free and free wiv my kids,only way to do this is come off the meth then I don't need him & he has no hold over me,is there anyone out there ESP another woman who knows how to cut down gently????this I believe is key to my freedom.
Someone pls help me x x x x
Are there any other female users out there as I really feel alone and need some advise reguarding meth withdrawel.is it as bad as all say?how much do u cut down by?lots of questions plus I really am depressed and lonley,I'm living. Lie as all my friends straight and think I'm doing really well ,I hate lying to them.same as shorthy said my facebook page I'm fully clean noone wud know any different.my partner doesn't want to give up and he just won't leave.he wud rather I stay on it as it's a method of control I fear.
Someone put there pls help me I really need someone right now x x
ps gledwood respect for the blog and u for doing it x x
Could really do with q friEnd right now who will support me trying to get clean.just need someone to swop stories wiv etc x as I'm a woman to hear from other girls wud b nice
thankyou xxxx
re. reducing from 25ml of green. You could probably go down to 15ml for a couple of days and find you felt pretty much the same though you'd never sell it to your subconcious. Your obviously not on enough to fill your recepters, not by half at least so you probably won't feel much worse, time is time no matter when you're not enjoying it, mad as it seems I sometimes got a few blessed moments off in the early daylight hours by putting the pillow at the bottom of the bed and trying to sleep upside down, I'm talking 3 mins or so but better than nothing. How can people not see that when someone is prepared to call that good news they're prepared to do anything.
Forgot to tick the follow up box. Again I've been a fool. I did get a bit of 4/10 last couple of days but the man got some new "better" 1/10 but neglected to inform me of my good fortune till after I'd bought it.
Has situation changed for anyone today. Cannot find any comments of today so Iam assuming it may be good news after alll...I am from east london and things are still bad...perhaps will change today...Perhaps soemone else can report on the situation at their end.
Anyone can help clarify the dangers of LONG TERM XANAX,heroin, and methadone use for someone planning to be pregnant in near future?? BONE DRY HERE IN EAST HAM E6 BTW, NO GEAR AT ALL.
Hi,
I'm John, in Norwich.
We've had absolute rubbish here for a couple of weeks. I've been using regular dealers and getting waxy shit that hurts my chest and blocks my tube after 5 lines or sowhen I run it. Runs really thin and clear.
John
Having said that, last Friday I had a bit that was ok - frazzled easy, and was sweet, but ok.
Day before yesterday I had a bit that was 3/10, butworked pretty well as it's dry. Yesterday I had some 5/10, at £40 for .4, and I got a nice gouch out of it. Had to smoke the lot quite quickly.
I just got news that another guy is on with nice gear, but is charging 25s.
come see me at hotmail dot com
PREGNANT LADY I've read the comments. How many of you commenters have been on gear for how long?
Of COURSE having a baby when you have a habit it far from ideal.
To those determined to condemn her: look at yourself. How mahy things have YOU done you're not proud of.
It IS possible to carry a baby full or nearly full-term with a habit.
CRACK is far worse for the unborn child than gear.
Withdrawal at birth is obviously NOT a nice thing for a week old infant to have to go through.
I will try and find some decent links about this, so you and the rest of us know where we stand.
As it is, you need to get on a script FAST. You will get priority treatment.
Please, people, a litttle lesss condemndation and a little more understanding.... there for the grace of God.... as they say.
Be safe and all the best
xxx
JODIE: London. Can't say where, don't want friends/workers clocking who I am. If I stay anonymous I can tell how it is. IF people know me, I will spend half my time second guessing "what will people think who know me"...
#
I don't feel well at all. Not "ill" just run down, tired, cold, not nice. You know. Habid aside: I'm not well enough to work. This was BEFORE I got a habit. I have years of depression/etc BEFORE heroin. So no wonder if found fertile ground once I tried it!
Gear here a bit better. Definite B congent but full of benzos/barbs/methaqualone which i LOVE. I tested self benzo positive. (Doesn't mean the other 2 aren't there, the test only does cannabis/speeed/coke/opiates/methadone/benzos. Peee on a card, type test.
Keep well everyone. Sorry if I misssed something important out. That would be typical of me.
Take it easy y'all.
Anyone fron America/Australia/etc please give a comparison. Esp. re that Aussie gear drought.
All the best people. If you cant stay safe, at least stay sane! :-)
PARACODOL AND OTHER PARACETAMOL PILLS ARE NOT MEANT FOR BANGING.
