THE WEATHER IS WARM AND SULTRY and yet still I'm frozen. Have to go out yet still don't want to go (don't even really want to be here). My problem, someone told me years ago was that I always wanted to be somewhere else. Imagine that, living eternally somewhere else. Now I want to be eternally here. Don't want to move. And it's hot. And I'm going to see a friend in need. I will help that friend.
But still: I do not want to move.
It was Christmas eve in a war zone - I just about managed to rise this morning but shining is still a long way off. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I had my usual stress dream last night....
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