The first signs started maybe two months ago. The last two weeks have been worse and worse. Total drought. I knew one person with what I considered crap. Then I found out it was the best around.Then I got stung four days in a row. "Heroin" that just swirled browny-black dye in the spoon, runs along foil, though I don't smoke it I'm willing to test a tiny bit. But not with the highly distinctive, slightly opiumy smell of brown heroin base.
In previous droughts, by using extreme discrimination and basically by asking around, I usually managed to get the best stuff that was going about. When I looked for it. And there was still good stuff going about, albeit in tiny quantities, amongst all the rubbish.
The normal gear we get looks light browny-beige. A lot of the best stuff used to look indistinguishable from cat-litter (grey) but that was a few years ago. I have seen heroin in every colour from stark white to near midnight black.
A few days ago I was almost happy with the situation. Oh good now's my chance.
I was getting fed up of sticking needles in the back of my knees, between my toes, down the sides of my hands, up the back of my thigh where I can't even see.
But now I wake up wailing to myself. I am living on methadone! How can this be! No heroin. All day! Even if I "get" it, I will just be injecting brown water with the faintest opiate teaser. O how can this go on. Why don't normal people just hang themselves and be over with? How can life possibly have any meaning without the Killer B-sting? Akh!
Now I've got to run. Desperate person at door.
Hartlepool Mail, 5 November 2010 "'dirty drugs' warning as heroin supply dries up"
http://www.hartlepoolmail.co.uk/news/39Dirty39-drugs-warning-as-heroin.6614228.jp
ANYONE anywhere, tell me what's happening. Give us idea where you are (not too specific please as all comments have to be moderated). How is it, and if it's bad, how bad - and why you believe that is. I'm also interested in hearing from anyone abroad who can vouch how far this has spread. I think the cause has to do with poppy blight and a ruined harvest in Afghanistan pushing up the kilo-price here... and no doubt across the water too...
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4 February 2011
Here's some Classic Choonz from "my day" (those kids on pirate radio who call it "old skool" really make me feel ancient) anyone like/remember these?
THE ORB: LITTLE FLUFFY CLOUDS (DANNY TENGALIA MIX)
some beautiful scenery in this ...
FUTURE SOUND OF LONON: PAPUA NEW GUINEA
Lizzy I found the video!
i like the style of psychedelic montage here
URBAN SHAKEDOWN: SOME JUSTICE
DJ Mickey Finn was involved in this track. Video (little man armwaving bits) shows nearest I've ever seen to true acid tripping on film...
(anyone who knows a better example, please name it i'm interested also any ketamine films? other then Tron..?)
DROUGHT NEWS FEB 4 2011
far as I know gear is still rank by early last year standards, but far more reliable than a couple of months ago. i really can't be bothered with it, which is why i have to go on what i heard. a certain guy i know with a 30 yr plus habit who's on methadone buys the odd bit now and then and says today's stuff with one exception that came from Essex is SHIT compared to what it used to be, the Essex stuff sounds like a fluke...
to all you out there you have my sympathy, i know the life i lived it long enough i'm still a junkie just a juice-drinking one. and my veins had pretty much gone and i'm not into smoking it. (and for the record going on the needle is my biggest regret, after going on gear...)
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«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 1211 Newer› Newest»im sorry this isnt to do with the post but ive already posted loads of comments already.
i just wanted to post a link to a short youtube clip about the scientist Nikola Tesla about whom many of you haven't even heard about yet many people consider him the greatest scientist of all time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2wyUWWZz_0
this is to illustrate the bullshit we are fed to believe in the English speaking world, to question everything including authority, to question our prejudices of other people/countries, and to be cautious of daggers behind smiles in this greedy, selfish capitalist world.
it also shows the mark of a true genious. people who watch this and relate will know exactly what i am talking about.
on the draught issue, if i wasnt so sick all time, i would definitely join the protest against tuition fees.
ps. anyone know the difference between a gentleman and a whore?
John you got then?
Last poster Tesla....uhh???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
@ John and SW Mids.
In SW Brum and not a bloody sausage here. Or Worcester for that matter. What gives mate, u in Telford? So desperate to get decent stuff but even the expensive stuff suck round here.
Picked up a couple of bags. Gear would at one time been ok. But its been cut with "magic".
For those that dont know, magic is a cut used for white.
So someone fucked up.
Ruined a good bit of 7/10, with the wrong cut. Does go ok in the pin, but loads of vit needed.
On the foil it runs in jerks and spurts, if that makes sense. And leaves a scabby beetle.
We are getting half decent bits coming through, but at daft prices.
So greed has fucked up a decent bit of gear.
Im really getting fucked up with it all. Nothing new there, being doing this for 25 years now.
Lived in Thailand for 16 months, so dont tell me about what its meant to be like.
Be lucky people, if not, be safe.
Anon in Bucks.
@Anon in Bucks.
this is lou from bucks, where in bucks r u? im high wycombeish area u antwhere near there?
2 months with no gear in Gatwick, and its my birthday next week. I feel i've been very patient, but enough is enough and i want some gear now.
From what i'm reading ppl have got stuff here and there, but just not HERE !! Plus with no gear my appetite has come back and i cant stop eating, i've put on 1 stone in 2 months, i dont like this one bit. Anyone else had the same problem ?
Sam
This is all brilliant hearing everyone is buying gear but why is it still dry in Berks (and Bucks by the sound of Lou)? We aren't far from London, my link even goes to London for his! Mind you, we were the last in so last out I guess! This sucks so much, I was thinking before this "i wanna quit" but i've had a peak at normality and changed my mind, all i want is to be trying to make a rolly and it going over the floor, trying to talk to people with my eyes rolling and dribbling everywhere. Will I ever have that again?
In the first gulf war there was a 6 month drought, 2 years ago 3/4 month drought (mind you, did that one ever end? since that i've only had one lot of good gear and that was straight after, where did all those bumper crops go? russia i guess) and this has been about a month, please god/satan/the patron saint of drug addicts, please let this end NOW! I can't take it much more!
Happy hunting people, let's hope if it is ending, it ends for a good while (or forever if possible...)
Yes Bucks crew....what you saying Wyc sides?? Aylesbury is rubbish...I know next man, he has decent but only personal so sorts me small peice here and there....Is wyc still bad then?? Oxford is rubbish as well...Everyone is testing negative...Thought we had decent the other day but had benzos in...Good buzz though but no for £20!!
BRUM IS STILL DRY... It aint,just depends if you know who I know ... Had some pukka stuff today plenty more left about..
had some more shit yesterday spent £90 on 6 x £15 .2s - smoked them all and still rattling!! just got some from brum £40 for a tiny thing still not amazing but loads better than that shit yesterday@least this has a taste & has taken the edge off after 7 lines or so, wish i hadnt spent so much on complete shit - iv spent over a grand in the last 2 weeks since i got paid & only £200-300 of that went on gear that was decent of any sort the rest went on shit (& weed). probably come at a good time though, cos im about skint now (damn monthly pay!) & sick of spending my money on complete shit!! ppl say its getting better but i still dont c it round here!! hindsight is a wonderful thing isnt it!! xxx ps going 2 work a 9-530 office job pretending to be normal without a decent boot SUCKS!! xxx
9/10 pre. unfucken real. so's fukkin price. truly piss takin to Nth degree. a monkey for a Q...their justification- theres shit not half as good goin for score a point, or burn some oil outta paracetamol an double it.(won't do it,its corruption!) god, a p2 dig luchtime couple joints weed durin day then almost fallin into freezer in asda at about 1 a.m gouching... that was couple nights ago. i'm not in big city, tractorboy me, so if its not reached you in a big city yet i doubt it can be long b4 it does.
Nice blog :-) Sorry to all you people that can't get it :-( My dealer is still going strong, doing the same stuff at the same price and has LOADS of it. If anyone lives around the Fulham area.....:-)
Good luck!
se brum is still dry, all the small heath mans phones off, jealous to fuck of the people just across town that are picking up, never known it like this for this long, hope it picks up for christmas however i got a nasty feeling that it aint going to
This is the first time in maybe over a month i can report that i've got some decent gear.
Ok, 2 days ago, my mate picked me up, went to West London, and I got a .2 for £30. Would rate it 8/10 pre draught if im being generous but it was prob more like 7/10. U'd get a gouch definitely after maybe .4 on the foil but i could afford more than 1 bag. My mate got a call saying things are back on, this guy he says again in West London has started doing 70 quid for a G of decent gear.
Just a little while ago I went to score and got .2 for £40. Very pricey but the same kinda gear 7 to 8 out 10 pre draught.
While I was waiting one of my main guys pulled up to chat to me as he was drivin past and said they are back on aswell doing Gs. When I said how much is it 70 he said he didnt know exactly but yea about that much and said the gear was proper, much better, again West London.
40 quid for a .2 is not sumthing I could afford, I dont work and I could just about manage a £100 a week habit which prob sounds like nothing to some of you people who are working.
But then again I still cant understand how some of you say that you go through a good few bags every day. I mean even if you work I dont see how you can afford it unless you spend every bit of your wages on H.
This is a perfect time for low level dealers to take advantage and keep the prices high as the gear begins to improve so it will still take a while before things stabilise to normal, meaning £10 bags.
Im trying to enjoy this, makin it last for as long as possible as theres no way even if proper gear comes back about, that I could afford to use £40 a day.
If you've been taking meth and have now started to smoke on top you are going to need to up your dose if you expect it to hold you when you for example stop the gear again for a couple of days. What I do is take between 40-60mls for the 1st two days, then 35mls for next 2 days, then 30 for the following 3 or 4 days and finally down to 25mls.
After all this time, I feel I've actually had something worthwhile to contribute.
Mr Tamburro said...
Nice blog :-) Sorry to all you people that can't get it :-( My dealer is still going strong, doing the same stuff at the same price and has LOADS of it. If anyone lives around the Fulham area.....:-)
IF THIS AIN'T A FISHERMAN FED I'LL HUMBLY APLOLGISE...
haha,verification word "COUTALES", anyone for jumping on them?
Coutales :-)
Did u reply
gled??sounds like yr having tough time.you and me both mate,end of the drought ain't good for everyone x
feeling crap today very down.hormoans all over the place x can't stablize myself.
Can someone tell me how long u have to be off meth before u can have natraxzone implant??I want 6 month one as bit cheaper,I figured amount of
money wasted on that crap might as well pay for
implant x cheers any info appriciatwd xx
Anyone had their 'Cold Weather Payment' of £25 by DWP yet???
Thing's are good in North London...getting 10 outta 10 joeys, two for £15 0.2's, best gear ive had in yonks!!! Anyone need a link up???? Also can get weights ;-)......much love ppl.
WORD VERIFICATION - hopeip (hope we all have a 'brown' christmas) :-)
@LeftLeg - im right near Chesterfield mate, would be good if we could have a chat, swap an email or something? let me know mate please. I used to know a couple of folk up your way but lost the numbers, we might know the same people?.
Derby/Notts border area dont seem to have changed much but quite a few posts on here now saying good things in certain areas so definately looking up and anyone on here finally getting a nice gouch definately deserves it after all this time and bollocks eh! lol Like everyone keeps saying, be careful though! And everyone sign sids petition, only takes 2 mins!
Forgot to say on my previous posts thanks to Gleds for starting this, a lot of people really appriciating it so nice one.
Fingers crossed for a brown christmas, time running out fast tho, come on Santa get the H out! lol
too mucking fuch! cool banannas! finally a good one back on worthing / brighton and regular prices too! i sink to knees in prayer to gauche.
dooopsy says
ello fellow drowteees (part from norf lundon geezer - robislington! grrr i score there an my guys aint on! i has to say i has met the best peeps from gledwoods and i luv u all!!! u all bin soo good to me! wish i was "standin on me own 2 plates" but imma sure that will come one day! sorry to hear sum peeps still got it soo bad. but at least the snows gone! i still aint done me poppy tea - will do it at the weekend and let u all know how i get on! hugz to u all luv doopsy
verify word is cotsanon - wtf lol
Pls comment gleds sp I know yr ok xx
preggAs anon
any luck in the north hampshire areas? (aldershot/farnborough/basingstoke) ? or camberley/guildford? :(
just orded some dried poppys. any1 ever tried it? Got half a kilo av got meself down to 23mls ov juice a day, but if it was not not for internet and my zoppies ad, problay climing walls by now. Anyhow any info? or tips? on making my super brew would be great as i dont want to "o d" on me kichen floor! cause ive not cleaned it for abart a month
I havent used H for 3 weeks!! cant believe it, am use to scoring daily, have been on 60ml since last week, was on 52 but due to draught needed bit more. i have some gr8 days where i dnt think about scoring, then have some awfdul times of despair :( in a way i hope it never comes bk, but also wish this will come to an end so i know i can score decent gear if i needed to. the last time i bought some 3 wks ago the matey said its only gd for pinning it, not smoking, annoying coz ive never pinned in my life, so will have to sell this on to someone, coz i only smoke. ncost me £40, what was the point! arghhhh
verification word: dally
LOL - yeh ive gone do lally!
Robislington
does yr guy do amounts or just points??can get amounts here of 8/10 but price fucking sky high!
In Essex by the way but Everyone goes town fir amounts.
Is it fit for foil or just in pin.cheers mate .
Sid yt doing great no Matter wat.
When will we stop being the droughtees and become the gouchees,very soon I hope ,anybody got news of owt happening in the staffordshire area? Burton/stoke in that vicinity,good luck to all ,hope you all get what we really want for.Xmas ,
Tomo
my "mate" has proper left me screwing since yesteday while she sorts all the other twats out instead of me, im well pissed off, but legs r 2 week 2 get up & do out about it!!
can any1 get out decent in brum, notts, peterborogh or leicester???? help!!xx
Eazy guys,
Things are so fuckin up and down,not havin trouble gettin at all and most people seem to be same now,its just the consistency.Had 3 types from same geezer in 2 days,one was shit,one had a tcp taste but was ok and a bit gouchy(probably benzo cut,but def 'h' in it) and then not more than a hour ago got some 9.5/10,only had three quarters of a bag,that to a man who pre drought was havin half t digs,and its caned me,come on computer so i dont gouch out rest of eve,had half an hour of unbridled bliss then forced myself to do somethin or else il not sleep at bedtime and got a big day on,family party< tomorrow.Only prob wi this really decent is prices - £160 on henry and my man is doin just under .2 for 12.50,not used to these daft prices!!! Good to see things are better all over.Brown christmas it is.....rumours are there will be another drought early july,i know how hard it is but try and think about that those without a script and stash a bit away if ya can afford it and know u wont be dippin in to it every 2 fuckin minutes!!@ Escobar- no problem mate,just put ur e-mail up on ur next message and il contact u with mine and see if we cant get our heads together. Peace and goodwill to all droughtees or the ex-droughtees as most of us are now liberated!!
Lefty
Verification - rejushi - (rejoicey now the end of the drought is nigh?)
Well, the drought is raging stronger than ever here...just a dealer phone up saying they've got the best ever, be careful with it, it'll put you in a coma blah blah blah, but it was worse than some other stuff i got. lucky i only got a tester.
It won't be a brown Xmas for me...last piece of good gear i had was beginning of November. Can't take this much more.
Glad other people are getting good things, just wish it would come my way.
AT LAST YEAHH!!!
got sumat good 9/10 would be 10/10 if it hadnt got a horrible cut in it but that burns off at the begining then sweet runs like a dream n got a bit of a hit if u blast 3 lines off like u wud in the pin. seriously strong gear, not sure where its come from as the guy gets about about abit but im pretty sure its derby, brum man back on 2 with ok things
worcesters been on for 3 weeks now
@tomo burton back 2 normal price n size things r still abit up n down with quality but some shit hot stuff come today so things r lookin up but please peeps b carefull now things r gettin thru, my guy was gonna have a dig tonite n even he said he was glad he didnt, n he used 2 dig a g a day b4 all this. very low tolerance now
its not fair how come everyone is getting gear but me??? hope its all good for everyone, BE CEARFUL tolerance lower than ever so take care ppl,
@John
Yeah,Worcester got some cracking 'shit' does the job,smells proper,runs a treat (I dont bang it)
All is schweet here
Word Verification: biferm
Gledwood...this blog is brilliant. I don't know what folk would think of me posting up as am a worker/nurse. So let me know if you want me to keep my nose out, and will be totally ok with that. Drought info from this site is great and know too wellabout the struggle poeple are having out there, we have never been so busy. Now seeing opiate positive urines begining again...no benzos lurking for those with good contacts it seems gear is back. I have never known a worse drought and been drugs working for what seems like centuries. Watch out for reduced tolerance...it's been a long time since 9/10 was around.