THE AMOUNT OF OPIATE IN THEM IS MINUSUSCULE.
IF YOU'RE THAT DESPERATE, GO TO YOUR METHADONE CLINIC, EVEN IF NOT SCRIPTED, SAY WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND. THEY MIGHT SCRIPT YOU FASTER.
PARACETAMOL OVERSOSE IS DEADLY and it's a horrible way to do.
If you think you've taken too much, to straight to csualty WITHIN 24 HOURS. Bring the empty strips/bottle. This might save your life.
BE SAFE
glenwood i understand your desire to help, and seem a nice person, but please dont excuse HEROIN USE AND PREGNAUTCY . YOU SAY LOOK AT mistakes you made! well yes everyone makes mistakes, but does your concern cover murderers , pedos etc? there wrong, as is knowly endangering your babys life! they arnt mistakes but damn right wrong. why do you fail to see this? there is methadone which is alot safer not ideal but in preferennce to heroin. there is no grey area here. if you use heroin it can and prob will effect your child. the most presious thing a person can have! so please dont make excuses you no its wrong.and not wrong like shoplifting. not wrong like nicking a tenner from someones purse. your putting a innocent life in very very real danger. why do you make excuses for this? please inform me. maybe im missing something. i know heroin terrible addiction but the drought has taught us all we can live without it. and getting by. so why on earth do you have to risk a innocent child your carrying so you can get a buzz its unacceptable, ive been on heroin for nearly 20yrs and no what the drug is like, GLENWOOD when your desperate do you rip people off if you have no money? if not why not? coz you have morals? i wouldnt and havent in 20 yrs. so why wud you rip your unborn child off?
you all in the UK are going hate this Tucson Az. is at 100% supplied
Mex. tan nice No shit on cook up left $50 a gram
Hi everyone,
for those of u feeling hard done by having to work, spare a though for me; I'm a landscape gardener, workin in Nottingham, havent had gear for over a week. I am on a 80ml daily script, but fuck me has it been cold outdoors this week. Went to work on tues woefully under dressed, as I wasnt thinking straight due to lack of gear. Boy did I regret that. Next day wore too much, and was still rattling despite meth (normally use approx .5 brown per day) but what was worse, I was sweating! now imagine being outdoors in a garden that gets no sun, frozen ground everywhere, cold wind, rattling and fucking WET from sweating! fuck me wot a week.
Everyone, with the money ur saving each day, just try to imagine spending that, on top of what you would normally spend on gear, when this drought ends. that may give u a little comfort, it does me.
Thanks for forum gledwood, it is now the ONLY thing I look forward to after finishing work each day. Tho a separate thread for self righteous cunts who wanna keep criticising preggers girl would save us all having to read it. Have u never done no wrong? Bet some of u have robbed handbags off oap's, which ultimately causes more harm / pain than the COMMENT made by the pregnant girl.
I do believe the comment made that the floods in Pakistan are what are causing this drought (see the irony there) - no one else has suggested that but it makes perfect sense.
Soz Ive ritten so much, now for drought info - my guy in Bristol has been getting good stuf, on and off, and obv crap too, but is out again now. But from wot I've read things are (VERY) slowly picking up, there is stuff about whereas it seems over last fortnight has been NORTHING, so keep ur hopes up, an say a lil prayer to the Opium God.
Good luck everyone and please keep posting drought updates
Hi again everyone...Please can I see a show of raised hands - would anyone be interested in a template letter for writing to your local MP, regarding the legal prescribing of heroin on the NHS? despite my posts, I am good at English language when I need to be, and could write a template letter, whereby people could delete / insert relevant words etc ie name of MP, locality, your name etc etc. This could then be posted on gladwoods forum for download as a say MS Word document. what do u think glaedwood? maybe u would be better able to write the letter yourself? Let me know pls. The 300000 or so regular users of Heroin in the UK seem to have no voice at all, but fuckin well should do. I feel a general increase in the amount of coverage this issue is getting, and a lot of support through public opinion, most recently saw Terr Christian (manc former 'Word' presenter) campaigning for B legality / prescribing on sunday AM BBC program.
Peace everyone, and for those of u doing this drought without a script or access to methadone, my heart goes out to u. I honestly dont know what I would have done without script, but know I would have crawled out of my own skin b now and been acting like a contortionist - good luck to u, be strong, u WILL NOT feel that way for long, though it wont feel like that.
Hi everyone im up in Aberdeen in scotland and there is massive profits to be made up here as we pay so much more hence we havestreams of dealers coming form london ,liverpool,bradford,wolves and so on and usually the heroin is decent sometimes good but just now ITS TERRIBLE !!! the whole city has this smak which is light it isnt brown its almost white and its shit - i inject myself and yesterday i had 3 hits and nothing happened it runs on the foil but again nothing happens i have friend who are considering traveling to london to score but it seems its shit there aswell although the white is good .....nothing to come down with lol anyone got good news on the brown let me know
Nottingham is dryer than a nuns fanny, FFS mr bigs get on it, at this rate you'll have no customers left as everyone will be straight. When the opiated masses awake this country better watch out!!!
iv knwn several babies born to heroin mothers who have grown up fine and my aunt who was a midwife says that its the bad lifestyle that causes damage....heroin is actually quite harmless if controlled. STOP JUDGING. it is notoriously easy to get pregnant on gear as your menses stop/
O pregnant one, eat well, get on meth , take good care of youselfand ignore this rabble. best of luck and its true about cocaine ,crack and alcohol being very harmful
From ASCOT, Berkshire, southeast of London. Just got ripped off again! Can get 10/10 but its £40 for a ten bag, hardly worth it. I'm so glad that I'm not physically dependant n e more or I'd have lost my marbles a while back. Can't even do the Whisky as I don't enjoy it without the dark. I'm going to get bang on it when it comes good again! Easy, T
prob is glenwood, understanding u ask for, thats the prob i do understand, people who use H are risking there baby's life for a buzzthats what i understand. and fttssss@ comment that people on H have healthy babys, well stupid comment people who slit there risks dont always die. i fail tio see ur point. and yes heroin dosent harm your body that much it is the life style but what was the point of that? how is that reavent? bottom line is normal people who care for the unborn child dont take risks for a high<- and it is meth will stop WD. so think of ur kid. wud u make these excuses for pedos ? or are u so liberal that u'd forgive someone who killed ur unborn baby cos they robbed u for heroin money and knocked u down and killed ur baby. is that acceptable? coz not much diff is it.. they wanted a buzz so wud you forgive that?
Hi Peeps
£40 for a £10 bag, that is serious peetaking. BOYCOTT BOYCOTT, soon as you get the chance. That is the worst kind of profiteering.
Also this "one dark, one light" ie you have to buy crack. Never happened to me, but loads of 'em trying that one one.
Yes we should petition the govt about diamorph. Give us a therapy
that WORKS!
PREGNANCY: I've read all the pregnanacy on B posts.
Y'all need to bear in mind that once the habit really gets into you.... 2 yrs... 4 yrs.... 6 .... 8.....10....12 and I' sure most of you relate to this, it's far less about chasing any "buzz" but fulfilling a bodily function. Like eating, peeing, shitting. Once you do it you feel x100 better. But a druggiebuzz, as a lot of kids would understand it, it ain't. THAT's why it's so hard to stop. You've basically gone & given yourself another bodily function. Imagine paying £10 for a shash 1st thing in the morning. That is heroin.
Pregnant Lady, please come back to us. I want to know you're OK.
@B BOY said...
what we need i think is an online letter / petition that ca be signeed by every1 interested that can be sent to parliament. perhaps Gledwood culd put a link to it on top of sidebar. also advertise it on noticeboards at clinics / rehabs etc.
Just picked up 2 1/8s for £230 from MILE END E3 EAST LONDON, its runs very orange on ioil, but does seem to have some H in it.
Im in lLiverpool here. Very little B about for last 3 weeks I believe. Not bothering until it changes, just have the occasional whiskey ;0~) Worst Ive ever known it. Thinking of writing to the local MP, getting some kind of petition going ;0)
preg lady did get back to us, she said she hasnt used Heroin and stuck to her meth. see even she knows im right. and notice you didnt answer the question about the roibber mugging a preg lady. anyway fed up now going on about it, peeps know full well im right, even preg girl does and is using meths only due to the fact heroin isnt on if preg. its a choice betwen using and putting baby first, and glenwood this drought taught u nothing it is possible to go without heroin! it hasnt the grip we all thought as life has clearly gone on hasnt it? and i wonder how many mothers babys have been saved
Hi gledwood
have not dared to comment due to streams and streams of abuse aimed at me but after reading yr ones I decided to respond.
I myself was as judgemental as others before I found myself pregnant and could not understand why a woman would put gear in a baby but it's almost like karma here I am in same situation!