@rie......cheers for the info matey,hopefully see something soon then if my mate pulls his finger out,I work and keep things hush hush so pay a lad I know to do all the leg work to save me running up and down like a loon,only thing is I have been doing that for so long and have lost touch with things,could do with swapping a few mails mate,how you doin gleds,hope all is well,keep up good work,take care.
Tomo
anything decent in the hampshire/surrey/berkshire area's?
Guys, I live in East London, the drought is now fully over it lasted a total of about 2 - 3 weeks tops.
:)
I'm in Berkshire and it's still dry. I just don't understand, if someone is saying it is over in London, my link goes to london, why isn't it over here then?
That's a very negative image you must have of us if you think we're going to hound you out for not being an addict! :) Only joking, it's nice to hear people are failing piss tests again!!!
When oh when will this end for me? I need to have a hit of good gear again or i may go completely insane.
verification word sesimm...bad attempt at spelling seismic as in this is a drought of seismic proportions???
BULLSHIT!!!! DROUGHT is still here in EAST LONDON i know ALL the dealers and there is STILL nothing good about. PLEASE STOP talking SHIT, drought is NOT over, its here to stay NATIONWIDE, sorry to poop your party!!
Hi,folks,good to know things are picking up for some.We are just outside Bradford and all thats been about for ages was,get this,150 on a gram!!Its run by the asians,the tossers wouldnt even do bags,the wankers!And it all went in an hour anyway.The only funny thing about any of this shit is that all these pseudo gangsters are now panicking cos nearly everyone is asking to try first,and none of em can get fuck all,which means that they will all soon be back where they belong,washing plates in uncles takeaway,haha!!ANYWAY,FUCK EM,THEY DESERVE IT.What we need to know is,who runs things in the south?Is it the blacks,turks,or what?Because that would explain why these pricks cant get nothing sorted,and believe me,we know about 30 dealers and they cant get jack shit!!Any info appreciated.take care folks,tolerances down,ok.
Hi All,
Been getting really good for the last 2 weeks now,
Just dont want to say things too loud as im worried all going to go back to the terrible times we had,
So nice 8\10 pre dr and off my head most of the day...cant believe a little 0.2 knoks my off my head for hours..... i work in a office and cant really afford to be off my head like this...altough i love it dont get me wrong:)so to all you guys out there i wish you will all start getting good as well and you all have a nice B Xmas.
If you live near London just shout and if i can help you i will,
MAR MAR
@ Mar Mar,I live in london,the west,and i can't get anything of decent quality.I 'm not out there all day hustling cos responsibilities won't allow it,maybe thats why i can't get nowt?Can you help?Would love to meet new people anyway,cheers Ani.
Verify word is bleerc which is how i feel.....bleak..xx
@Tomo, staffordshire??? u said burton/stoke they r miles apart wot posr code u at?
has any one heard from the gledwood??? hes gone quite
U OK GLEDWOOD???
london is a massive place n it obviously depends on ur links its good to hear its over 4 some of u guys n nice 1 4 still postin. things take time to spread, when i found this blog things had only just started ti get bad but some where saying they had been dry 4 ages. its like a mexican wave up the country.
this gear we r gettin is seriously funky tho. (really shity burn off but then runs ok, its strong, i no my tolorance is low but this really knocks u off ur feet but it dont hold??? has any 1 else had this stuff wot do u think?
verification word : mespoore - 'yes' me is very poor now
All these folks sayn uk drought over are dealers tryn get in our pockets! .....STILL NO GEAR ABOUT!!
hey guys il keep it short and sweet lol but its semi dry ere in milton keynes, just fed up of spending money on crap. some days u can get ok stuff 6/10 then the next day its just rubbish 2/10, not even worth doing. if any1 close by knows of anything decent b great if i ere from ya. if luton guy or mar mar reading this,b nice 2 get n touch wiv ya. so nice to have a blog like this thanx gledwwood!
chainy
Just wanted to say well done to Sid,proud of u mate,u done what we should all have done and used this shitty frustrating time to get urself clean!! Keep it up man. Doopsy,how did the tea go? U get round to doin it yet? Gled,ur either scorin loads and cant be arsed to post or ur in a bad place,whichever it would be nice to hear our Top Man is ok,u brought us all here in first place. Escobar,leave a message with ur e-mail or set a random one up which u can access if ur worried about puttin ur main one up and il get in touch and send u mine mate,if u used to live in Chesterfield its still mainly same old heads knockin it out,il help ya best I can!I work 6 days a week though so am limited as to when I can and cant get out,also rest of my social circle,other than my fellow opiate conniseurs,dont no a thing and Ive kept it that way for well over a decade so descretion is key if we do get together!!
Now follows a public safety message(again)- Dont forget those of u who still aint got onto anythin,take ur time and watch ur amounts when u do as no matter whata big ting u think u are and how much u can handle ur tolerances will be well down.Dont wanna spoil ur family n friends christmases and end up in hospital or worse
Lets try a map of where things are decent(copy and paste the areas add ur own beneath and we might find an interesting picture of which cities are ok and how it moves north or south,just an idea...il start
Chesterfield
(insert your area here)
Peace
Lefty
Things have been picking up over the last week where i live in east anglia. A couple of people have got some real shit hot stuff selling 10's for £20 (about .15) and 1 of them has just rereverted back to almost normal prices, same deals of shit hot but for £10 now instead of £20. Also a couple of other people have got some pretty good stuff .25-.3 for £20. No weights yet but i am told G's and 1/16ths will be available soon and haven't seen any of that bash for a while so hopefully chrimbo won't be to bad!
@rie,I'm in uttoxeter or there about matey,its kind of in-between the two although never have been over stoke way much to score ,Burton has always seemed to be the better bet somehow ,the end is nigh people.....and about time too!
Tomo
again, got some decent stuff, but .1 for £15, now im totally broke, spent all my wages -most of it on shit & still got a week til payday!! Normally i get thru the month ok (& can afford daily weed2smoke as well) but iv spent most of it on shit - & the rest on nice but expensive stuff.
the drought is defo NOT over, i spent 6 hours sat in a carpark yesterday & same story on sat waiting 2 score, luckily we managed 2 in the end, & as above it was alright - just very small!! but still a complete nightmare!!
Its still all good though, if bits & bobs r ok again, it probably means theyr just rinsing it with the stupid prices & small deals while they can get away with it!!
right, im off 2 work, then 2 find a bank 2 rob! good luck4 2day every1 whos on the hunt-i keep hearing things about london on various sites, including this1 but is a bit far from the midlands, would of gone down 2 test some if was nearer to payday, but cant afford it atm. wounded!! roll on next tuesday & hopefully some more decent gear & decent sizes will come with it!!
xxxx
Hi,,
So pleased to say everything is ok in birmz now.. gttin good gear again,, longest drought i have ever experienced in 8yrs.thank evry1 for there support in posts and th instant chat and th blogman.. i'll keep visitin thanks to highlystrung and steph in particular..
Tom
just got back from the pharmacy to find the cap on my 200ml meth bottle was not screwed on right. So i have 200ml of meth on the seat of my car now. I know i should have checked bottle, but this pharmacy always seemed to make an effort to make sure the top was tight screwed on, checking it before they put it in the bag, so i spose i just got lax for once and didnt check myself. Good job i have a bit put by. DOH!
Bit of gear in Chester now apparently.
The drought is NOT over in East London, so I dought very much its over in any other part of London..there might be some bits here & there of good shit, but certainly I dought that you'd be able to get any weight (i.e. 8th +).
Anywayz, just picked up 10 shots of £15 bags,at .3 each....no discounts. The gear is easily 7/10, which is nice, and considering the times we're in. Thought about trying it first, but decided to go ahead & buy the lot as he would certainly be sold out by the evening. (as I only heard he had good from a fellow customer who buys off of him as well, so I knew he was not talking shit.)
Anywayz, that's my report for East London-Barking, for today.
P.S. - my VERIFICATION LETTERS (NOT A WORD AS SOME OF YOU THINK) are 'miess'
hey up tom,
which part of brum u in & what r the prices & sizes left? nr yardley green we're paying £15 for a fuckin .1 its ridiculous, nice gear, but its killing my wages!!
plus he only turns on for like half hour a day & with me working its a right nightmare cos if its a morning or aftrnoon switch on i cant do out about it in the week!!
leicesters still full of shit as is notts!! help!
verification word: dosic - dofeelsic - or dosemeimsick perhaps?!
xxx
What is new in Manchester don't run.
Mostly bash. 1 outta 10. Shite.
Very very little to boot.
Most is still just all bash,
Christ in heaven I'm so fuckin' bored.
No respite from da green fairy, not Absinthe but meth.
If this goes on I'm quittin'
Too much heart ache !
All the best to ya Gleds !
Love and peace
Verification.....
Custrasp ! Weird or what ?
FISHERMAN FED lol Love it
"Lets try a map of where things are decent(copy and paste the areas add ur own beneath and we might find an interesting picture of which cities are ok and how it moves north or south,just an idea...il start"
This is another fisherman fed. What the F*?ck??? You want the feds to have a map of how the gear moves through the country??? Are you crazy?
To the person who asked
who runs things in the south?
Why do u care who runs tings in the South?
More importanly, especially if you are from smaller towns, you should try to be as discreet as poss so as not to provide clues for example links between smaller towns because they dont have that many dealers so they can target them easily and then they will cut a deal and grass on their guys and WE are the one's who are gonna be fucked.
I dont agree with criminals and the guys who live in caves, profiting from drugs but at the same time i dont want to be demonised and criminalised as a user.
I havent ever hurt anyone but myself and when i want and need help im treated like a farm animal. Next sheep...i mean patient, please.
veri word combo: dampu
Chinatown boy,GOOD TO SEE THAT YOUR A CAREFUL GUY,but the reason i asked was that we are so fuckin confused about the situation,none of the asians can score up here,and different peoples dont deal with one another,so we need a different link up,you know.And i dont see that it matters a fuck whether someone says which race is selling,the feds know exactly whos in the game,always have done,but as i said,at least your careful.
Cheltenham virtually back online.
.2 of pre-drought 6/10 £10. 1 person at least still selling complete shite tho. As my neighbour (r u reading this, and by the way where is my tenner?-i believe u get paid today!) said 'be vigilant' & be careful of going over!!
This drought is KILLING me now. The worst thing is I know there's basically no chance of me being able to get hold of weight of anything decent, even at inflated prices, which i would pay - within reason.
Simply can't afford to buy bags, especially given how much more they cost and the incnsistency of quality......want to cry.
Last 2 xmas's I've had a nice quarter ounce right by the bed, in the morning, just wake up ill, roll over and do a hit, then nod back to bed.........i can't hack a christmas without weight!!!!!!!
Been told situations getting better in Brighton, but I don't have any money for a few days cos of the backlog of post arrrrghghghghhhh!
life is so fuckin difficult! Not even got the money to buy a pack of rizlas
normally would spin thru brum and pick up sum weight cheap there, but sounds like they're havin a hard time at the moment for sure.
At least i've got a script which just about holds me tho - can't complain too much...
Good luck 2 all hunters today, hope you catch summit fat and smelly and yummy.
Oh yeah i forgot- on the subject of weights, things apparently still very pricey according to the .2 guy. However, it can't be as bad as it was otherwise he wouldn't be doing .2's for a tenner. Up 'til I first saw him yesterday it was .1 for a tenner from a bash merchant-and it wasn't fit for purpose. In Glos. at least it seems that things are finally becoming normal again, but it is still a question of who u know. If u live here in Cheltenham DON'T buy the shit even if u r desperate cos there is 6/10 about-trust me! :)
Hi Gled,
Are you OK? Looks like the site not getting updated that much....
Hope you are well......
MAR MAR
@ Grace
I'm in north birmingham.. i score in gravelly hill/ aston/ perry barr. the bags are smaller than usual but the gear is good says he gt plenty too..
no, you're right. i can see i come across very suspicious but all that is, is fear and concern. The feds who may or may not have come across this blog prob wouldnt take this as a credible source of info. Whether we say Albanians or Kurds we are just speculating and if we knew any we wouldnt need to ask on here unless we are looking to score big. Even then you wouldnt really trust a link for major weight that you got off this site or would you. i dunno.
Anyway i dont want to encourage anyone to be suspicious of others comments or intentions, just to be careful. What got me thinking in the 1st place wasnt other peoples comments but my own and thinking im giving out info thats unneccessary if that makes sense.
Things like i live in x place but we all go to Y place to score could be useful info and the map aswell but only if u believe there are people out there being paid to read this but they would only be "fishing" for clues hoping to get lucky by sum1 slipping up with info on areas doing weights, routes, or maybe even going undercover after links they get off the blog.
Im sure they have more important things to do and im just not seeing the bigger picture. I hope so anyway.
The guy who mentioned the map is prob just asking for himself so he can get an idea of when the situation will start to improve in his area. Last thing i wanna do is go around accusing people but i can see how some people like guys saying 10/10 normal price, draught over, loads in, no probs whatsoever etc. sound too good to not be questioned.
thanks for understanding
Is the drought really over in some places? I only ask cos round here it doesn't seem to be. It's got better but by no means is it over. Can't get gear that makes you gouch but can get stuff that stops you being ill and holds you almost long enough. Almost being the operative word! But I'd rather that right now than bash.
But I can't see how people are saying it's over when it hasn't reached here (Reading). We're in the middle of Bristol and London, not far from London at all, but nothing but mostly rubbish. And when people say 9/10 pre-drought standards, are you sure it's not 9/10 drought standard, 6/10 pre-drought but your tolerance is much lower? Until a bag lands in my hand that does all the things I love gear for, I am not believing it is over. I'd really love to know if people really are getting good gear or whether it's bravardo and lies (not calling you liars, just sceptical because I haven't got it!!!)
Dear Santa, please make it flood with gear!
Verification word 'arbiffie', i'd like arbiffie (a bit of, ok,it's not that alike to a bit of) gear???
just a quick update on my neck of the woods
2 days ago, good, proper gear 8/10, not boom but gouchy
.2s for 30
had two different types from this guy in the last 10 days or so, both good, very happy if not for the price
thought things looking up but today, chose diff. guy cos slightly cheaper but only OKish gear, 6/10 pre draught, standard gear that just about does the job, starts off black-brown then goes brown-purple half way through, slight taste of paracetamol
meant to be .2s for 20 but look more like .15
not so happy with it, cant tell if gouching cos lit. been awake for 2 days to correct my vampire sleeping pattern
only used today cos thought it mite get worse again b4 it gets better
but no enjoyment/satisfaction from this ok gear so questioning my use
so tired, eyes barely open, brain slowed down prob half asleep as i write but no thanks to gear.
@ lou from bucks, you had any luck yet?
verification word 'jasca'...jasca bit longer for the top gear to reach us?
hi its lou from bucks, still no joy here, my man did get somthing but at £50 for a half it just not worth it i mean its ok but nothing special , i not been doing much meth about 10mil aday so it should of knocked me out but no although it was nice to tast gear again lol, anon u had any luck where u r?
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hiya
Im gonna use the initial M incase anyone wants to respond to me.
THe drought in the east end (london) has more or less finished. We have 3 dealers on, 2 daytime and 1 night. All of it is good, in fact on Sat 6 of us had the best stuff we've had in about 3 yrs!!
Just thought I should let you know incase you use in the east end and arent aware that the situation has improved dramatically. I will answer any questions regarding this post......
Chinatown kid,no offense taken mate,my thinking is on the same lines as yours,i.e its best to keep things close to your chest,just in case.The times people have been busted due to letting their guards down dont bear thinking about.A few years ago,some good friends were taken out by some deep undercover bastards,i mean,these fuckers were tooting in front of everyone,but they were feds,man!!So I fully understand your caution,On a lighter note,people we know over Leeds way have started to come through at last,the gear aint banging,as they are using their heads and putting it out with a bit more cut in than normal so that folk dont start tippling over,which is the surest way to bring it on top.It still does the trick,due in part to to lowered tolerance,but its still ok.I dont dig,(13 peeps gone with that method!) and too many variables for me to risk it.However,things seem to be on the up,thank God.So take care all,xmas may just be saved.
Haha that one got through!,iv had a couple that haven't got through but thinking that could have been due to email address for some reason .would tend to agree also with the penultimate anon comment ,still seems to be raging on here too,can't see it being quite as spuratick bar comment seem to suggest ,hope it all ends soon though for everybody's sake ,
Tomo
I agree with the anonymous poster a few back (not the one ranting at Gledwood, although he never posts my comments either): I have doubts the drought is over.
Although there is plenty about now it's all either 0-2/10 ripp-off or heavily cut nausea-making gear or, if lucky, someone will have a batch of 5-6/10 stuff for a few days but then run out but nowhere near pre-drought level.
And I live in North London, have 8 numbers and there is normally LOADS around here.
Either:
A) I am unlucky
B) Peeps tolerance is way down
C) There are proper wind-up merchants coming on here
MAR MAR
Cant wait will Fridayyyyyy....last day before Xmas holidaysssssss
Just hope all will be fine and i can manage to have a good time off with gear arounddddd
MAR MAR
Ver W Blesh
suffer then little monkeys.this is my last post as we are rolling in it.london isn't the centre of the universe.god bless wales and suffer the rest of you ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
@anonymous from wales,
I'm happy you are OK now and to be honest i dont agree with you....cant be selfish like thisssss.
Hope you all get things where you are.....
MAR MAR
Brighton - mostly bash stuff, waste of time, no news of anything changing. This is so depressing, if London is meant to be ok, why isn't Brighton?
Anyone else from down south?
Jo
Aye, also from Brighton.
In last weekish situation has got a little better, but very inconsistent.
I'm on at least 60mls of meth per day - just as a guide to my tolerance.
One guy had some decent 6/10 for a while, a 0.35g IV would give me a decent rush and leave me satisfied if not gouching.
Then that changed to 3/10 stuff.
Then got sum stuff that's about a 4, maybe 5/10, but still not worth the money IMO.
Then last night scored some weird stuff that looked more like coke or crushed up crack then gear. Apparently smelt funny and ran weirdly on foil, smelt of ammonia/chemically apparently.
In the spoon it cooked up incredibly light, as in 0.25g shot cooked up to form liquid with just a tinge of yellow to it.
Banged it up expecting fuck all, instead got opiate rush, not intense, but pretty good, and then a very very heavy nod. Definetly had opiates in as it had that distinctive rush and also woke up not ill this morning........the gouch also initially felt opiate induced, but got a feeling it may have been strengthened by some benzos - I'd taken a few anyway. But very very strong gouch.
Bizarre, at first thought I'd been ripped off, but would buy that again, tho it seems to be for IVers only. give it a 7/10.
All in all, it's very inconsistent, and aside from the gear I scored a good week and a half ago that cost me £50 for 0.18g and was fucking brilliant, most of it's still crap, if at least with some gear content.
I'm skint and holdin out till payday on sat, then spending most of it on some £50 grams I've heard are decent in brum. Or some other grams in manc I've heard of.
Basically, could score on sat morn, but just gonna glug sum juice and head straight to brum or manc and spend/waste my money there.
PS: I think tis very kool in one way how this drought has bought alot of people together, of course id not say id wish this on my worst enemy.
Anyway,
Ill make sure to give any news here for my area (north london) if i get any, but as i said im just layin low. Neway good luck everyone :D
From
The Pinkster
@ Lou from Bucks.....what are you getting?? Im just down the road from you....I can get decent from Ay 8/10 but .2 for £20
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WELL FIRST OFF HEY GUYS, i am so fuken shocked at reading wot everyone has been sayin. Thought as all of u did it was my dealer(s), who were the prob and like alot of u i went out lookin. Thank god i am on the fuken script so at least i had that altho the dose would never hold me completly with the amount of gear i was using, but coz i hadnt been takin the meth since summer i had bout 3 litres stocked wich is now helpin me everyday, coz i get 70ml and i need like 82ml. I just redcued 2.5ml this week, and yes i know it aint fuk all but i was takin between 85-100ml b4, ugh. I dont tink i needed it but yea i guess i was tryin to find the right dose. I aint never been this clean (on meth, as in no heroin..lol) since i got hooked 12 yrs ago. Ive never seen anything like it. Here in north london people r runnin round, callin dealers every 3 hours askin if they have changed the gear.I tried for bout the first 3 weeks to call fones that were off but in the end i just thought i cant be asked to waste money, time and emotions on this BS. Personally it has given me the chance to try and see things from an outside perspetive, altho i wont lie and say i dont wanna use right now, coz of course i do. I just turned 29 and i think i need to try a change i never been to rehab or nothin, known drugs since i was 12 tis been the norm for me for so long i duno wot to think nemore. Prob as everyone else, u know how it is. But i may give it a go, coz ive been able to save some cash coz i aint spendin it on anything. Weird to have all this money and no smack to buy. Last time was in that 2002 drought, but in the end i found better contacts.
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i think a week away from xmas n shit there would b some fuken thing, but not a drop in the ocean I kno some ppl r sayin fly out the country and i could do that with the cash i have, but wtf,, lol i guess if u cant get a script then tis a option. If thats the option id rather just save up and wait. Altho the waitin is gettin unbearable irritatin. As u can see im so conflicted with all this as u all r to. At least we can talk bout it, makes it feel not so fuken bad. I agree with wot someone said uptop bout the industry being so fragile, i feel for the afgani famrers most of all. They also get the raw end of the deal, and now they r being attacked by a fuken bio weapon. I dont believe for a second that it aint a bio weapon if u look it up u will see that a bio weapon was created back in 2001 solely for the purpose of killing poppy. Farmers have said tis killed their wheat crops as well as affecting their livestock. One of the (evil) scientists said once it gets out like all things like this it will be very hard to stop and it will be able to mutate. Wich means it can start affectin all drugs plants and then possibly even food crops wich could mean famine. The farmers said that the "fungus" looked as if it had been sprayed from an aerial postion. UN deny this and they prob say the farmers r lying, but id tend to believe the famers. UGh neway it will be a fuked xmas and new yr. Im kinda worried bout this next crop coz if this fungus stuff stays round it may kill the next crop to. I know they rotate crop spots so hopefully they wil be able to grow something and hopefully it wont be to fuken expensive for to long. Neway to everyone hang in there, try keep safe. PEACE, LUV AND LIGHT! FROM THE PINKSTER
tomo/staffordshire,
hi all,like most I had not given it much thought but now I'vi have it is looking like this is going to be the first Xmas for 8 years that I will be spending without my belly warming friendfoe.like guy a few comments back I get prepared chuck in the Christmas bonus and get the bed side table well and truly stocked up,usually its a case of getting all the cash together for the spell.off work but this is.a.truly unusually , situation ,must say I prefer having to find cash than gear as I am one of those that have been fortunate enough to have worked all my.life and it has always made things easyer for me but not any longer ,if anyone has news of things improving in staffordshire area please post up to give a follow junk in dispare a little hope of a "normal" Xmas and I wish the same for the rest ,good look and good health people.
tomo/staffordshire
Ez. London situation is still very up n down. My main guys in East (Whitechapel) are generally reloading with decent gear consistently. But they will not sell much weight - just indiv bags at tenner for 0.2. That gear i would describe at around 6 or 7/10 pre-drought standard so its worth the money in my mind. There have been some points in the past couple of weeks where they haven't been able to reload for up to 48 hrs which has been a long one.
In West guys who were moving it cheaper than that pre-drough, doing good deals on weight, they are only selling bags at that same price too 0.2s a tenner - and generally im finding the stuff is worse. Maybe 4 or 5 / 10 pre-drough standard if that. So id say that pound for pound their price has doubled maybe considering its shit and they wont do deals on quantity.
Opinion from the guys in East who I know best is that things way well continue this way for a good while to come and maybe even get worse. They are worried that supply is going to dry up even more and H will disappear from the UK except for those rich enough to get the scraps that get moved in.
Personally I don't believe that for an instant, but I thought it was interesting to hear the opinion of guys who move the stuff day in day out u know?
I am not saying that they are major players and know what the score is - far from it. But everyone is just speculating from what I can see. Just figure to not get your hopes up for a quick end to this.
If you can manage to score anything thats 7/10 pre-drough standard or better than i strongly suggest throwing all the cash you can get hold of at it and make yourself a neat little stockpile for those rainy days that could easily be with us for a good while. If you throw enough at it u might even convince them to do a better deal despite their initial objections.
Just my latest update neway. Dont suppose it helps much, but if ur in London and u struggling to find anything - it is out there if u sniff around enough.
As for the rest of the country, my mates down in Brighton are finding it much harder than me still, and i have told em to come up here to get a bit this weekend cos its too up n down there but the trains expensive. And same goes for my mates in Manc who seem to be finding it hardest of all still.
Prayin to [god of your choosing] that the new crop floods the country with so much of the effin stuff that we can all swim in absolute opiated bliss for at least the entire of 2011 and then some.
Ideally if they could import enuff that it actually drops the price more than pre-drough that would be ideal please. Dealers please take note of my request.
lol.
take it easy kids, fuckin look after yourselfs - you especially gledwood.
btw u know u are a total legend now mate - every junkie in the country knows the name gledwood. u might be the new hunter s thompson or somethin of our generation if u can keep it up bro.
Ez. London situation is still very up n down. My main guys in East (Whitechapel) are generally reloading with decent gear consistently. But they will not sell much weight - just indiv bags at tenner for 0.2. That gear i would describe at around 6 or 7/10 pre-drought standard so its worth the money in my mind. There have been some points in the past couple of weeks where they haven't been able to reload for up to 48 hrs which has been a long one.
In West guys who were moving it cheaper than that pre-drough, doing good deals on weight, they are only selling bags at that same price too 0.2s a tenner - and generally im finding the stuff is worse. Maybe 4 or 5 / 10 pre-drough standard if that. So id say that pound for pound their price has doubled maybe considering its shit and they wont do deals on quantity.
Opinion from the guys in East who I know best is that things way well continue this way for a good while to come and maybe even get worse. They are worried that supply is going to dry up even more and H will disappear from the UK except for those rich enough to get the scraps that get moved in.
Personally I don't believe that for an instant, but I thought it was interesting to hear the opinion of guys who move the stuff day in day out u know?
I am not saying that they are major players and know what the score is - far from it. But everyone is just speculating from what I can see. Just figure to not get your hopes up for a quick end to this.
Sorry had 2 split my post into 2 cos it was 2 long...
If you can manage to score anything thats 7/10 pre-drough standard or better than i strongly suggest throwing all the cash you can get hold of at it and make yourself a neat little stockpile for those rainy days that could easily be with us for a good while. If you throw enough at it u might even convince them to do a better deal despite their initial objections.
Just my latest update neway. Dont suppose it helps much, but if ur in London and u struggling to find anything - it is out there if u sniff around enough.
As for the rest of the country, my mates down in Brighton are finding it much harder than me still, and i have told em to come up here to get a bit this weekend cos its too up n down there but the trains expensive. And same goes for my mates in Manc who seem to be finding it hardest of all still.
Prayin to [god of your choosing] that the new crop floods the country with so much of the effin stuff that we can all swim in absolute opiated bliss for at least the entire of 2011 and then some.
Ideally if they could import enuff that it actually drops the price more than pre-drough that would be ideal please. Dealers please take note of my request.
lol.
take it easy kids, fuckin look after yourselfs - you especially gledwood.
btw u know u are a total legend now mate - every junkie in the country knows the name gledwood. u might be the new hunter s thompson or somethin of our generation if u can keep it up bro.
Well, I've been readin this blog for 3 weeks now and a salute to Gledwood fer letting us out here know how many of us are decent folk that like to self-medicate, this is the worst drought I have known and I started in '79! up here in Yorks we were so close to Bradford that scorin has never really been a problem till now, what the f*ck are we to do? all move to India? YEH lets start the exodus!
Exodus to India.....mmmmm not a bad idea,can picture it now all us pale faced panda eyed lot turning up at airport with big smiles on our faces and strange bottle shapes tucked in our socks goin thru scanners...then gettin off at other end and comin out at airport.Taxi Driver - Where to? Us lot - Nearest place we can score mate. Funny as fuck. They wouldnt know what hit them. Anyways on reflection my map idea wasnt probably the best idea Ive ever had.....I take your points...Just thought it would be useful but never thought of it bein useful to the babylon!!! Pretty much same round here,struggling to get weights above half t's and t's and its only 5 or 6 outta 10 unless ur willin to pay daft amounts £180 now on henry for the 9/10 I was gettin bits of if u can find the geezer who's doin it(heard he been busted).The 5/6 outta 10 stuff is ok,and I seem to be gettin a gouch on it when combined wi my 40ml i have before work but it doesnt seem to be a proper opiate gouch as such like someone else was sayin....def opiate rush when u have it and that distinctive smell when ur cookin up but also slight bad taste on back of throat and a cold sensation instead of warm sometimes(anybody know what that is?). Twenty to three,better get to bed.payday tomorrow,woo hoo,might even risk £90 on an henry of ok stuff!! Night all,stay safe.
Lefty
Verification Letters(apologies for thinkin they were words to the previous poster,i bow down to your greater knowledge and intellect)- bilinan - (dollar)bills in hand(there will be some in mine tomorrow in exchange for a lovely little foil or clingy parcel woo hoo,hopefully!!)
hi ya again guys, just a reply to anon "Ez london up and down".
LOL man i like wot u said bout this next crop flooding us with shit for all of 2011, if this next crop survives and tis true that more afganis r gona grow poppy coz the price has gone up, then i think we may well have alot of good stuff, but i heard it will still be expensive for while, but i think if thers alot of it then prices should drop. but as u say tis all alot of speculation. i know 2 days ago a m8 of mine (north london in case u didnt read one of my posts) said he could get some good stuff, but was sayin ppl payin £1000 an Oz. ive had one of the same dealers since 2002 and he has been dead for bout 3 months and he was struggling since may wen this fungus shit was sprayed, and i know he wont even bother payin that or tryin to charge his customers more for it.
I hope some of the good stuff u r gettin in the east can come up to the north (pretty please..lol).
I to would have at least a quat for xmas along with some good coke..lol and like u i to only worried bout the money, like u said tis odd to have the cash and no h to buy in weight,,ugh. I also think wot u said bout not expecting anything is a good idea, coz who knows wot will happen with this next crop, and if the poppy crops have been killed off in afganistan then the whole poppy trade has to move to somewhere else, wich will take alot of time. Read an article sayin that the golden triangle started producing more poppy this yr due to some fuel crisis. It looks like the legal poppy fields in AUz , u kno white petal flowers, i heard the afgani ones r the weaker ones (pinkish petals) but i think coz they have so much space they can just grow alot of it and still make it good. But as far as the triangle i dont think it could sustain the whole of the uk just yet (again) for some time to come. I guess everyone just gota try and hang in there and like u say make back plans for real. Like i said b4 if i wasnt on the script id be royally fuked rite now. i just cant even imagine how everyone is keepin sane without a script, id prob be ina metnal home by now LOL. Neway dude hope u come good as well as everyone else for xmas, i mean my fam dont know im still using and it would be my worst nitemare to be cluckin round them at xmas, if that was the case id cancel the whole shindig. URRRGGGHH.
Btw Gledwood, never said ty for this blog in my comment yesterday i agree with anon here i think u could be another hunter.s. ure a legend man, how r u doing at the moment? i see alot of people said they hadnt heard from u, as im only a day new to this blog i was wondering if u were alright? i guess check in and let us know how u r, if u can man, ok?
Neway sorry to blab on and on, thanx for takin the time to read guys, hope today is a good/better/ok one for all, going to get my next script so i guess ill hear more bout wots going on wen i go down there 2day. Will make sure to report if i hear anything worth reporting :D
Peace and poppy light to all!
The Pinkster
Morning all
News from my area (north London) is the same for me: I can get plenty but it's at best 4/10 and it's cut with muck. If I have a whack it makes me feel nauseous, which can't be right. So much so that I had a toot yesterday for the first time in ages cause I figures is less harmful adulterants-wise. I've been thinking since my post yesterday about the marks out of ten I've been giving and what others on here give (and the discrepancy). To put things in context, I am on a script that equates to about 100mls of the green poison (although I am actually on a different compound) and before the drought I could easily do 8 0.2s a day so I guess I must have a high tolerance and perhaps a 4/10 for me is a 6/10 for someone else. That said, I haven't had a bit that makes me gouch in 3 weeks so that's why I find it hard to believe others reporting 9/10 out there. It's not that because I live in London I think it's the centre of the world (far from it) but the fact is that if it's hard to get good quality here then I struggle to understand why it's not elsewhere. Anyway good luck to you if you are getting sorted (he says jealously). I guess it comes down to who you know and what they get. And to be honest in the last week I've given up the mad hunting around and stuck (mainly) to my script.