Yes very easy to get pregnant on heroin and if u have used for 15 yrs it is no longer about a buzz it really is just a bodily funtion.very good way of putting it.I would never of seen this life for myself.I was brilliant student,worked hard had dreams & ambition but life has a funny way of providing twists and turns.yep maybe I was too honest by admiting I used gear in pregnancy but ya know
I'm trying.it's fucking hard wen yr partner refuses to give up & wen people say leave him,I have other kids who don't see daddy as a smack head he is there hero.
all I really wanna say is gledwood never said it's ok to use in pregnancy he just looked at it for what it is a bad thing but something that does happen.it was only his comments and few others that kept me going with just the meth.god the others made me feel like Satan and I just wanted to run straight into a opiate cloud!!yes selfish I know but honest!!
Look at yr own lifes we all make mistakes noone is happy with every action but as I said before it's me who deals with this and lives this life.I'm so unhappy right now & I really am trying I just joined this blog for support,i get none at home.I just want to get clean,in my heart I wish that for everyone.life is tough right now x x
Thanks to person who left email about coming off the
meth can u leave it again as my comp
is slow and I can't find it now.I really need someone to help and advise me as it's really hard right now and I just need some motivation. To keep going forward the drought is coming to an end near where I am and situation improving but I really don't want to use so need support to stay away x x
Gledwood thankyou for nor being judgemental and looking at my situation with a less emotive mind and only bearing in mind the cold hard facts.
Heroin use in pregnancy is wrong but it does happen,withdrawel in enfants is wrong but yep it goes on sadly.I try very hard to abstain and I'm doing well right now on the meth but it is very hard as my partner uses right in front of me,I can almost hear everyone screaming doesn't mean I have too but ya know can't believe how black and White life is for some people.
I never dreamed in a million yrs this would happen to me but it has and it has taught me never to judge others,
the support/understanding comments have been far more helpful in keeping me gear free,the negative ones just made me feel even worsse and believe I already feel terrible!!
I need this blog as much as the next person.I can't always get To it but wen alone in housebi do look up .it's just knowing how hard I'm trying and then facing all that abuse is really differcult.gledwood I just wanna b free and it's hard to see light at end of the tunnel sometimes.it's been a he'll of a long time since I took gear for a buzz it's merely like u say a bodily funtion and so
ething to make my body worse.wat really scares me is medical advice says I'm not allowed to stop and cluck so I feel I'm trapped even more plus I have other kids to look after so not am option.ok will go I know yr busy,keep up the good work.ur non judgemental stance makes me strong and I can face the day xxxxx
Hi gledwood,
I'm gonna have a positive day today my meth is working now and I can face the day,
does anyone know any good books or advice on meth withdrawel????I need to do it gently and I don't wanna do it too fast in case I go back to gear which is my biggest fear!!
Other half gone to pick up amount of appartrently good gear after a very long drive.I'm still waiting for phone call on quality so wen I know will post.
If it's good & people still having problems I might b able to help few if they can travel to me but don't wanna build hopes up!gotta wait and see wat it's like.
Will post this eveing or earlier wen I know
Yeah BBOY good idea. I'll sign it!
Picked up from east London earlier tonight and despite dealer calling me saying it was better...total rubbish. don't know what was in it but no benzos as i haven't slept in days. i got some decent stuff from a guy in vauxhall last week but it was tiny amount. still, better a small bit of real b than a few fat bags of paracetamol & caffeine.
Gledwood,
it really amazes me how any people call you Glenwood, do they know something I dont?
Went out last night to celebrate my girls imminent birthday, and it reminded me why I dont drink - I couldnt stop fuckng talking, probable boring anyone less inebriated than me half to death! Also confessed to my girlfriends colleague (primary school teacher) and her partner that I 'used' to be on gear and now have a daily meth habit, and made no apologies for it. Then got home around 3am and started a huge argument wiv the mrs, declaring that I would ever be off the methadone, cos its the only thing that makes me wanna get up each day (made her feel great!). Then I found a couple of pills (doubtfullly containing mdma) that I had stashed over a year ago, cos they werent good enough to eat, and decided to snort them! great so now on top of craving the B I can no longer breathe! I almost ordered one pizza from dominoes online, around 4am, that would have cost me 18 quid! Think I stumbled at the point of putting debit card numbers in. Woke up about an hour ago, fully dressed in bed, complete with shoes on, to a screaming mrs, blocked nose, blurry vision, sore head and sick stomach! gear doesnt do this to me!