Although I say that, I almost gave myself a cold yesterday by randomly cycling around an area in east London I know people score but where I know no one on the off-chance! Sad.
A big up to Gledwood for getting this blog together and uniting all us rubber monkeys. You write well, mate. In fact, I agree with the previous poster if you keep this up something might come of it for you. I'm thinking the "Belle du Jour" blog from a couple of years back. Although that would be a shame for all of us though as any media attention to this site and I'm sure it would be shut down.
Anyway, I've gone on too long. I wish all of you a brown Xmas.
Word verification: bovasmo. If I bovver sum more will I get sum?
hi ppl, this is just a quick one to say if u read the other parts of this site it might explain why gledwood isnt replying, he is trying to stay OFF the gear, so i guess its just better not to comment on here temptation n all that not that there is anything about worth getting tempted by, but still
Hi All,
2Days left to go before holidaysssss...still im not happy something is missing it must be the stress of thinking i will be fucked this Xmas? Hope all will be fine and more gear will come in in the next few days and all of the crap gear will disappear from around..... i just to to be able to buy my big bit and forget bout dealers for at least 7-10 days like i use to before.....
Father Xmas please send us some...
@Ani.. cant get in touch coz no email are allowed on blog... gime me ur name and i look for you on facebook,
MAR MAR
doopsy says........
wen oh fuckin wen will this drowt end?? im sooo sick of fone calls re "ive got good gear babe" an i get it and its shite or a text sayin "im back" then wen i fone its shite - at least that way i save my pennies!
thankfully we has this blog - big up to everyone - sorry i dont read my emails and am a spacer at keepin in touch!
feelin subdued - maybe im just tired - itz bin a fuckin hard work week an i wanna scorrrrrrrre!
verify word is mendelo
mend the fuckin drowt and pronto!
doopsy xxxx
Hey guys, just wanted to give u an update as of 2day, i got 2 £15's 2nite, bout 0.2, and yea not bad at all, gona buy another 3 grams at 9am, but they r £50 on the G, but this is kinda wot i figured to pay so im ok with that. just for u who dont now this is north london, Ez london anon, did u send sum up to us? lol well thanx if u did,, hehe, coz yea i was fuken really happy 2nite. i really hope that everyone else is coming ok, im not sayin this is gona last, but the guy says he has got a bit to last, but not enuff to do anything above a g in weight(wanted an 8 or a quat).
Neway am off to go do lil more, if i get any more news i shall post. Have a good nite/morning (yep im the vampire person awake wen the light goes of course..lol) all!
Peace and poppy light
From
The Pinkster
ps: id say this is bout a 7/10 and i got a nice gouch off of it bout 15 mins after an IM hit, and it wasnt very much gear at all, im on 82.5ml meth as well, but yea it may very well be a lil browner than white this xmas.
Norf london, i also was in the extreme cold and stood in the snow 2nite while i waited almost got hypothermia, coz i had been cycling all day and then all my clotehs were wet and i got the worst migraine in my life, ugh. But yea just to say this gear dont mnake u feel nauseous and it cooks up pretty clean, i dont smoke so i duno wot it runs like.
Neway will post 2mrw after i get the 3 g's to let ya'll know wot they r like, tis the same stuff, guys says the gs r on point, so guess we will see, the £15's were a good size.
Btw gledwood, am so happy for u man, keep it up, just b4 i scored i got my script and i tested clean, when i asked to have a test the duty worker gave me a weird look, and said no1 asks to be tested.. LOOL, am a bit sad i aint clean now, but yea i DEFO aint complaining either.
Neway til l8r all! :D
The Pinkster
smokeyboi.....
dont know about elsewhere but there is food about south london if you look hard enough, been getting 9/10 for the last few days and before that had 7/10 for about 1 week. 9/10 stuff bit expensive though, bludy 0.1 for a tenner, 25 for maybe a 0.2/.0.3 but worth every bit of the money as the food was banging, the type where you smoke and proper have a gouch!!! just cant afford to kept it up as too expensive. Anyway, hope this drought ends soon as fed up with the inflated prices, just wana be able to pick up the fone and get good food for normal prices. had a few calls from dealers saying they got food and it's always crap, i'm at the stage where i always get a picture before i buy as im fed up of wasting muni on crap.
anyway, hope f 3 1 gets through this dark peroid, its just nuts that the whole country cant get food or should i say drips and draps.
anyways, thats my 2 pence for the day.
big up to MAR MAR and fuck u SHORTY's BF for ripping ppl off.
p.s, if ppl offer to help get food, never part with your muni until you have the food in your hand!
laters.....
burton been getting good things for 3 or 4 days now got a proper gouch last night 1st in months really, gutted tho as he said its the last of it.
That other person that said stock pile if u can afford to, we did that at the beginin when we saw things were goin slow brought 10 bags at £10 all the way thinkin at least we will have something for afew days but it all went up in somoke in 1 blissfull night.
doopsy i no wot u mean as do we all when u get that call/text 'sayin bangin things' u no they are bullshitin but u cant help ur self wishfull thinkin. i was well gutted this guy was ment to be a mate a proper mate not just 4 the drugs said it good things n sold us 2 £30 bags pure bash i cant wait to see him again, i told him it was low he hasnt got a habbit to support n ive done loads 4 him. to sell us 1 would of been bad enough but 2 takes the piss. he nows he is buyin bash but says ' it sells n people need to buy more of it some im makin a killin wot a wanker
@tomo obviously i cant say to much where to go on here but there is bits about not sure who u go to as i no 2 guys that have some one come from uttor, if u no some one up swad ways its ok but dont go to fat boy.
good look to all n stay safe,
would be nice to here how ur gettin on gledwood mate
Yeah, the return to normality is gonna be FUCKING SLOW ONE THAT'S FOR SURE. The droughts can come quickly, like this one, (within a week most of the country was in drought), but due to the dribs and drabs getting through, it's not gonna go away as quickly as it started, and that' i'm certain of.
It has been generally slightly better the past weekish, but it's still nowhere near normal, and the quality gear - and there really is some very good gear about - is still being sold at extortionate prices.
Speculation I know, but until the next harvest May/June (pray there's no fungus!) things are gonna be pretty much the same, maybe slightly better/cheaper.
Remember, unlike ten years ago, Afghan gear isn't just supplying Europe and it's neighbouring countries (who've had a boom in addicts the past decade - twats), but are also supplying Russia, the single biggest heroin consumer in the world with at least 2.5million addicts - (again, twats, stealing OUR gear).
All this combines to create a bleak picture, - basically unless the next harvest is a record harvest, and subsequently floods the markets with heroin, then the same state of affairs is likely to continue, if to a slightly lesser degree.
And on the short term picture, the massive snowfall/arctic conditions predicted for the UK in the next few days aren't going to help national trafficking at all....
swim was hoping of heading up north tomorrow and making a de-toru to buy some £50 grams - would have never dreamt of it pre-drought, but now it actually sounds like a good deal given there supposedly good! But even that seems in jeopardy cos of the weather.
GLOBAL WARMING WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU MATE?????
Anyway, best of luck to everyone out there, its even harder in the cold and snow, but hey, this can't last forever, just pray the weather warms, and there's a huge shipment of colombian H4 headed our ways for xmas.
Stay safe fellow troopers, and if you ever get the chance, BE IT METHADONE, SUBBIES, DECENT GEAR, MORPHINE AMPS, ANYTHING STRONG OPIATE! - stock up on it with every penny you can find, as christmas is hard enough in the best of times, but with the drought, don't risk it.
Personally swim's goin for methadone over gear when it comes down to it - yeah i'd love some gear, but i'd hate to be rattlin over christmas.
God or whatever bless you!
MickeyB
@rie,cheers for the info matey ,would like to get in touch and have a chat but don't know how to due to restrictions on here ,take care buddy .
Tomo
there IS decent gear about, jus cos u cant get it dont mean there aint none about!! its ridiculously expensive over brum - the tings tiny & been paying £20 for a .1 ...... until a small time local lad has saved my christmas (&birthday) with some BANGING stuff weds & yesterday - £15 for a proper .2 & its nice as fuck. Im 25 & been doing it 10 yrs so i know what im on about & this is head in lap, dribbling fantastic - yes our tolerance will of gone down, but i still no what nice gear looks & tastes like & this is it!! & no!! im not geting any1 else any cos i dont want it 2 run out!! (& also cs my fella got 4 yrs from trusting a dirrrrrty grass!!)
xxx
verification word: tatoet - tatoo et??
Well whoever "controls" this B-business has made a big mess.
Far as I know it's not much different in London than it was a few weeks ago. The last stuff I had was 2 weeks ago. It wasn't great gear, but had gear in it. It was STRONG in that it was full of downers. I can barely remember any of the 10 days/2 weeks before that.
That's why I gave up, I'd had enough of all of it. If they can't even get it together to trundle a few tonnes of gear from Afghanisan to the street without it getting bashed to fuck well they've lost a customer in me I've had enough.
Why don't I top myself? Well Q I said most of that when I was out of it, with 300 ideas in my head at any one time and that one kept coming back. If I had done it, at least I would have said it first. If I did it without saying, everyone would wonder what was going on, so I said.
That's why I talk/talked about suicide. Because of suidal thoughts. I blog what I think and do. Simple as.
I cannot explain why I lost it that bad. Either crap gear or coming off crap gear. Those would seem logical explanations. I only started on gear because I was depressed and it made me feel less miserable. So it ain't exactly a surprise that without it I should feel like suicide.
I've been on methadone only (+ drink) for 2 weeks now and I still don't miss gear. Whenever the thought crosses my head I just have to remember how crap it was even when it was good enough to nearly kill me. Still crap, never good enough. It only felt proper for about 1 minute after an IV hit. Never enough. Had enough. Tired of it. So there ya go
hi gleds its so nice to see u make an apperance (comment) again hope ur ok, take care keep up the good work, lou
Bump that last post!! a HUGE BIGUP to Gleds for keeping us addicts together. THANK U you are so much more than what you think of yourself, ignore peeopled that reckon youve lost it, you clearly havent, you are an high IQ individual with a lot of knowledge to offer, pleaqse please respect yourself Gleds. BTW, GOOD gear is SLOWLY coming back in London.
I managed to get a 7g in powder form, my miss and i smoke on foil....IT WAS OF PRE-DROUGHT QUALITY!!!!!!! one PROBLEM it cost ALMOST twice as regular price{£180} is regular pre drought price, i had to PAY £310!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STILL WELL WORTH IT, rather than paying £40 for .2 {if that!!} as ive been reading on here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@helal, where aboutsish in london r u, obviously u cant tell me 'WHERE'you are but a rough idea would help me to know if things r moving in my direction, oh god pls let them be moving in my direction
verification ledownes (the gear situation is a 'let down')
Honestly I think Gledwood may be the greatest guy I've ever had the opportunity to meet albeit from his posts but because he is so open & honest about himself I feel I've learned a lot about him.
I can relate to some extent as I've had anxiety and OCD probs since adolesence but wasn't till started white then brown that my mind was truely fucked. Skunk made me so para but it kind of went away when not smoking. But after crack n heroin i was diagnosed with a delusional disorder bcos i believe ppl can hear my thoughts which i can asure is absolute torture and has made me accutely depressed, casuing me to often contmplate suicide bcos it is lt. torture - bein afraid of ur own thought cos thinking others can hear them but at same time i tell my self its not poss n im not being rational but my mind just wont believe it.
I think crack had a huge part to play so i would like to warn ppl about this. I have met many ppl who claim 2 b para but only as much as thinkin ppl r watching them laughing at them or talking behind their back which to me is only anxiety i.e. being overly self conscious/critical. I also have major guilt issues caused by self loathing.
Anyway, you're not the only one Gleds and unlike me u seem to be much more creatively gifted, extroverted and have a sense of humour.
I would really really like to hear if any else has kidney/liver/lungs probs or side effects from methadone but not hiv or hep c pos.
ps
i also share an interest with Gled in learning chinese and im not chinese or asian btw.
veri word 'neweep'
@ Lou from Bucks...Sorry I didn't reply for a bit. Couldn't get any so got ill and then, like a pheonix from the flames, good gear arrived. not great gear, i've been getting alright stuff (for a drought) but this made me gouch (although you had to work at it, if that makes sense). but it's gone, so i'm now waiting for this 'pre-drought' quality stuff to get here. So, got better for a bit, now back to drought. But not the drought at its worst, i banged up a 20 bag one time and it didn't even con my mind into thinking i stopped clucking, i was still clucking full pelt. that was a few weeks ago but i hope those days are over.
I prefer it when droughts just end though, when all of a sudden you get banging gear rather than it slowly gets better. ho hum, i'm off to pray to the patron saint of smack heads for top gear to arrive...
LOU i tried to reply, but it doesent seem to have got thru. ill try again.
what are these cunts putting in the bash this week? It smells just like gear but i can assure you it definitely isnt gear. North London is still pretty dry!! had a couple of half decent bits but nothing anywhere near good. have spent an absolute fortune in the last month or so. Am getting seriously pissed off with hearing 9/10, Boom Ting, and all the other bullshit and getting shit!
North London news:
I can get B from 6 sources:
Best 6/10 £15 for .3
2nd 5/10 £10 for .1 but cut with nausea-making crap (was 7/10 and bags were .2s until yesterday when dealer stamped on it after realising he had best around)
3rd 4/10 £10 for .2
4th 4/10 £10 for .2 but cut with nausea-making crap
5th 4/10 £10 for .2 ditto
Worst 1/10 £10 for .2
So the drought is over in the sense that for one to two weeks I could get nothing but the quality ain't there yet, or it's there for a day or two, and the prices (apart from number one) are basically double before the drought.
Btw, SWIM got a delivery today of Xanax (alprazolam) he bought from an online pharmacy. The site was American (a company from New York called to confirm my details) but the package came from India. The tablets look well dodgy (like an E) but work!
Happy Xmas to y'all XXXxxxxZZZzzzzz.....
Things do not seem to be getting any better, I keep on hearing there is bits and bats about which are top but when you have been used to buying weights and not needing to ring a dealer for at least a month i just can't cope. I tried summat yesterday that peeps were saying was ol' days - it was shite, being an asian myself i have experience that the dealers think of addicts as scum and are so greedy in bashing, they seem to get more pleasure in knowing they have ripped you off - if i did not have a stable job and family i would love to unleash the fear on them which i was capable of before!!! keep strong i just could not go through scoring one day and naff all next day. just taking DF's and vals and waiting for things to get better by end of Jan.
Chinatown: Psychotic is what crack eventually did to me when I binged it. It made me hallucinate voices. One time we were crosslegged on the floor, the floor started shaking, like someone was banging it like a drum. I looked around, nobody else seemed to feel it, so I ignored it. Carried on piping.
If I didn't know that people can hallucinate and that drugs can do that, I wouldn't have been able to see out of it. Everything that happened felt real, so there was no way of telling what was and wasn't real except by filtering out things that didn't happen before... if that makes sense.
I would have used gear today but the shit quality put me off as much as anything. I've had enough anyhow.
I was never that much into crack, the quality is dire now, it was terrible a couple of years ago and it's still nowhere near what it used to be. It took years to get into it, and when I WAS into it I snowballed it 3 or 4 parts B to one part white.
Yeah I got a thing about Chinese. Chinese takeaway, Chinese langage. I looked up some of the signs and they talk about making money! Those goldfish they keep by the counter are meant to symbolize cash, too.
Helal: I haven't heard of anything really good near me. There's 1 person I know who gets it but uses and is making a huge profit on the dealer's price so I bought tiny bits when I did £5s worth. I'm on methadone anyway. Your comment came after mine so I wasn't contradicting I hadn't seen it. It's weird how I managed to type OK when I was out of it, but my brainbox wasn't OK at all, I felt like I'd gone to a huge rave and the drugs were going full-blast still. Except I don't take that kind of drugs. Whether it was something in the gear I don't know. Whatever was in the gear made me feel doped up and sleepy.
I know someone who smokes it and he was seriously unimpressed by the same dealer's gear, so maybe whatever it is doesn't smoke very well. It certainly works by injection. There was some opiate in it, but I'm not even sure that was heroin. It dissolved without citric, there was no vit c in the powder, it could have been china white: I don't know.
Norf London: you were lucky getting stuff online. I looked but the site I saw looked so dodgy..! + expensive
Jay: I came across stuff about a month ago that smelled like B but had barely any in it. Someone said it could be morphine base. I don't know. How do you make anything smell of brown? Hardly the easiest smell to fake
Hi Lou. I stayed away bc I come off gear. I got an aversion to it, after all that time. I still can't explain how. I got off crack by cutting it down to £10 once a week, then cutting that out completely, but gear I couldn't get round, it always made me feel better than when I didn't have it, all day, even a tiny bit. So in the end I cut it dead and just drank the juice
hi gleds, so u still staying off the gear, god i wish i had the strength to do it, its stupid the 'gear' if u can call it gear, is shit at best 4 outta 10 and thats only been the last few days, i have still been buying half oz a week at the same price but that was prob no better than 2 outta 10 i mean it did have gear in it (just) but i kick myself i didnt just stop when this all started, hohum never mind, thing is i work as dose my husband who is also an addict and he is outside ALL day and i think alot of it is just peace of mind, got the meth to hold of the worst n the 'gear' to keep the demon mind in check, i have been reading other parts of your site so i know you have been staying away from the gear, i take my hat of to u mate, i wish i was there.
anyway no i dont think the drought is over but definatley improving, take care, lou x x x
Im really happy to hear that you've been keeping off the gear Gled and the fact that you said you've almost develped an aversion to it, is something which I think is the key to staying off it.
Many of us would like follow your example and the reasons you give for stopping def. make sense and so I hope you continue to set an example which encourages the rest of us to follow suit.
Made a big mistake by using today. My problem is with the outrageous cost rather than quality.
What I got 2day, i had to get through a mate so we got five 20s between the 2 of us which were meant to be .2s (me 2 bags, him 3).
The dealer fucked me bcos my bags were only like .1 while my mates were much better. I know cos we had a boot together. He either didnt have enough or thought my mate wouldnt notice. He didnt know that 2 of them were for myself. Im also screwing cos my friend didnt pick the 2 bags to give me randomly but actually chose which ones to give to me.
This has really pissed me off bcos i payed £40 for .2 + i got to give him 5er for petrol even though i live on the way there.
The gear is very good 8/10 pre draught but im literally throwing my money away and so Im trying to tell myself not to put up with this and be taken advantage of cos £50 is seriously a lot of money to me and no matter how good the gear a little .2 is gone in 20mins and im back to square 1 again. I can see why ppl call it being knocked cos thats lit. how it feels like.
cos my friend didnt pick the 2 bags to give me randomly but actually chose which ones to give to me.
YOU SAY FRIEND? BUT MEANT PISS TAKER OBVIOUSLY. PROB TOLD SHOTTER TO CHIP YOUR THINGS AN TOUCH HIS UP!
£50 a lot of cash ,sad .that aint no friend for sure and petrol money for f**k sake
I'm in Liverpool. Ive had B off three different sources in the last 2 weeks. First was 2/10, second was 3/10 and the B I got yesterday I doubt even contained heroin-it was that orangey shit. Made me feel a bit strange, maybe benzos in it. I dunno, anyone who says this drought is over is talking shit. Theres still fuck all in Liverpool far as I know
I agree ,that ain't no friend by the sounds of things,don't feel guilty about bypassing him to dealer if.poss,things are getting better round here,the gear has actually got gear in it now ,although instead of using a bag and half for a hit(pre drought) its taking 3 now to get same sort of hit,and that's with a reduced tolerance,pretty shit but better than firing 4 in and getting nothing other than a strange taste in Tue nostrils,at least things are heading in the right direction though ,hope all the folk on here are getting by ok,
Tomo/staffordshire
I've been thinkin,a previous poster said something about the way we were rating the gear now and scorin it out of 10 etc,I think he/she was on to something when they said that these 'scores'could be misleading. What we think of as 9/10 now might be only your average tackle before all this nonsense kicked off.If u imagine your tolerance as sloewly dropped from not scorin,scorin rammle and not having as much its quite feasible that the really good stuff is just OK and the average stuff is shite.What Ive been sayin is 9/10 has been giving me a lovely hit and a bit of a gouch but there wasnt the itches all over and the prolonged euphoric feeling when iv had my dig like I used to get with the really class stuff and the 5/6 outta 10 stuff as given me a little tickle and took roast off but shit gear pre drought would have same effect!!! Just my opinion. Anyway I've come up with a way of gettin the best of both worlds,I;ve been mixing the £135 a henry stuff with the £90 inferior stuff with a tcp aftertaste and combined you get the opiate rush,the prolonged well being,not rattling till next morning etc but also because of the sedative/benzo or sleeper cut in the cheaper stuff your gouch goes on all evening with just .2 of each,I used to do a T of decent to get the same results so Im looking at it positively even tho I dont know what the fuck it is adding to my gouch and makin me sleep!! So things are ok,Im in Chesterfield and the reasonable stuff comin from Sheff and the better comin from Matlock so I would presume South Yorks,Derbyshire and our border towns wi Staffordshire and Notts should all be ok?? Still cant believe people are struggling,dont put all your eggs in one basket,try and keep a couple of dealers sweet by seeing them regular not just one and try and strike friendships up wi people in other areas which has been key for a lot of folk on here. I cant say that its over by any means but I dont think it will get quite as bad again.Merry Christmas to all.
Lefty
Verification - Idecis -(sorry,no drug related witty pun for this one/0
i live in cumbria(up north).its got better this last week,no BASH at all.but u need 2bags for a decent hit.been getting weights n its sound.my score sed he needs to get rid of this ok gear then he'l be able 2 buy an O of s**t hot stuff.prices r still high.but not complainin.£150 for henry.had at least 4 types of dif stuff of dif ppl.thers alot mor gear in then wot was gan about last week.bcos my towns small thers not so many users,so theres plenty left for me.fuk knows wher its coming frm cos supposedly thers nout in the pool wher most of our gear comes frm.gonna b a smacking xmas for me!! lol -bex
Hi all, Sam, posting from Reading, Berkshire...i'll start by saying cheers for allowing this forum to continue despite your own abstinence, keep it up and good luck. Everything you have said makes perfect sense and i too have just been sticking to my script (thank fuck) because its just not worth the waste of cash and effort, not to mention my own self worth/dignity which translates as self disgust at all the effort chasing a buzz.....tho i do understand i did it cos i self medicate and gear is my prozac...however not wanting to continue chasing bad shite ive not bothered recently and can tell ya its still bollocks in Reading...shame cos wanted to treat myself for xmas at least but will just have to stick to the meth, some weed and a drink or two...not the same at all but there ya go.
Tho am tempted to call Bristol and East london numbers i have after reading comments here!! Anyone have any news local to Reading? Or is there still no room at the inn? (bad xmas analogy, sorry!!)
Blessings to all struggling. Stay strong.
anybody know if bristol is on,newport is meant 2b but a lot of numbers have changed due 2 idiots selling out
Hi Everyone...sorry I haven't posted in a while...I've been reading the posts though...there seem to be more people saying they can get something at least!
Here in SE Lond most of my dealers have the same gear...its very weak but its not the horrible bash that was going around before...
...I was a bit gouchy for the first few days but my tolerance went up again real quick and now its just annoyingly poor....
I can't believe its nearly xmas..
I can't believe its gone on for this long...
I can't believe how skint I am!
I can't believe how fucking cold it is!!...
Thinking of everyone..
XxXxXXxXx
verification word is shead - shithead (dealers)!
BRIGHTON
There is stuff about but I wouldnt say there is ANY gear in it at all, even tho the ppl keep saying "This one is much better than the last" etc etc bullshit. God knows what it is, but it aint gear.
I,m fed up of wasting my money. Gonna stop trying for a while.
These r crazy dayz :(
whooooo finally i got somthing fairly good, got some good stuff yesterday .1 for £10 then today like santa my man came through with some and he says hes not gonna run out whoooooooo xmas is saved lol, although it is expensive but hey its all good, i mean its been about 7 weeks since ive had an amount of good gear, so im a happy bunny, I hope everyone else finds something by christmas (which i have a sneaking suspition you will) this drought was in my opinon planed by the big boys, good luck to all and HAPPY CHRISTMAS,
Gledwood take care and i hope you have a good christmas and that the new year holds for you everything you wish, x x x
Getting good in Hackney still.. like REALLY good the last couple of days so im happy :)
I'm near Reading, live near Yateley/Camberley and only have a couple of ppl to score from, but the bags are tiny and so expensive, really isnt worth it so we have been sticking to our script and saving our money.
I keep trying to put stuff on this blog, 3rd time lucky? has anybody had owt to do with cameroon dealers? I have been in touch with one who reckons he can securely supply me with gear from a gram upwards, but wants cash thro' a western union transfer, it seems sus plus I don't want to send him cash and get nothing back as skint thro buying so much bash and supposedly bangin gear, so, if any fellow junkies have had any experience please let me know, up here in W.Yorks it's still dire £100 gm who can afford that? stay warm & safe out there.
i agree with the marking thing i had summat yesterday that a couple of months ago would have well dissapointed with.
things are still abity up n down here on the border of staffordshire n south derbyshire, 1 guys got about the best atm but man its got the worse cut in it ive ever known, black frazzels n tastes yuck but once u get it goin its ok, another guys got 'i cant belive its not gear' as it smells runs n does every thing it should exept it does nothing, n last night found out the guy that does the most that had good last week but then the last 2 days has gone poo again, had been holdin some good stuff 4 persy but let off a couple to us yesterday but it wasnt all that. its really begin to bore me now.
one chap rekons hes got some better stuff 4 sale now but its yet to be seen will post tomorrow n let u no,
@ANON if it were me i wouldnt be sending anyone money via western union or anyother way, unless you know the guy REALLY well, it sound well dodgey DONT risk it, things are starting to improve be paitent you have gone this long a few more days or a week tops and im sure things will get better where ever you are
Lou: 4/10 and a half O a wk? How much is that setting you back for 4/10?
I had a conversation today with someone like me who's been off it for weeks on end. He won't go back unless it gets to pre-drought quality. Not interested in weak shit. Not interested in weir pharmaceutical knockout drops. Just pukka B, how it used to be. He knows he's in for a long wait...
Chinatown: 0.2 for £20? 0.1 for £20? Mate stay away for your own self esteem. Stick it out and wait or just buy one to soothe the itch. Buying more makes you look desperate and fuckwits love to see that. Don't play into their hands. It's true it is scorer's privilege to pick his bags, but those sound DIPPED to me. How much of a mate is this guy? If the eejut's eejut enough to leave his stash out just swap yours for his. That'll teach him.
Wze 3369: I agree, be careful China Kid
Anon: exactly
Anon 2: I had orangey shit. Blick bits in it? Benzos or something. Not good. If it's what I had 3 weeks ago don't bother. There's stronger benzoated gear out there, ours looked white and cooked up without citric, china white style. But the "benzos" were described by police as an "unregistered compound" which explains how I lost days on end at a time. It didn't feel entirely like benzos anyhow. After IVing, this crept up slowly over 20 mins. Then it knocked me cross-eyed and I slept hours. Unless I was out, in which case I felt incredibly drowsy but carried on.
Tome: you're dead right
Leftleg: Mixing 2 gears can give best of both worlds. Years ago I mixed rushy white B with goofy dark stuff. Americans mix Mexican tar and China White on the same principle, to make an "Oreo".
You're right re numbers. Those bastards think they can reintroduce B at a third of what it used to be and we'll all be over the moon. Except those of us on methadone who know what's what because we have a level to judge against. If they try that cheap trick and think we'll all be happy, they'd better think again.
And while I'm on the subject maybe they should for once and for all stop this assumption we all want their shitty B. Get us some proper #4 heroin. Colombian. Burmese. Even the Afghans make white gear. Do us a favour: import some QUALITY for a change.
Bex: £150 a henry sounds a lot. Then again we paid £120 for a weighed eighth a few years ago. (For Xmas). Shit hot gear. Plus he threw in a 10white. So £110 instead of 90. But the strength of the gear made up for the high price. Rather pay for for decent stuff than get a cheap deal on cheap shit. Any day!
Sam: benzos on juice make a pretty good gear sub. Your clinic might even prescribe benzos if you say ou got a habit. They're brilliant for sleep, but taken too frequently they just do not hit the spot.
Anon: Bristol/Newport. No idea, sorry.
Lady Anon: Very weak says it all. Avoid avoid avoid. Punish these deadbeats BOYCOTT them. Hey Lady A email me please. Or comment up top.
Verification knows what's being said. No accidental pun.
Lou: but 0.1 = better than 0.2 bashed, know what I mean! Thanxx for the wishes XXX
Sid: Hackney's rock-n-rolling again..?? Nice one.
Anon: Cameroon? Western Union? ALARM BELLS. Stay well clear!!
£100 a g. How good is that? Sounds like a major-league pisstake to me. On the othe rhand if it's pukka B as it used to be at it's best, maybe it is worth £100. You get what you pay for...
Rie: sounds to me like this Percy is the type of percy that has half a paracetamol chucked in it before it comes to you, know what I'm saying...
TAKE CARE EVERYONE.
REMEMBER, ONE DAY THE TABLES MIGHT BE TURNED. GIVE THOSE BASTARDS A TASTE OF THEIR OWN MEDICINE.
Lou: 4/10 and a half O a wk? How much is that setting you back for 4/10?
I had a conversation today with someone like me who's been off it for weeks on end. He won't go back unless it gets to pre-drought quality. Not interested in weak shit. Not interested in weir pharmaceutical knockout drops. Just pukka B, how it used to be. He knows he's in for a long wait...
Chinatown: 0.2 for £20? 0.1 for £20? Mate stay away for your own self esteem. Stick it out and wait or just buy one to soothe the itch. Buying more makes you look desperate and fuckwits love to see that. Don't play into their hands. It's true it is scorer's privilege to pick his bags, but those sound DIPPED to me. How much of a mate is this guy? If the eejut's eejut enough to leave his stash out just swap yours for his. That'll teach him.
Wze 3369: I agree, be careful China Kid
Anon: exactly
Anon 2: I had orangey shit. Blick bits in it? Benzos or something. Not good. If it's what I had 3 weeks ago don't bother. There's stronger benzoated gear out there, ours looked white and cooked up without citric, china white style. But the "benzos" were described by police as an "unregistered compound" which explains how I lost days on end at a time. It didn't feel entirely like benzos anyhow. After IVing, this crept up slowly over 20 mins. Then it knocked me cross-eyed and I slept hours. Unless I was out, in which case I felt incredibly drowsy but carried on.
Tome: you're dead right
Leftleg: Mixing 2 gears can give best of both worlds. Years ago I mixed rushy white B with goofy dark stuff. Americans mix Mexican tar and China White on the same principle, to make an "Oreo".
You're right re numbers. Those bastards think they can reintroduce B at a third of what it used to be and we'll all be over the moon. Except those of us on methadone who know what's what because we have a level to judge against. If they try that cheap trick and think we'll all be happy, they'd better think again.
And while I'm on the subject maybe they should for once and for all stop this assumption we all want their shitty B. Get us some proper #4 heroin. Colombian. Burmese. Even the Afghans make white gear. Do us a favour: import some QUALITY for a change.
Bex: £150 a henry sounds a lot. Then again we paid £120 for a weighed eighth a few years ago. (For Xmas). Shit hot gear. Plus he threw in a 10white. So £110 instead of 90. But the strength of the gear made up for the high price. Rather pay for for decent stuff than get a cheap deal on cheap shit. Any day!
Sam: benzos on juice make a pretty good gear sub. Your clinic might even prescribe benzos if you say ou got a habit. They're brilliant for sleep, but taken too frequently they just do not hit the spot.
Anon: Bristol/Newport. No idea, sorry.
Lady Anon: Very weak says it all. Avoid avoid avoid. Punish these deadbeats BOYCOTT them. Hey Lady A email me please. Or comment up top.
Verification knows what's being said. No accidental pun.