A lil question : u know on old meth bottles, where the green crystallises around the lid? I wonder, in my alcohol induced stupor, could u smoke said crystalisation? would it run on foil, in larger quantities, and would it give u any kind of nod that drinking 80ml of meth daily doesn't? Answers please. Right I need rehydration, then an hour or two of sucking up to the mrs!
I miss my B, my ready brek before work, and my tonic at the end of shit (and good) days....please god, let this drought end before xmas! Peace everyone, stay strong.
Gledwood why does time go so slow wen ye straight for me that's now a good thing as I get more things done but for others it must b hell.
As for the judging,that's human nature,I really relate to yr comments on gear just being a function not a buzz anymore,that's y stopping is so damn hard ESP if u have kids to look after and as for me not caring about the baby that is such bullshit but yep emotive subject so I kind of expect it but it's far from helpful.
Life is far from easy right now but people have it worse.
Man wtf was in those pills I took last night?! My vision is pretty hazy, with a shadow appearing below everything, but it wasnt until I tried closing one eye, so I could better read, that I realised the shadow is still there, with one eye open! WTF?! Piperazines? certainly not mandy thats for sure. Bought them at SW4 last year (Outdoor dance event, clapham common) from a steward working there who had a bag of fuckin thousands of 'em.
Gledwood, after reading ur post I looked up Methaqalone, it sounds fuckin LUSH! But hard to come by. U can get hold of it?
Peace all, DONT BUY THE BASH!
BAN THE BASH!
END THE DROUGHT!
please?...
UP in inner london crown court on 6th dec{few days left}for possess class A drug:Heroin}/with intent to supply, already pleaded NOT GUILTY so trial due to start on that monday. Maybe this draught has come right timr for me as if im found guilty, LONG BIRD to do!! ANON from east LONDON E12/ regarding the gear situation here... SOME okish gear about.....normal time would rate 3-4/10 MAX, but what other choices are there? SHOUT OUT TO ALI FROM HALLEY RD E12.... YOU KNOW WHO I AM!!!
HEARD RUMOURS THAT DROUGHT WILL NOT END TILL SPRING/SUMMER 2011......
Jeez H Christ i'm glad i'm not you
FINAALLY you are fed up. smaall mercies.
still dry here folks.
things are the same every where we are in burton on trent n dry dry dry we had some ok stuff last week but the price was unbeliveable paying 15 quid for less than a point(4 line bags) makes u think is it worth it. but to make matters worse i lost my script n fella lost his job rushin around on mad mission just for the hope of summat that ended up being plant food, my guy got a dirty hit for the 1st time in 10 yrs the other nite n that was it. all i can say guys those of us out there thats bein sayin 4 far to long gotta get off this shit wel its been done 4 us. but realistitly as soon as we get a sniff of summat hald decent we will like cats on a hot tin roof, our guys r back on 2day over brum just found out its crap not got an ounce of gear init ARHHHH!!!! some one some where must have summatif there is stuff in afgan, n all the places that supply usa y cant we get some of that? just cos pakistan is under water there are other places surely
B BOY, if I don't answer now I'll never get back to you.
I'm pretty sure that crystallization is sugar from methadone mixture.
Far as I know methadone is a hydrochloride salt, probably not good for smoking anyhow. (Base drugs melt at lower temperature, hence crack and B, heroin and coke base. ("Freebase coke slightly differet manufacture process, smokes like a dream :-)))
Best thing to do is dissolve meth remains into hot coffee!
It makes a really good sweetner, if you don't mind gakk flava
if you used for 15yrs you should be aware the dangers of getting preg on heroin! TAKE THE FUCKING PILL its not hard, get the implant, protect urself, omfg sounding like jeremy kyle but saying its easy to get preg on heroin is dumb! its easy to get preg fullstop without using precaustions, my god talking about giving people easy ammo to sling back at you! my god . its either lazy or damn stupidnes not to protect urself from gettting preg. seriouly saying something like that . even if u want to feel sorry for preg women who use, just please please please dont say its easy to get preg on heroin, like i said its easy to get preg fullstop if u dont use protection. my god
funny isnt it but lofe has gone on without heroin. people can fuction cant they. hope this wakes a few people up. those who bash oaps. those who put others at risk. anyone who now goes back to heroin after weeks off its a choice. remember that. not having a go coz i'm one who will use again. but please no one say its not a choice. it clearly is, take some responablity. nothing worse then whinging addict blaming everyone but selfs.
brum dry but for 1 guy,people fighting to get served and so many it turns to a road block.many peeps tooled up.no script for me to fall back on.nightmare.
hi, to the girl that is using while pregnant, just want to say i feel for you so much, its hard enough staying clean without having a partner there using in front of you, he should be there to support you and you both should be going through it together, i cant imaging the mental torment you must be going through, try to stay strong and think of your baby and yourself because by the sound of your partner you need to.
hope everything works out for you.
to the people who are having a pop at the pregnant girl.would say her emotions are all over the place at the moment,and having to read the crap written won't be doing her or child alot of good.