Lou: but 0.1 = better than 0.2 bashed, know what I mean! Thanxx for the wishes XXX
Sid: Hackney's rock-n-rolling again..?? Nice one.
Anon: Cameroon? Western Union? ALARM BELLS. Stay well clear!!
£100 a g. How good is that? Sounds like a major-league pisstake to me. On the othe rhand if it's pukka B as it used to be at it's best, maybe it is worth £100. You get what you pay for...
Rie: sounds to me like this Percy is the type of percy that has half a paracetamol chucked in it before it comes to you, know what I'm saying...
TAKE CARE EVERYONE.
REMEMBER, ONE DAY THE TABLES MIGHT BE TURNED. GIVE THOSE BASTARDS A TASTE OF THEIR OWN MEDICINE.
many thankx 2 anon 4 bristol/newport in fo.valleys back on some shape if that helps you,need a town let me know on here.thankx again
elow agen:) yeah ya right gleds 150 for 8th is pushing it but im still getting my henry 2nytttttt!!!!!!! lol.ive been warned its v.good sum1 od'd on this stuff so wil take it easy.my score never gets shite even all through the drought it was okay considerin theres crap about.those of yous that r up north,the cowie(h) is gradually making its way about.im right up north in cumbria got the cowie frm preston/lancashire,suppose it depends who ya know.will get bak to yous wiv the verdict soon!!!! :)-b
thanks guys, i appreciate your comments of support.
you are absolutely right, i would never do that to somebody i consider a mate especially the petrol thing. i am very proud and dont like relying on ppl so if he did really go out of his to pick me up and drop me back i would gladly put up some petrol money.
i know this guy from school days, used to be one of my best friends if not the best friend. i was very protective of him, wouldnt let ppl make fun of him, even took beats outside a night club when somebody cussed him behind his back. was like 10 against 3 of us.
i havent seen him for many years, iv just gotten in touch with him again during this draught and he made it clear that i couldnt rely on him. My initial thoughts were that bcos hes a lot better of that he thinks i might start sponging of him but i couldnt sponge of my own parents let alone anyone else.
when i asked him to introduce me to this guy who had good gear and when he said no i took that as a hint that he doesnt consider us to be mates again but i need him to link me gear bcos i cant get anything decent so iv been trying to rebuild the friendship by keeping in touch but not being too clingy.
Anyway we got the same again today and he admitted to me that bags were much smaller last time. I thought they were meant to be .2s but was told by dealer today they are .15s but today again he chose which bags to give me, i held them briefly n noticed they were pretty much the same but whether intentionally or not today he ended up with one of the smallest bags and he phoned the guy and complained. He also noticed that the dealer uses big rizzlas which takes away from the actual weight so he told him he should use smalls. lol
they look like .1s. put 2 together and u'd have an average size .2. I dont have scales but i know the small rizzla sheet weighs about 0.05 which means that if they are .15 in big rizzla (£20 btw) i wouldnt be surprised if they are even less than .1s. Iv seen many times how and why dealers who smoke dip bags, make bags uneven, choose which punters to shot bags on point to and which punters they cheat.
I used to think that they would look after their regulars or guys who pick up loads off them but in my oppinion whether ur getting 1 or 5 bags, regular or not, if they think u depend on them shotting to u and if they judge you as someone 'soft' they'll take advantage at every opportunity.
im gonna try to offer my friendship to this 'mate' of mine but im very cautious at the same time not to rely on him even for a cigarette but im gonna be my usual tolerant and generous self.
it still feels too awkward for me to ask to pick the bags when we get together because its his link but soon im gonna ask for the number for myself. Should be getting a little run about soon too bcos its pretty far but me and my mate live in the same area and he actually passes my house to score so it is literally on his way but he asked me for petrol so at least he is open about what kind of relationship it is. Im seeking his friendship i think so i have invited him home and have been very welcoming and hospitable.
As far as gear goes, its standard gear, its decent but like i said with the big rizzla they are .1s at best and for £20 a bag it looks like the situation in west london at least is still very much miserable and dire.
if it wasnt christmas it would make the thought of quitting a lot less stressful for some reason but yea im thinking that physically i dont need to use but then again when i use i do feel better so im thinking i need professional help like u guys have suggested. i just dont want it on my med record that im paranoid and even have thoughts of suicide.
what do u guys think about taking anti depressants or anti psychotic meds. Are they supposed to be harmful. Will they even work. They wont give me psychotherapy on the NHS which i have requested many times.
hope i havent sounded to boring or depressing.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL
The last Anon before my last comment overlapped mine so I never saw it. You're bang-on right. Do not send money to Cameroon for gear that's crazy. You'd be wasting your money.
By GIVING DEALERS A TASTE OF THEIR OWN MEDICINE I meant leave 'em high and dry. See how they like that. Anyone who's taken advantage bigtime has dug their own grave because once choice returns and it's a buyer's market once more y'all will be able to BOYCOTT the wankers and put 'em out of business. The press like to compare drug dealing to dial-a-pizza. Well imagine if you shelled out £20 for 2 meat feasts and 3 hours later a huge box turns up with a few crumbs, some half-nibbled pepperoni and a load of mouldy crust. That's what they're doing to YOU when they sell substandard crap. I once said to one "how would you like it if I tore the corner off a tenner and just gave you that" and he was "yeah yeah yeah" and so apologetic. Never messed me around again. You don't have to be threatening or abusive. Make your point reasonably and clearly. Works wonders.
If they do say anything truly ridiculous, laugh in their face. They won't do it again. These bastards only ever try what they think they can get away with. So don't let them get away with shit.
Anon: so is Bristol picking up then? I always knew Bristol as a real honeypot for B. Probably the best place I know of outside inner London for scoring.
Brighton: missed you out yesterday due to my terminal attention span. Sorry. B with no B? That's what was happening the first week of November here in London. I bought duff shit 4 days in a row, from different people. Never in my life happened before. Previous droughts as I say I negotiated by asking about and waiting till evening when that day's word was on the street and whoever had good new stuff was known about. You could see by how many people were congretated up that guy's road! I have never in my life known a situation this bad this long. As I say, don't ever go back to these liars once the situation sorts itself out. If they can't even reload with crap B instead of utter rubbish they really don't know their business. If they're actually concocting this fake B themselves that's even worse. Total untrustworthiness. Keep well clear.
Chinatown Kid: You hit on a good point when you talk about him being stingy with introductions. When I first got into this shitty scene we were all generous with numbers and intros.
But as years went by things changed; I noticed people everywhere becoming more and more cagy with numbers. The scene is becoming more hard-faced, more selfish than ever before.
If your mate's that tight, you could say: Look I cannot go out and find you every time I want it, so you;d better introduce me and I'll buy you a nice fat bag and let's leave it at that. If he's any kind of friend he'll do that for you.
However, it could well be that the man told him not to bring friends. I've had to deal with this one a lot. People thought I was being tight but I was only doing as asked. It took weeks just to get one particular guy to meet one close friend of mine. Knowing the hassle I went through on their behalf, they never followed through on the intro ~ a total waste of my time and effort.
If you're spending £50 or more a daily, most dealers would v much like to meet you!
Shotting out uneven bags and playing favourites is taking the piss: steer clear. Find someone else as soon as you can.
Maybe you shouldn't see this contact of yours as a "mate". He doesn't sound like a true friend to you. See him as the drug buddy he is, that way you're not conning yourself.
I can't remember if/where you said you are. What's standard sizes in your area? 0.1 for £20 is seriously tiny.
Re medical stuff: it eventually comes to a point where you just have to ask for help.
I know where you're coming from not wanting "paranoia" &/or "suicidal ideation" written across your medical notes. If you're paranoid anyway, having "colourful" notes hardly helps with that, I know.
Are you/have you ever been scripted methadone or Subutex? Do you have drug addiction on your notes? If so, it's not going to look that much worse to have mental health issues down there also.
Many, many addicts have depression and/or anxiety as well as a drug problem. Many of us use gear/benzos BECAUSE we felt crap to start with: that's "self-medicating".
Crack, as you know is notorious for triggering paranoia, even paranoid psychosis. If you feel para but are still able to rationalize "it's not real" then you're doing OK. That's not to say the paranoia doesn't need professional treatment. It's when these feelings of paranoia or depression get so out of hand you cannot distinguish what is or isn't real or cannot cope that they become a major issue.
If things get too rough call your drug clinic and ask to see a doctor. In an emergency, call Samaritans. Numbers are given under my "Do or Die" suicide post.
http://gledwood2.blogspot.com/2010/12/to-do-or-die-thank-you.html
The Samaritans can put you in touch with mental health services. In a crisis you can get emergency assessment at a hospital. If necessary you can go in that day for inpatient treatment. Mental hospitals are nowhere near as scary as you might imagine. Everyone's on medication, there's little bad behaviour, you'll get methadone to hold you. You're highly unlikely to be the worst case in there. And you're all in the same boat.
Knowing you're not being judged can be a huge release. And one other thing: nutters are far more colourful than junkies, and much more fun. So don't worry about mental hospital. There are far worse places you could go (prison, for one.)
I'd rather do time in a nuthouse than in rehab any day of the week!!
***part 1 ends***
***ChinaTownKid: part 2***
Reply too long had to go in two comment forms...
There is nothing boring or depressing about telling the truth, so don't apologize!
I for one respect that you were bravery in asking our opinions.
Re antidepressants: There are 4 main families of antidepressants and about 40 licensed medications. Taken daily, they take approx 2 weeks to kick in, then you should feel a distinct elevation in mood. Not every antidepressant works equally well for every person, so you might have to try a couple before finding one that suits you.
The problems I've had with antidepressants are unusual. The mental nurse who assessed me believes I may have some elements of bipolar disorder, where these meds can trigger a high, which crashes into a low. This is not an issue for most people, so don't worry about it.
Antipsychotics are given for 2 main reasons. In low doses some can work really well against anxiety. They're not benzos and not habit-forming in that way, so they're a safer treatment.
In higher doses they block paranoia, delusions and hallucinations (if you have them). But they don't do this instantaneously. The first effect would be a doped-up feeling of calm, something most junkies quite like!
If you think you need psychiatrc medication it's up to a psychiatrist to prescribe it.
You need to be totally straight with the dr about your feelings, your problems and experience, as well as what drugs you've been taking, when and for how long. Drug-taking makes psychiatric diagnosis complicated; you can help yourself and the doctors by cutting out as much drugging and drinking as you can manage for as long as you possibly can.
The more complicated your situation, the more it would help to write it all down. Summarize, suing bulletpoints, on one sheet of A4. Hand this to the dr. at the beginning of the appointment and you'll ensure he misses no important factors out.
Are you using cannabis, cocaine, speed, E, meow or crack? All these make paranoia worse and they really won't help depression either. You need to stay well away from any uppers, psychedelics or cannabis for your own sake.
I'm speaking bitter personal experience.
I hope this hasn't been too much of mess and I hope it helps.
It sounds to me, Chinatown Kid, that you need to make it your priority, your project to sort yourself out while you still have sanity enough to do this. Don't try too much too fast. Baby steps, little and often are the surest way forward.
From someone who's been there too, I wish you all the very best. Let me know how you get along.
My friend Anna Grace has a dual diagnosis: bipolar and opiate addiction. She blogs about her life here:
http://ppfaceannagrace.blogspot.com
WISHING Y'ALL A FANTABULOUS XMAS SEASON AND MAY 2011 BE FAR BETTER THAN THIS BAG-O-SHITE YEAR!
BEST WISHES TO YOU ALL. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR MESSAGES. SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO ANSWER EVERY SINGLE ONE.
KEEP THOSE COMMENTS COMING.
GLEDWOOD.
a very merry xmas to you too Gleds, take care ofyourself friend.
the verdict; OMG!!its sooooooooooo good!! gowtched out for ages n tht was just from .2! its a browny colour not the white crap.i hope its starts headin in everyones direction,deffo deffo good this stuff im buzzin! take care happy christmas xxxxx
I am in cambridge, been clean for a while. The streets are full of scenesters turning on one another, ripping each other off to get money to buy gear that doesnt even contain gear. Its awful. Awfully shit. Anybody else from Cambridge? Or know someone in cambridge?
LONDON {EAST} HAS GOT DECENT GEAR, BUT BY NO MEANS IS THE DROUGHT OVER.
Has ben getting beter in South Yorkshire. Slowly getting better all the time.
south wales valleys seem 2b back on,still idiots slinging trash so be careful.STAY AWAY from rhymney and merthyr you'd be better off smoking your ££££,get more out of it,still 2 much trash 2 shift.lots of good safe stuff about though.take care all
2 maomi c,your a pretty girl,stay away from junk if you can/want to girl.read you like the manics,they all live within about 15 mins of me.nice guys all of them,never forgot who put them where they are,us fans.music isn't to my taste but as people can't be faulted. mrshll
Am so depressed..i must be involved in a shitty scene cos they still selling us crap in shepherds bush...had a lovely dealer but he got busted and then the drought hit so i was out of touch and turned to street scene..now i am grumpy and tired just want to feel ok..innit?
@ MAR MAR its ani,anna rainville facebook.cheers.
It must be getting better as the comments have slowed drartically.
Brighton still bosh 2 out of 10 weak shite or 0.05 for £20 if want to pay silly prices for pre dought 7outta10.
Interesting article about the drought states afghan is holding back the gear :
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2010/dec/20/wikileaks-cables-taliban-heroin-stockpile
the government gonna get what they all want when we all die
there was heroin 9-10/10 predrought gear about week leading upto xmas, £15 a point but proper proper gear, 1 point knocked u silly. and yes tolernce u may say makes u think its stronger but this gear comes every 6weeks- to 2months from same small opp and its always same. but its all gone now , now the gear near pompey is prob 1/3rd normal strengh. but least things ae better now then any time in last 3 months here
so happy happy xmas
p.s it was only £15 a point due to greed, the peeps who brought it back sold it for £600 a oz. but they deal only with 1 geezer who whacked the prices up. and comes from pakistan.
£600 an OZ!! That is fuckin cheap!! pm in East London and im paying £550 for half OZ! It IS proper gear so its WELL worth it, as i sell 1/3 of it on in £15 and £20 bags and that way i get the next £550 out of ot to buy again....I supoose you can calss me as a small goldfish in thed tank dealing to keep up my miss and i habits, i coulnt be asked waiting on dealers daily for 1 or 2 bags....so i work myself out of this poverty....BTW how are3 u Gleds? hope you are well friend.....
there was heroin 9-10/10 predrought gear about week leading upto xmas, £15 a point but proper proper gear, 1 point knocked u silly. and yes tolernce u may say makes u think its stronger but this gear comes every 6weeks- to 2months from same small opp and its always same. but its all gone now , now the gear near pompey is prob 1/3rd normal strengh. but least things ae better now then any time in last 3 months here
so happy happy xmas
p.s it was only £15 a point due to greed, the peeps who brought it back sold it for £600 a oz. but they deal only with 1 geezer who whacked the prices up. and comes from pakistan.
27 December 2010 20:45
Blogger HELAL said...
£600 an OZ!! That is fuckin cheap!! pm in East London and im paying £550 for half OZ! It IS proper gear so its WELL worth it, as i sell 1/3 of it on in £15 and £20 bags and that way i get the next £550 out of ot to buy again....I supoose you can calss me as a small goldfish in thed tank dealing to keep up my miss and i habits, i coulnt be asked waiting on dealers daily for 1 or 2 bags....so i work myself out of this poverty....BTW how are3 u Gleds? hope you are well friend.....
28 December 2010 17:37
as i said the geezers who goto pakistan every couple of months dont use, they just bring back 20-30oz's to pay for there hoilday, they visit family, and as said dont use use and dont have knowledge o9f drought, so sold it to the geezeer at normal rates. he just made a whacking profit this time, and prob will again next time
but 600 a oz is still pretty dear if ur buying 20-30 oz's a time in normal times. and obv they got back from pakistan green of the knowledge they could have whacked the price up to him
i'm glad in alot of ways people dont just give out ur number, as there are alot of wankers around, and yes i agree alot of users are decent humans, but just as many who arnt.
intro's should be done corectly, not just turn up with someone . or give ur numberr to someone you dont know.
but if there done in correct ways intros is fine. but i get ur point alot of peeps dont want to give u there score, so they can make off you! and the give me ur money line is a worry even if you know person well. but im afaid now when ur nicked (in my town anyway) the police bring out a map and ask you to point to area you score from! which to me is grassing, as old bill know who does what, so not a prob in that way, but the more people who point at ur address means its ur door that goes though first, as they see its you causing them to commit the crime in first place. and i reckon alot of users do it, (point at map) but its same grassing. if any dealer thinks old bill dont no what there upto is naive beleive me. my advice is to deal with workers and people who dont steal. that way ur door likely to stay on hinges longer
Merry Christmas to u all,sorry its a bit late!! Cheers for reply Gled and keepin this up and running...Its gone a bit slow round here again(Chesterfield),there was some really good stuff up to Christmas Eve for a couple of weeks then its gone back to bein just OK no matter who u go to out of a possible 5/6 people who tend to get from different sources. I dont know if its just this period in between xmas and new year but I hope its gonna change sharpish!! Im broke today due to the excesses of christmas,goin out,presents etc but have still got a tenner and its ten to nine at night and i still aint found anyone to spend it with yet,waitin on 3 calls!!! Same as I say I hope its just a lapse as my normal guy says hes got some decent decent tomorrow t-time,probably stick to my juice till then if phone dont ring soon!! Happy New Year to all if I dont get chance again.
Lefty
Verification - spefla -(im gettin rubbish at this,no witty drug pun for second time in a row)
smokeyboi....
hey peeps, just wana say that there is food if you know the right people,just smoking a lil 10's bit and i'm gouching out like a mutha'fooka!!!750 for a z, north east london.
just wana also say that dealers charging stupid prices like 0.1 for a fookin score and serving food that is mixed with so much bash that it aint even worth smoking, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED!!when things go back to normal i hope no one comes back to you!!!
anyway....gona enjoy my smoke, got enough to last me for awhile so gona make the most of it. AND NO, i can't help no one or do no intro's, no offence but i don't fancy spending my new years down at Her Majesty's local B&B nor do i want to meet the local undercover DC Bobski and PC Pigface...
HAPPY DAYS
problem seems to be the avg heroin user think there exempt rom price rises! take petrol there was up roar when it was nearly £1 a litre now some places are selling it at £1.50. and avg being £1.20, also tabacco (fags etc) goes up 4 times a year! bread milk etc go up. everything does! and people are moaning there getting normal gear now but at £150 a single 1/8th !!! well lucky them, in towns certenlty mine its always been between £120-150 1/8th anyways!! even when buying a oz! so peeps get a grip. what ithink happened anyways is the people who smuggle went to reload 3months ago and were told there price would be 30-50% more then normal, and they though shit how the hell am i going to sell it, if im paying that,as wud be out priced by ever other peron. till they latter worked out it wasnt them alone who was being asked to pay more. then i guess they went back with tail between leg asking for it, yet to be told its now higher in price, and reluctingly brought it, and had to bash it up least twice the normal, hence the shit gear around, and we all no the futher it goes the more it is bashed. but from personnel point i wud happly pay upto £150 on a 1/8th if things went back to normal. for a £20 u may only get a .3 instead of .4 but everything else goes up in price. and consider there was a 50% drop in harvest the price was always going up. any shortage means price rise. heroin addicts accept the rise. after all most have excepted the shit around now! and importers no now that we wud except nearly anything, so the addict has really fuck themselves over by keeep buying the shit. even when know there anit GEAR in it! that we all have played are part in buying at some point! we will never have it again so good. as now they know what we will except. things will improve but we will never have the prices we had pre 2010
come on people where the info from ur area's? i know alot of peeps just take from life, but if ur coming here for info, least leave info for others.
portsmouth way is shit 1/3rd predrought stuff if that! and mean if that! cant even taste it via foil. feel rush via pin, but not very intense but normal prices though, but still alot of fake bollocks. this site must get visited alot, so please do us posters the good grace of not just taking info but leaving it too. thank you. and again big thanks to glenwood for mainting this well run site
My verification 'letters' (not word) is actually fitting for you as of recently Gledwood! Its therid, as in The Rid. Get rid!
Report for East London-finding pre-drought quality gear very expensive, however, 2 of our sources have this same 9/10 gear, which is wonderful, however not sure how long its going to last...no guarantees! But so far, we've been able to get it for at least 10 days in a row, probably more...maybe a bit over 2 weeks. £500 for an 1/2 oz is madness though! I have to say though, nothing has given me quite the amazing nod as I've gotten off of this gear-and it is certainly b/c of the H in it, no more funny benzo-fuelled stuff.
That's what's happenin here in East London as of late!
Take care everyone, and Hello Gledwood, would be great to catch up with you on Gabbly sometime soon! My sleeping habits have been odd at the best though, so goodness only knows when I might be awake! I LOVE the 1999 Warp video you put up...the good ole' days....friendly places, smiling faces :-)
Hey Stockport has shite,
It's light brown with no taste to it when run on foil.
No gear in it at all.
It knocks you out but but it's cut with sleepers or Largactil (Thorazine) or something similar.
2 pompey,head 2 wales m8,4 once w are rolling in it.NO JOKE.bash still about but lots and lots of good.very serious.
up in sheffield very very good 8/9 10 pre drought £50 gram £150 8 ball colour taste fishy smell all good
Tomo,staffordshire/burton
Things are better this way ,actually gear in the gear now although its only at about half strength of pre d ,to guy that posted about us being selfish.....must apologise,check here every day and should post more and will endeavour to do so until everything is sorted,hope all had a reasonable Xmas and have a sound 2011,
Tomo
Seems that there is gear about everywhere BUT london...?Its utter shit in west london street scene well the dealers aren't users so why should they give a fuck.?I am fed up ./omg my first verify was bullyme! but i got it wrong now its allycoli..is that alcolic?I hate alcohol.Nite nite gledwood and all you lovely people.Happy new year!
Where I am it's like Anon says, still shite, far as I know.
The last time I scored it was from the guy who had been best before the drought but it was crap. Really weak. I did the whole 0.3 in one hit and barely felt anything. I knew it was crap because I tasted it wet and got nothing. That was just over a week ago. £15 down the drain.
The time before that was 2 weeks before (same dealer) and I got 0.4g for £15. It seemed a v generous deal considering the circumstances. The powder was nearly white and cooked up pale yellow with barely any vit C. It had gear in it enough to get a buzz from IVing but most of the effct came from a cartoad of downers that climbed on slowly and only hit me 10 mins after each hit. I was using the same sizes as I used to ie 2 hits to a £15 bag.
I haven't heard of anyone I know or know of selling pukka gear but in small bags. They all had pretty much normal or a bit small but SHIT quality. The other stuff I was getting before I stopped looked like orange juice with black bits floating on top. You had to fish these out. I kept finding syringes with black ends when I chucked out rubbish last night. This had the same downers as the other stuff. I was out of it on these downers and lost days of memory at a time, only blurs in between.
I reckon Pompey and others are right: the drought was caused by a price hike it has to be. I don't think there's anything like as much gear to go round the planet as the experts wanted to believe (no mountainous "stockpile" worth several years). I posted up a map of heroin distribution on Xmas day and it repeated the same crappy myth that heroin is produced in Asia for use in Europe and America. Most gear is used IN Asia. There are supposed to be a good 12-15 million addicts in China, India, Pakistan, Iran and Afghanistan.
They say Russia first got a problem after their own Afghanistan war in the 80s. Now the rate of addiction is treble what it is here.
Europe has way more gearheads than America. They use a lot of that oxy and dilaudid stuff out there, not just gear. The wonder of private medicine!
The links to this are under International Drugs Info down the side.
I wonder if it will ever go back how it was. I'm not sure either. Despite all this stuff we heard about record harvests the price was going up not down. In the last 3 years it seemed to get harder to get really good bags. Or maybe I wasn't such a good costumer by then... I don't know.
E London Girl: I used to go to that Warp party and stay warped for days afterwards! It was always packed out at night, then by 9am most of the "clubbers" had gone and you got left with this amazing bunch of hippies all day and right into the evening. I never wanted to go home.
(I can't believe I mentioned Rosie, searched Warp Club in youtube and found her!!)
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011
I HOPE IT'S WAY BETTER THAN 2010
which won't be difficult
promises promises, on one tonight, just percy though, but how many times has one heard promisezs of late? but well last time was no word, just bang! was there. week or so before xmas! gold! but in a town alone £15 a POINT when in days and consider 35 points to a 1/8th oz's went fast. report later on situation, but only small opp anyway so really not relavant to most
where is everybody! seems every site peeps have disapeared. but the situation hasnt picked up much anywhere along south coast as far as im aware. ANYONE FROM SOUTH/EAST.WEST HAVE ANY POSSITIVE NEWS??????? OR ANYONE ANYWHERE.
HAPPY NEW YR GLENWOOD
im in small town near hastings, sussex and things have been better for a good month (despite a couple of police raids)....i told peeps this on gabbly but they didnt believe me - why would i lie? ok,they are small deals but quality is better than the no-gear gear.well done gledwood, you are a brave man....im going to try my very best now to quit....shouldve taken the oportunity but am a fool.happy 2011!!!
I'm in hampshire and theres sod all
@rie ,the best I had for.months came a few days back and that was from Burton,still took more in the pot than it used to to get the job done but it was very nice to arrive,the best hint I can give you on who is from the oddly religious sounding guy,that may or may not make sense to you ,good look in your search buddy and have a decent year.
Tomo
Anonymous said...
I'm in hampshire and theres sod all
-------- well the promise came off. and more to follow. hampshire wont see it thoughas small opp. and goes fasrt in normal times, but its proper, and i had percy within 2 hrs of it hitting the country. so its pretty decent, better then pre-drought avg (speaking about my town) as 6-7/10 normally but this stuff always better. and right now its like rocket fuel. normal times u nod off it. im taking about a place between scum and pompey mate. but as said it wont go far, and go fast, but u never no if sumone u no, is in the no about it. i hope so
other then that just same 1/4 to 1/3rd strengh stuff floating round, no taste, dark in gun, but no black, nor conjeals, just shite, but via pin you get rush and warmth just not as intense as sud obv be, the price of the decent is dear though, but rather pay it then paying for grabbbage
Happy new year everyone although mines was ruined due to meeting up with this good looking but CRAZY as hell bird anyway enough said about her... im in aberdeen and last week i got gear which was really good twenty quid for 0.3 and i got a rush in the works but since then im not getting much unless i have a few beers first only discovered that recently anyway when you break it down on the spoon it looks oily kind of like there is floating bits in it but it doesnt congeal in the works which is something i suppose oh thanks for the site gledwood your the man i check this blog religously now and some of my friends are aswell - hope it gets better soon - the w isnt as strong as it was either we drug users are being milked like fools !!!
dooopsy says
happy new year peeps!
its all hit an miss an doopsy jus craves the days where she coud make a call - say shes gonna be 20 mins - go an get an ALL DONE!
thanx to u fab guys (u know hoo u is) i bin able to get my peeps are still fuckt up an im happy i met new peeps
i aint postin soo much but u can find me on the chat room on the right hand side.
biggup gleds babe we will catch up sumtime soon!
doopsy xxx
eastlondongirl wot evva happend to u lol catch me up babe
verify word is ceinge!
smokeyboi......
food in east london, picked up Q for 200, 8/10, gouching out hard on a score's bit so happy days. these Dealers charging ridiculous prices are taking the piss as food is there at normal prices but Dealers just taking advantage of this drought. Anyway, take care ppl.
banging gear in south area. roughly pompey. expensive but a point knocks u for six. better to buy a point then pay £100 of bags anywhere else. proper proper. but not a sign of change just a turn on for a while. before everything turns bk to shite
Dont know where you 2 are looking both people who i know in swad how now got diffrent gear that does not run dirty at the begining and it does the job on the foil good look and i hope you find the same stuff as what i have got which i guess you will
The drought in west london does seem like it's ending, i haven't had a bad deal in 2 weeks now. Talking about the fulham/ladbroke grove areas. Just so you know.
hi all,soz bin away 4r a while,just to say theres PLENTY OF BROWN about up north!!!!! still sellin .1s but u gouch like a muvvafucca. hope all of u northerners can get ,im pretty sure U WILL!! :) happy new yr
in certain area beween southampton and pomey. its banging, raining it, and mean strong pre-drought, but not going to last, but its £15 a point or 10 a point depends where u go, but is gold
but not huge shipment, so buy when u can if ur in knoe
thanx for info on west london,it gives me hope!i have scored too but it was more like can i feel this or am i fooling myself so i guess it weren't that good..its been so long now i forgot what it feels like? verify is unaliz as in analyse..?lol
Ah man, in midland Ireland here. The scumbags are trying to sell us €10 worth for €40. I'm clean since November 22nd, but I'm starting to get the itch again now.
Hi ppl here in West Yorkshire gear is about an off pale baige colour when heated on foil a thick dark beatle this is the gawchy stuff, on the otherhand scored off another dealer and 2 bags @ 0.3 thats point 6 in total.Put it on the foil heated it up and U could taste gear content but wasn't happy could tell it was cut with something but it still didn't deterr me, little did I know 4 hrs later I did'nt have a clue what was happening to me. Yes I have a fear that I may have been poisoned, I was feeling un well but really trippy at the same time. Its been now nearly 48 hrs and have recovered from whatever it was cut with as far as I know for now but it made me feel very very i'll.I woke up at 4.30am rattaling stretching, and yawning and trembling really bad,I had like a funny taste to the back of my mouth as I was panicking and debating weather to stand on the end off the street and call an ambulance.However symptoms seemed to dye off, but what I could not understand is why 4-6 hrs later from smoking this,???.Is it cut with Subatex am wondering,? have done Subatex withdrawls before (taking Subatex on accident on top of Methadone is not the way to go, i'll,i'll,i'll.)So am hoping this stuff has just been cut with Subbies and M-kat,hoping that there isn't nothing else nasty in there only problem is eating patters now and holding food down,but I hope this is it.My worste fear kind of chemical poisoning,or ANTHRAX that shit left some residue on my lips too.All sorts were going through my head at the time but was alot releived when the really nasty effects wore off, and once they did back off to my normal dealer who does .2's for 10, the other gadger who poisoned me does 15's better deals jst incase U are wondering why I didn't stick to him in fist place, so BEWARE peep's still dodgy batches about and if it does NOT LOOK RITE DO NOT TAKE IT.
wales gone back to stuff that'll kill you,little bits around but be careful.couple of gimps in the valley slinging to people then singing to the man and getting people locked up.(rhymney)
we had some stuff like that up in leices it was cut with that date rape drug could have been that
YEP,gear is being cut with barbituates.
Why no one commenting? Are things genuinely improving / approaching normality or has everyone given up and got clean? Had nice, really nice gear in december but then bashed stuff recently, still wiv gear in tho, looks merky when run on the foil but no nasty cuts, residue on tube smells kinda sweet. Bristol area. Cmon peps, area an quality of gear PLEEEASE!
Oh a msg of hope, lot of peeps saying heroin will never be available again in bulk at normal prics and good quality - IT WILL...it may take time but wheres there is demand there will always be supply. It may mean a shift from afghan production to Mexico etc, after all they get all the coke over here from south america so why not chuck in a load of gear wiv it? trafficking routes already exist, so it will happen, when the big boys wake up and realise there is money to be made
not sure about newport/bristol either so anyone got any info be grateful to hear it.orange stuff that spits on the foil in welsh valleys.i've gotta move !!!!! help
O don't talk about Mexican gear, please. That's the very lowest of the low. People moan about Afghan being not as good as Burmese, but Afghan #3 is merely a couple of steps away from true China White. Mexican Tar is so dire I doubt even the most expert chemist could turn that into China White.
The Mexican cartels are so half-arsed they left out as many steps as possible in the production process. I even heard they used white spirit vinegar instead of acetic anhydride. Mexican has that "tarry" appearance because opium is tarry. They haven't even got rud of the opium latex. This stuff is a killer. It rots the veins faster than any other type of gear, it can cause botulism because it's so damp. It's nothing like that hash-like gear we sometimes get here, tar literally is so sticky it will stick to the end of your finger. I posted up a documaentary on by random blog, if you want to see tar, it's in the vey first shot on screen one, here:
http://gledwoodvideo.blogspot.com/2010/11/black-tar-heroin-dark-end.html
Although it's hopelessly low grade, tar isn't necessarily weak. It contains high levels of 6MAM, which is basically what diamorphine turns into when it gets wet. And Mexican gear is very dank and wet indeed!