To the person who stated I should of used contraception instead of being a junkie pregnant do u know anything about the pill?I'm guessing yr a guy??remember how r bodies act wen we cluck then read up on times the pill doesn't work then maybe u might have some clarity on the subject.yes I could of had abortion couldn't I???would this of sat more comfotably with you??
Yes u do sound like jemery Kyle.up yrself and putting others down to make yrself feel moral and supierior but I'm guessing he would slate u as much just coz yr using also.
I'm not asking for smypathy I'm just using this blog for support as I have nowhere else to turn.pls change the record and start worrieing about some other plight in the world and I will continue to deal with mine x x
I have emailed gledwood pls reply life is crap right now
B Boy's gf here. Just searched the history on MY laptop. You junkies wanna know pain? Try trusting and loving a LIE and having everything you have ever believed to be true and good throw back in your face by a lying adict with no ambition to do anything but get home to have another smoke and blind himself from the pain of life. How do you think that feels to me? I'm not some bitch, just a trusting caring person who's just found out on a national blob that her boyfriend is nothing at all what she thought. Oh pray that the draught continues and that reality kicks in for you all.
...and yeah...get fucking angry at me. I can handle REAL LIFE and anything you wanna throw at me. At least I'm taking responsibility!
Gledwood i emailed yr email but it keeps getting sent back to me as failure to send.wat can I do????need someone to talk to my homelife is awful,he has taken my meth and has gone to score wat can I do?????pls post another email address or advise xx
it's me the pregnant girl
B BOYS mrs - greetings from birmingham.if you were my mrs,i'd have sold your laptop.so he can't be all that bad.
Shit all in Worcester at the mo,thats Worcestershire not Worcester Park Surry (or wherever Worcester Park is :o)
To the girl who boyfriend lied to her,I truely feel yr pain it happened to me yrs ago wen I was young and because I stayed with him I'm now just as bad,don't walk away run. X anyone who has a heart won't scream abuse at you,god I feel so bad for partners as yep u have the emotions while yr partner is on heroin he won't have many,hence the appeal.I know it might seem like this blog is full of people praising opiate abuse pls remember it's a blog for addicts so always gonna seem quite bizare to non user.
The open minded and probably ones of us who wish we were clean will have nothing but smypathy for you and I have empathy as well as been where u r but I must admit I have also been the lying partner and it did not mean I did not love that person it just ment I was addicted and prepared to lie to everyone so my abuse could continue .
It can b a sad and lonley life my guess is yr partner knows that which is why he lied x x take care Hun x x
Things have been pretty bad in west yorkshire, been all total shite for past couple of weeks, luckily I'm on methadone which holds me all day at college,just like to av a toot on a night! One guy has had some decent stuff again past couple of days. How long that will last though who knows, hopefully things r gettin back to normal. Spent a fortune past few weeks. You guys should check out bluelight.ru. Take care ppl. X
To the person who stated I should of used contraception instead of being a junkie pregnant do u know anything about the pill?I'm guessing yr a guy??remember how r bodies act wen we cluck then read up on times the pill doesn't work then maybe u might have some clarity on the subject.yes I could of had abortion couldn't I???would this of sat more comfotably with you??-------------------------------omfg cant you even take reponsabilty for your own actions! arnt you understanding my point here/ how much clearer has this got to be made,(and know how jemery kyle feels everyday now) if you know ur body may reject the pill then get a implaint for fucks sake, my god, like saying i knew if i looked down the end of a gun barrell and pull trigger knowing its loaded, it will blow my head off. so i'll try putting it simply, if you know the pill may not work for you, why the fuck dont u see the doctor or nurse and ask for implant or summit else---my god as said take some responabilty. normal people who really dont want to get preg damn well make sure of it. lol honestly and your having kid/s???
Oh dear.. looks like poor BBoys gonna get it!
I guess im lucky I got a really supportive partner, even been helping me out with notes as i been to sick to go work...
Haha! my word verification is tancoc !!
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