Please no let's not have Mexican gear. The Colombians are true experts in drug production. In the late 80s when they decided to add heroin to their menu, they brought over experts from Thailand who were able to produce H4 with 97% purity, same as the best gear from Burma aand Laos. It's THIS stuff we want. Not that Mexican shit!
As y'all might know I relapsed back to gear for about 6 days and I can tell you the quality is NOTHING like what it was. If you've been using constantly throughout this drought and you think you're getting good gear now youpre probably conning yoursself. A mate of mine accosted me on the street, saying he knew soeone with "nine out of ten". Once he realized I had a score on me we ran down the park. Turned out I knew this dealer anyway. I never dealt with him as the last 3 times his wares were so shockingly dire it was unreal. Anyway for £20 I got 0.2g of gear most people would have rated a 4 out of 10 before the drought. And that's being generous. Yeah there was gear in it. yeah I felt it. Yeah it knocked me out. But I haven't been using heavily for a long long time. I expect FAR better from a £20 bag. For one thing I used to do a £20 in 2 or even 3 hits. This past week everything I bought I hit up in one. And that just about says everything. Don't kid yourselves. The gear's still crap. You've all just got used to taking crap. It's going to be a long, long time until things ever get back anywhere near where they were a few months back. Sorry to be pessimistic, I'm only saying what I see.
All the best to y'all. Thanks for the comments. Be safe and be lucky
;-)
O don't talk about Mexican gear, please. That's the very lowest of the low. People moan about Afghan being not as good as Burmese, but Afghan #3 is merely a couple of steps away from true China White. Mexican Tar is so dire I doubt even the most expert chemist could turn that into China White.
The Mexican cartels are so half-arsed they left out as many steps as possible in the production process. I even heard they used white spirit vinegar instead of acetic anhydride. Mexican has that "tarry" appearance because opium is tarry. They haven't even got rud of the opium latex. This stuff is a killer. It rots the veins faster than any other type of gear, it can cause botulism because it's so damp. It's nothing like that hash-like gear we sometimes get here, tar literally is so sticky it will stick to the end of your finger. I posted up a documaentary on by random blog, if you want to see tar, it's in the vey first shot on screen one, here:
http://gledwoodvideo.blogspot.com/2010/11/black-tar-heroin-dark-end.html
Although it's hopelessly low grade, tar isn't necessarily weak. It contains high levels of 6MAM, which is basically what diamorphine turns into when it gets wet. And Mexican gear is very dank and wet indeed!
Please no let's not have Mexican gear. The Colombians are true experts in drug production. In the late 80s when they decided to add heroin to their menu, they brought over experts from Thailand who were able to produce H4 with 97% purity, same as the best gear from Burma aand Laos. It's THIS stuff we want. Not that Mexican shit!
As y'all might know I relapsed back to gear for about 6 days and I can tell you the quality is NOTHING like what it was. If you've been using constantly throughout this drought and you think you're getting good gear now youpre probably conning yoursself. A mate of mine accosted me on the street, saying he knew soeone with "nine out of ten". Once he realized I had a score on me we ran down the park. Turned out I knew this dealer anyway. I never dealt with him as the last 3 times his wares were so shockingly dire it was unreal. Anyway for £20 I got 0.2g of gear most people would have rated a 4 out of 10 before the drought. And that's being generous. Yeah there was gear in it. yeah I felt it. Yeah it knocked me out. But I haven't been using heavily for a long long time. I expect FAR better from a £20 bag. For one thing I used to do a £20 in 2 or even 3 hits. This past week everything I bought I hit up in one. And that just about says everything. Don't kid yourselves. The gear's still crap. You've all just got used to taking crap. It's going to be a long, long time until things ever get back anywhere near where they were a few months back. Sorry to be pessimistic, I'm only saying what I see.
All the best to y'all. Thanks for the comments. Be safe and be lucky
;-)
Birmingham still predominantly shit. Anything with any sort of H content gets bought up, like 20 bags a time and gone. Getting replaced with nothing or just bash. So availability variable, quality shit - average at best.
IMO this drought is being deliberately sustained to raise prices and increase profit levels for the international crews & their shady Masonic connections who run the gear into the country.
Back in the day when the Taliban ran Afghan, they spoke openly of dropping the "heroin bomb" on the West; by which they meant creating a mass wave of addiction, and then turning off the tap. Perhaps that is what is happening here?
Having read The Politics of Heroin, [CIA complicity in the global drug trade] by Alfred McCoy, and being old enough to remember the Iran/Contra CIA coke scandal, I am convinced Western govt's have for decades used the drug war as a ruse to raise secret black budgets which are beyond any form of scrutiny. This goes a long way towards explaining why governments refuse to even examine the case for legalisation, and keep what is without doubt the most destructive, divisive social policy in place. Unless of course you look at prohibition from a revenue generating angle, in which case its a roaring sucess. What's to say this drought isn't just their market manipulation to drive the gram price back up to the old 1980's level of £100/gram. After all Cameron has been telling us to expect lots of pain.....
Personally I am lucky, as I get 'done amps & MST on script, but the word round my way, [South West London] is of a market full of bunko gear, & lots of desperate people...
Why the fuck can't things ever go the *other* way, and instead of there being a drought, the Afghani's decide to upgrade the heroin quality for the European market, to the same as they send to the USA, and we start getting lots of nice white No.4, or at least gear that dissolves when it gets wet, without having to add citric or VitC? Then again if that happened, I'd start using street gear again..
Where's the Burmese when you need them...
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Methadone amps and MST ~ that's precisely what I am going to ask for when I go on a private script.
When I win the lottery.
You know I read somewhere that the Wa in Northern Burma were actually taking Afghan H3 and turning it into H4. Poppy production in Burma in the 2000s fell to a tiny fraction of what it was in the peak years of the 1980s and 1990s.
I'm pissed off at that fucking vitamin C shit I have to inject in my veins. That's one big reason I gave up gear, even when it was good I thought it was lousy. Anything that's not pure white H4 is by its very nature half-arsed, half-baked, half-done. Finish the fucking job off properly and make the gear we actually WANT.
You know they DO make #4 in Afghanistan, it costs 25% more on the kilo but decent H4 should be a good 25% stronger at manufacture than brown ANYHOW. I first heard this on ITN News of all places! There was a story on crimewatch where carpets imported from Afghanistan were found to contain drinking straws woven in, each full of heroin and a lot of that heroin was #4. Online reports claimed it was doing the rounds in 2009 but I never saw it then. I've only knowingly come across H4 twice in 12 years. The last time was in the 2008 drought, I got something that looked like crystalline crack of very good quality. I did one point and found myself gauwched over the sink (probably thinking I was flushing out the needle)... not knowing what day it was. Happy days!!
If any drug importing bastgard IS reading this BRING US THE GEAR WE WANT. CHINA WHITE. COLOMBIAN WHITE. AFGHAN WHITE. HEROIN HYDROCHLORIDE. NUMBER FOUR. IF YOU KNOW YOUR BUSINESS YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. IF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT "NUMBER FOUR" MEANS WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN THE DRUGS BUSINESS?
Hey I used gear all last week except today. I rang the dealer. His idiot "cousin"/whoever answered. Wanted to meet me at a place not convenient for me. However I did pass a Chinaese takeaway on my way down there. So the Chinese got £6.50 of my £20 note. Then I switched my phone off ha ha bloody HAR.
Hi Gledwood, everyone...
What I actually meant in my post re: Mexico, was more that the Mexicans, aswell as producing shit gear, are also responsible for Importing most, if not all of the heroin that comes from south america into the States, as well as the coke of course. They also traffic most coke, and some heroin from SA to the European market, and ultimately us, via Africa, spain etc. So what I was meaning is, would it be so hard to simply ship a load of H4 with the coke that is already on its way here? Why dont they anyway? Do u reckon they are aware of our drought here? Also Gledwood, can u answer this please? In the proper Afghan gear we get, that I have been smoking for 6 years ( the tan to brown stuff, smells bitter, fishy etc, can smell it through the wrap, runs dead clean on foil and gives u a decent lung full of smoke)..well I always wondered what that was cut with, at source, that makes it turn to liquid when heated? I thought quinine, however now I believe that perhaps it isnt cut at all, and that it is just by products from production? I believe this cos I've witnessed how fucking useless our dealers are at cutting over the last few months..can u shed any light on this for me. Also, whilst Afghan is fairly standardized, there have been a few times where I have got brown gear that is a cut above-smells fuckin lovely and gets u off only a few lines-is this just gear that was produced more successfully at source, to a higher purity with less waste product, or merely gear that is less cut? Sorry for long msg, I could write so much more believe me. Oh and one more thing Gledders, read the wikipedia article on Mexican drug kingpin Joaquin Guzman Loera-interesting if like me u are fascinated by thet sorta thing. Peace.
PS Verification word 'dical' - just an 'on' away from diconal!
hiya gledwood,I had a look at that video of mexican tar,bloody hell,compared to what i've been getting,the effects look pretty good....but can you smoke it?I wouldn't want to risk my non existant veins on that stuff,t'is true.I am sick of bloating out on methadone.I hate the stuff.It took awhile,but now i am nearly fat after being a naturally skinny person all my life...if i was to reduce of the meth then all my anxiety states would return making me unable to function.Round and around it goes.
I love reading your writing xx
Apparently you can smoke Tar. I doubt it would smoke as well as Afghan, being damp and all...
... as for H4 I wanted it because I was an injector. I read a memoir from Australia by Kate Holden and she claims to have done China White every day for 5 years without moving further than the crooks of her arms!
I was on Afghan for 10 years and barely have a single vein left apart from my neck and my groin. I dread having to get a blood test. To be frank I'd rather they cut me with a scalpel and collected the blood in a jar.
I used to smoke gear when I barely had a habit, then I switched to the needle to save money. I had a go at smoking it a few times over the years, but couldn't feel anything at all. The feeling I really liked off gear was the flush of it going straight into my system which of course you don't get with smoking.
As for smoking gear on a crack bottle I think anyone who gets high like that could go raving all night on a couple of red smarties. Puts the taste of gear in your mouth and that's all. Total placebo!
If only someone could come up with a version of gear that piped as effectively as proper decent crack, they'd make a fortune!
Please stop this. As somebody said, it has got so weak you can't feel it then why not stop, is this not a chance to try to get clean?
Alright guys,
Quick update....Gleds,your so right with what your saying about the quality of gear around,I know I mentioned it before but it took a while to realise,there is no 9/10 as much as we kid ourselves.Yeah,there is some better stuff out there but its nothing sparkling in terms of what were used to,probably average or even below.Difference is that it was awful for so long that anything with a decent amount of opiate in will get us there!But that even seems to be on the more expensive side,or you only get small bags,or short weights for your money.Ive been getting mainly 2 types for the last month or so,one of them is more traditional stuff but expensive and only available in small amounts and the other which is plentiful n cheap,but as a shit load of Benzo in it,you can tell,it doesn need much citric to cook up and it is a bit inky towards centre of spoon,needs a good stir to dilute into all the water.Like I mentioned before mixing them is the best bet!!I think the gouch Im getting is only partially opiate induced as I find myself missing a few hours here and there with little or no recollection of what iv been doin.To be honest Im scared that at the end of all this Im gonna be so used to Benzos that Il have a benzo withdrawal to do which Ive heard is awful!Good thing about all this is that I wont waste my money on large amounts and cane them in a day anymore,a couple of bags mixed in week most evenings then when Im off work over the weekend I'l have a bit more and my green habit is down to 40ml.Anyways,nothin seems to be changing,we seem to be in a bit of a limbo state where we've all adjusted to what were getting and either fucked it off or accepted it,thats probably the reason for the lack of posts,I doubt everyones suddenly getting banging gear whilst some of us old heads who know the right folk are still only gettin 'ok'!Hope ur all ok,respect goes out to- gleds,doopsy,sids et al-
Lefty
Verification - senest - I got no sense fillin my veins wi this shite?
STKD: yep I'm with you there. Total waste of time. Wish I hadn't wasted ten years on it. I wasted all last week on it and am still fighting to stop. At least I am now "fighting addiction". Most addicts don't "fight heroin addiction" (well I never did!) ~ they might well do in the beginning, but then they accept they're an addict and use and use and use saying perhaps that they want to stop and probably meaning it. But they don't stop. They go on and on using, because once you've lost everything, heroin's all you've got. When an addict gives up heroin they feel they have nothing at all, nothing to live for. Of course heroin has destroyed much of their life, but that's not the way it seems. The drug is very deceptive. It has nothing at all to do with "recapturing that first time high" as you hear addicts parrot. Addicts who have heard other addicts say the same and think that's what's expected on a drugs documentary. Heroin is v similar to cigarettes in that the first try usually just makes you feel sick and weird. Heroin is very much an acquired taste, once you've acquired it and it's working the heroin magic you're already addicted and it's too late. My advice to anyone caught up in this drought who's relatively new to this shit is LEAVE IT BEHIND YOU NOW WHILE YOU HAVE THE CHANCE. Heroin addiction never gets any better. The drug feels weaker and weaker and more disappointing the longer you go on taking it. True, once in a while it will unexpectedly give a little of the old magic back. But all you're doing really is giving yourself an extra bodily function to have to fulfill. Being on heroin is like waking up busting for a piss and having to wait an hour and pay at least £10 for the privilege. It's no more exciting than that. So I'm with you totally. Heroin: biggest waste of time going.
Leftleg: before I gave up in early December there was incredibly strong downers going around masquerading as gear. Yeah there was enough gear in there to feel it flushing into me, but no high as such. The high crept up slowly, then I realized I was cross-eyed. Whenever I sat down I fell asleep. And I could not remember anything I'd done. Unlike last week when I was hitting up whole £20 bags at a time, this stuff was getting divided by 3 and was STILL knocking me for 6.
I wouldn't worry about getting a benzo habit unless you really go for it for several months minimum. Far as I know a full-on benzo habit takes years to develop and then it really is nasty trying to come off.
There was stuff going around in early summer that reeked of B. It was pretty strong. A good hit cooked up midnight black. I hit up 0.3g which is more than I'd usually do but I was going to a funeral. Well I never made it because this stuff was packed with benzos. I've never heard of benzos being black but this stuff cooked up black (it looked like normal beige rocky stuff in the bag). The dealer was doing enormous deals so I was off my head for weeks on end. I nicked a piss test and checked my own urine and surprise surprise benzo positive, even though I hadn't popped a Valium or anything else since I couldn't remember when. So that stuff's been about for a while.
If you're holding down a job while using you're doing really well. I bet you don't do much crack though! That's the one that really messes most people's heads up. I once lived in B&B with a crackhead, 2 drinkers and a pimp-cum-sometime dealer with his prostitute girlfriend. This guy ended up lying on the floor one night insisting people pass the Bible over him and pray because the Devil was talking in his head. That's when he wasn't mastabating at the window convinced a naked woman across the road was giving him the come-on (this at 5am). I used to wake up in the early hours to hear her begging him not to sell her phone for more white. She'd just brought home £300 and blown the lot, now he wanted her phone as well. It was the absolute pits. I wasn't any better. I was in the worst state I've ever been in drugs-wise, totally unable to function without heroin. On methadone I felt so bad I just wanted to die, it just does not give the antidepressant effect I took heroin for. Nobody in our house was in a position to look down on anybody else. We were all as bad as each other, just in different ways. The guy who lived downstairs went on to win the lottery. I wouldn't believe him if I hadn't met him down the park, clean shaven, sober, expensively dressed and confident the way people who can buy their own house with cash are confident. Of course I doubted his story, but something about his manner and the way he was able to describe exactly what happens when you win (Camelot put you up in a hotel, open a bank account etc) seemed too detailed to be a lie. He wasn't the fantasist type. He was actually a really nice guy with a terrible drink problem. Like me, when he first got housed he used to go out and sleep on the street because he felt he belonged there (I never slept on the street, I did empty buildings. A lot of people use abandoned cars.) Even though I was only homeless properly for about 6 months I found it v difficult to adapt to living in a house again. When you're homeless you feel the streets are yours. In a way it's quite liberating. And also terrifying when people think they have the right to shove into my home shit on the floor and smoke heroin, just because there's no locks. I wish I'd done squatters rights now because that building was beautiful. About the size and shape of a small modern primary school, complete with gym. Sometimes I woke up screaming (which I did a lot on drugs). My voice echoed round and round this massive cavernous room. When it rained the sound effects were amazing.
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